go down 2 entries for the survey thing...

*sigh*...
today was good but right now i'm a little upset, so excuse any ranting i may do...
went to see win a date with tad hamilton today with sally and it was fun & good...made me think of all my guy friends, of course...lol sally...we just hung out today nothin much really. yawn kate's at her winter formal and my parents went to another party so i was home alone...called scott, watched a tv version of the matrix, which is really quite amusing cause of all of the language they sub out...instead they use stuff like jeepers creepers, shucks, shove it up your ear...yeah it was hilarious
but on to other stuff...i'm really nervous about some stuff and i wish it would just be over with...i know why it's taking so long (sally) but still i don't like butterflies living in my stomach...
ok well kate's friends are coming over now for the midnight breakfast so i guess i'll go. i'm actually really tired. i might just go to sleep.

look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine...
look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and all the things that you do

don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
miss you

i miss 2 people a whole whole lot. ...not who you think.

yeah, i know the comments are red & black...
but it was the only one that was freakin readable!
i'm changing it to all black & white tomorrow.
but right now i just DON'T HAVE TIME.
ok, so the rough schedule for tomorrow:
.11.00-12.00 (somewhere in there) pick up sally
then we're gonna burn cd's, maybe go shopping, and pick out baby pictures!
.3.45 at raleigh grand we're going to see win a date with tad hamilton with...*drumroll* shea...wow it's such a chick flick. oh well...hahahaha
then sally goes home and it's the winter formal for kate and my parents have huge parties and i stay home alone. cool.
happy birthday to j in....27 minutes.
wow i need sleep. this is retarded. bye.

***vote for sally & zach for king & queen at the royal court dance!***
today was generally awesome, except i realize now that i wish sally had done something that she didn't (it's fine, but still...) and so now i hope i can accomplish something along those lines this week. so ANYWAY...
tomorrow sally's coming over to help me pick out my baby picture and stuff...we might go to a movie with zach and julian, too. we'll see. i'm also trying to convince my mom to let sally sleep over tonight, but it's getting sortof late for that.
i'm just sooo excited! sorry i had to say that. today was a really awesome day.

.20.QuEsTiOnS.
i know these things can be annoying but i wanted to know if they actually work. in order to do it i have to get a comment box code, so hold up. haha
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What color are my eyes?
10. What color is my hair/how long is it?
11.What reminds you of me?
12.If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel like you could talk to me and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your xanga/blog and see what I say about you?

whoo hoo!!!
wow, today absolutely rocks, first off, one hour delay tomorrow...yess we finally go back to school! it was getting a little insane there for a while...
went major shopping today...with mom and kate it was soooo much fun! =D =D =D here's the stuff i got:
.black boots i've needed some for a while cause right now all i have are my brown ones...they're shorter (not heel-wise but how far up they go-wise, they have a really tall heel haha) and have a rounded toe and this cool criss cross pattern...heh heh
.black slides another thing i've needed for the longest time...now i finally have something to wear to the dance! it's annoying cause i'm already so tall that i don't want to wear heals, and now i can wear nice shoes except the heels are only like 1 inch...heehee!
.black pantswow, yet another thing that i've been needing for a while! they've got pinstripes (duh) and a wide waste band and cuffed ends...classic char pants...lol
.jeans yay i finally have a pair that fits over my butt but it's not too big! ok sorry...tmi...but i had to share
other stuff:
-socks (they're so cute...white & pink alternating pairs and white & blue alternating pairs...another thing i've needed for a while cause all my other ones have been lost...eaten by the drier or something...)
-clarifying toner (i ran out...heh heh)
-moisturizer (for my face...i REALLY ran out of this...my face has been dying...thank you for clinique moisturizer!)

and the best part about all of this is???...
i never had to spend a penny =D =D =D haha my mom rocks. yeah and oh yes my life rocks, too. but i still have to find a present for sally and a card...for...yeeeeah hahahahahaha.

more later, i'm out!

i've decided--i'll change it weekly--but for now, angel of mine--monica
sally:
someone's got a crush on you!
they wanna be yo boo
please say youll be mine
cause my ain't you fine?
it's yo birhtday
so come what may
like a kiss???
*please dont miss*
im giving this to you face to face
because...er (something that rhymes)
hahaha...yes, face to face, as opposed to...errr let's see, butt to butt? foot to foot?? haha i love you sooo much! iluvmyactors: fo shizzle in da drizzle charlizzle
we have to pick out baby pics! and a card (with a poem!) and a movie! and a movie date! *nurf nurf nurf*

ok...uhhm...let's see...countdowns...
2 days until j's birthday
4 days until sally's birthday
9 days until the dance: royal court, semiformal
17 days until valentine's day!!! and movie

did i ever tell you my life rocked?

no school tomorrow...i'm sorry but the school board is out of its mind!!!
ok, so let's see, unc just beat nc state...haha my dad's at that game...so yay for him! (he went to unc, duh)
which song should i put on here?
.my immortal--evanescence
.i'd do anything--simple plan
.your winter--sister hazel
.all my life
.i'll be missing you
.angel of mine--monica
^some of these i'm not sure about if they're the song i'm thinking of, so i'm gonna preview them on here...
wow, i'm actually not that torn up about having no school tomorrow...today i went out to lunch with mom & kate and then we went shopping...i only got one skirt though and tomorrow we're going back everywhere cause there are some crazy sales goin on!!! hahaha
ok well...i'm out, i'll write more later

got some skins up at blogskins :-D Go check 'em out user name frwaky...YAY still icy here so getting some good sledding time in...still must go to the bowl! ;-)
mwah bye bye
sal

oh my goodness!!!
today was sooo incredibly fun...so i woke up around 11.00, took care of sophie, talked on the phone with shea, did some of my homework, and then shea invited my over to his house. but my parents weren't back yet so i had to wait for them...so i went over to shea's house from around 2.30 to 7.00 holy crap it was so much fun! we went sledding, had some hot chocolate, watched his movie, and had lots of snowball fights.
we went to east cary middle where there's this huge hill leading down to the track & fields and we went down that sooo many times...that was so incredibly awesome you have no idea...haha...and we even went down the stairs a couple of times and it was like >bounce< >bounce< >bounce< a million times...so hilarious...and we kept having these huge snowball fights...i got him so many times until he finally tripped me in the leaf pile and pounded me...and then i kept trying to get him and i failed and he got one down my shirt...hoaly shiat that thing was cold! and i had to like rip off my jacket to get it out...*glares at shea* hahaha jk jk jk lianSWAH! and yeah we tried to go sledding with my sled with runners but it didn't work as well on the grass...and we goofed around in his house...and yeah we just had a great time!
no school tomorrow...*sigh* oh well maybe the library will be open tomorrow...cause i forgot to get killer angels from shea...*sigh* oh well. i've done most of my vocabulary and i think i'm done with the ss project.
i need to get sally's birthday present! i'm trying to think of the perfect thing...i have $$$$$ saved up so i'm hopin for the perfect gift! haha...

mood: content, apprehensive
music: comfort eagle--cake

xoxoxo
*char*

hey hey hey!
salut salut salut salut!
hola hola hola hola hola!
soo yup its me, sal! love the layout, char, its really cute!
actually i'm really happy about the no school thing even though i really miss my friends...i guess i really needed to get caught up with my sleep!!
check out my skin(s)--gonna post more later--at blogskins :-D
ta ta for now

*yawn*
actually, no james bond for me tonight, i've decided that i'm gonna get to bed early. yay! aren't you so proud?
yeah well anyway, call me tomorrow if you wanna do something, [782.5883] cause the roads will definitely be better after the morning.
also, anyone have the la vocabulary or know when the glory questions are due? cause i don't...=[
hahaha i'm thinking about making a new layout for my actual site (not xanga), also, should i even bother continuing my xanga *scratches head* i just don't know! i'm having way too much fun with html. oh well!
but for now, i'll post about my day on my xanga.
so night night!

*yay!*
ok, so i finally got this all up and working. i absolutely adore this layout...and xanga won't let you use it...so i decided to get a totally new blog. this one will be more private and focused on the really important things. this is more of where i will gush about stuff that i can't say right out on xanga, the exact details of what's bothering me and who i like and so forth.

anyway, i'll probably make sally be able to post on here, too, cause i'm able to post on her thing.

no school tomorrow...that sucks. oh well. i finally finished my ss project, but i still have to do stuff for language arts that i forgot and so forth...oh well. at least i get to stay up late and sleep late. and of course that means i'll watch james bond movies late into the night. i know, i'm such a weirdo.

alrighty, well, i'm out!

wow...
i decided that i need something a little bit more private to give to my friends and stuff, rather than just have an open xanga or website.
i'll be experimenting with layouts, design, content, and how to display this and hand it out, or i may just trash it and continue with my xanga & site. however, i couldn't really get a handle on changing layouts frequently so i've decided to use this, instead, along with a little help (most likely from sally).
i'll write more later once i figure this out...

xoxoxo
*char*