AHHHH!
sorry, that's how i feel about life right now...and that was a GOOD scream!
so hmm tomorrow all the french people leave for france...oh right, EXCEPT FOR ME! well alanna, too...we'll have fun in french...taking the cava test...*COUGH BITCH CHAPMAN COUGH* alrighty that's done with! sally still needs to call me back so we can say bye! i'll probably call her in the morning...and she's calling me when she gets to chicago...awww i'm going to miss her so much over spring break! and ashley's leaving, too! but she'll be at school tomorrow at least...she's not like cheater sally! hahaha...well yeah i'm gonna miss them both so much! *tear tear*
ANYWAY...hmmm. i had an orthodontist appointment after school today and it was so funny because i never wear my retainers anymore...only sometimes at night. and they were like you're so good! you must wear them all the time! your teeth are perfect! in 6 months you'll be able to wear your retainers just at night! *char laughs to self* ahhh it was entertaining.
hmm so what else. oh yeah, tomorrow is april fool's day! i'm thinking about doing a lot of different things. there's one that i don't know if i have the guts to do. i mean like...if all goes well, it WOULDN'T be an april fool's joke. but i think scott's the only person who knows what i'm talking about so i'll shut up.
hey guys guess what! i have officially kept one of the biggest secrets i've had in a long time to myself for like...a month! isn't that impressive! it's so weird...it's one of the more interesting guy situations i've had. ok...so maybe the most interesting aside from the whole just-realized-i'm-still-going-out-with-walker thing...HAHAHA isn't that the shiznit? we'll see over spring break if that's more than "seeing other people". ok NO ONE gets this paragraph (cept parts of it sally gets and other parts shea & scott get) so i'm gonna shut up. but i'm going crazy over something i know is practically impossible...not because of who it is...but because of the situation. if you're REALLY SMART...or just average smart...you know just what i'm talking about! even though i've never told you before! *char shuts up now*
wow, i am SO excited for competition. i guess i can survive bennett's car, cause adam & laura will be there, too. wheee! and yeah, i ADORE my team. for instance, today during eighth period we went to the courtyard and just sat there and it was SO gorgeous. adam & chris...and ok, so hannah isn't TOO bad...and it was this beautiful day and...i dunno. just happy-making.
my entire day was happy-making. i'm just rambling on and on and on about it, aren't i? but there was something about every aspect of this day that made it so wonderful.
i love my life!

ahhh what a good day! so was yesterday...
hmm...yesterday was really low key all the way through until 6th-8th periods which was when we did our practice fps book!!! ahhh that was so much fun. i mean i know it's "academic" and everything...but it's so much easier to do in a solid block, and i feel so much more confident about it now...and there was NO arguing! i know it's really hard for people like sally to believe...hahaha. and yeah...it was just...fun ;-) ;-). hmmm so anyway i still had to ride the bus home (it's ok sally!) but will skipped rehearsal because i was riding so it was fun (me will lindsay betty) reminds me of 7th grade! awww! so yeah when i got home there was a note from my mom that told me there was no soccer practice...in fact i have no games OR practice until april 15...that made me so sad! but i guess it takes some stress away. so i wrote my confessional poem (i sorta cheated and used the beginning of another recently written poem but i had all the elements and that cool stuff) sooo hmmm what else. it was just a good day, you know what i mean? i'm finally unstressed about everything...ok so ANYWAY on with today...
well mrs. champan and i had a major cat fight in french III this morning but it was good because i mean who doesn't want to have one of those with her?! haha but she still almost made me cry on...friday??? with the whole cava test thing...i REFUSE to take it. *hmph* so anyway, i finally found someone with my test form for error analysis! WHOO! i love you kimberlee! yeah and i also got one answer off of willy...thanks! so i finished that in class AND did classwork...and it's not even due until thursday! neither is the homework! i told you, good day! and of course thanks to ash for lending me her pattern in sewing II! i'm actually not gonna fall behind now...=D. OH MY GOSH social studies was soooo much fun. it was the greatest...thanks to SHEA for beginning our whole sleep discussion! we spent the entire time talking about sleep deprivation and nap time and how to get schools to start later and fake statistics...and everyone was like CHARLOTTE when they tried to elect someone to write the paper *sinks down into chair and blushes* lol and when she tried to start teaching again...she was talking about the panic of 1893 but all she got on the board was PANIC and she was talking to someone and so shea goes, "ok!" and we all start writhing and screaming...because the board told us to panic! mrs. brooks DIED laughing. it was so great. hmm what else...fps was ok we were all goofing off but brooks was sooo stressed about us getting ready for competition...i don't blame her...we only have 3 more days! so then i rode home with sally...fun stuff as always. and then i went to piano...it was entirely a NOT piano day, you know what i mean? but i don't have lessons for 2 weeks...and then i got home and slept from 4.30 to 9.00, and then i had yummy dinner. i was going to write my ode to my dogs, but i can't write now...sophie killed baby rabbits. hugh did it too when he was little. so i'm not talking to her. it's the only time i've been truly mad at her. she looked SOOO pitiful when i fed her dinner. cause usually i let her out and sit with her in my lap until she wakes up...but today i just got her collar and led her out of her kennel and told her to sit. so she sat with slumped shoulders and gave me the cutest look. but i have more will power than that! after i fed her i just left. (you know i still love her though!)
so hmm. i need to work on studying for the quiz in science...i looked at it today and didn't get like half the stuff. so review time for me! and the ss but i split that with sally as always, sooo...
yeah well, i guess that's it.
damn i think i write too much. (you think?)

wow i have a ton to update on...*overwhelmed*
so, first, the soccer tournament...we were the only challenge team in an all-select tournament...if you even know what that means. so yeah, we made it to the semi-finals which is pretty good and got 3rd place. i guess that's ok but i was bummed because we can beat everyone but select teams...and even a few of those hahaha. on a happier note, duke won both of their games this weekend! on to the final four yeah buddy!
so i was swamped with homework when i got back home and it was definitely stressful to unpack and do all my homework and catch up and watch the game and everything...so now it's 10.00 and i still have to shower, eat dinner, write, get ready for bed, and go to sleep...>_<
but yeah the tourney was really fun. rode up with megan & mini and we had a blast. finally saw remember the titans...heh heh. so let's see on friday night we went out to dinner and hung out by the basketball courts were there were, uhh, some guys and yes that was fun. on saturday between games we went out on the beach and laid out and took videos of caity trying to push caity into the ocean...it was sooo cold! (the water, not the temperature, it was like 80 degrees and sooo nice) and then my parents were there for the second game and afterwards we went back to the beach house we got for the weekend from some friends. haha it was SO much fun. definitely one of those "family moments" lol if you know what i mean. after my shower i went on a walk on the beach and thought...SO much. not about petty stuff. about lent stuff...if you know what i mean. (i say that too much). about how to ourselves our lives seem so huge and all inclusive, when really in all respects we are so small. in time, in size, and to everyone else. standing at the edge of the huge ocean, of course, inspired all that...anyway, i met up with my parents on the beach and we went inside and we had cajin spiced shrimp and stuff for dinner and watched basketball and talked about so much stuff...politics and the election and how dating was when they grew up and my soccer team and the new laws and all that...it was great. then we went downstairs and played ping pong...wow that was a blast...my parents are sooo crazy...they were telling me about how when they were young (like 16 or 17 or whenever they started dating) they would play ping pong at my mom's house and that way as long as her parents could here the ball bouncing they'd know they weren't making out...lirl i'm sorry i found that really funny. and then we were doing scores and stuff and my mom was like "oh, 45, that's easy! 7 times 5!" *shakes head* poor mother...no, they're not usually like that, but ya know...
so yeah now i gotta go take a shower and stuff. and really i've let this entry sit here so now it's 11.55 yikes! it's gonna be cold this week isn't that dreadful? but i am so excited for fps...tomorrow from 6th-8th (i get to miss science! yay) i'm doing a solid 2 hour block practice fuzzy and then competition is on friday! i'm nervous, too. i need to get my mom to sew my pin on the back of my fuzzy (type 2) wow no one got that but maybe sally lol or if you're in fps. oh crap, does anyone know when error analysis is due? is it due wednesday??? and i need to know what forms y'all have...i have 2A/2C. ok well yeah in other quick news...i'm gonna get sally to make a new layout for me, it'll be a lot like this and it'll feature my favorite songs...cause in the past month i've found all these songs (you know the ones that are always on my away messages lol) so yeah. also, since it's spring, i'm changing my site layout...yay! OK BYE i really need to go this is sad.

So the point of this is to highlight and BOLD the things that are true about you, but replace the things that aren't true with things that are in regular text.
01. I am a dreamer.
02. I want to be a footnote in a book someday. heck, i want to have an entire book! =p
03. I am not colorblind.
04. Kurt Cobain is quite possibly the only person whose corpse I would seriously consider having sex with. I think I'd actually do it, quite honestly. ok, kurt is awesome and all that...but that's just disgusting!
05. I have seen snow before.
06. I always forget when I am cooking and start kitchen catastrophies. i'm a very good cook thank you!
07. I don't like men, but I don't like women either.
08. I have never had a girlfriend, but I would like to someday.
09. I sometimesfeel like I was born in the wrong time period.
10. I want to live in a downtown studio apartment, for a year or two after college but I also want a house with a wrap-around porch.
11. I have the black thumb of death when it comes to plants and/or small pets. heck no! sophie loves me!
12. Sometimes, I talk to myself.
13. If any small, sharp, pain inducing object is on the floor/ground, my foot will find it.
14. I love to be barefoot.
15. Some music makes me sad. And I like it.
16. I love giving gifts to people, even if it’s not a special day. i would all the time if i had money! but some gifts aren't worth the biggest prices...;-) ;-)
17. I want to be a revolution all by myself.
18. I don't know what I want to be. However, I am torn between music journalist, record store owner, or human rights lawyer. and of course, interior or fashion designer, or magazine editor
19. I have never seen The Godfather or Pulp Fiction. i know i know
20. I like getting things in the mail.
21. I'd be ashamed if I were ever First Lady--why not just go for the gold? hahaha never...you all know my true dream...you know, that impossible one we all have? cept it's not impossible...
22. I sometimes pretend that everything is okay to protect the ones I love.
23. I am anal about my feet and hands--I like for them to always be clean. If they are dirty, I feel gross until I get to a sink.
24. I procrastinate. A lot. i never ever ever procrastinate...i'm dead serious
25. I have trouble not singing to songs I know. Even if I hate them.
26. I am happier as an atheist than I ever was as a Christian.
27. My whole family thinks that I am just going through a phase.
28. I love to take pictures, even though I don’t get to do it as much as I’d like.
29. I sometimes get jealous.
30. I am a lot more bisexual than I will ever admit to most people.
31. My parents are divorced. And I'm glad.
32. I'm a packrat. I never throw anything out.
33. Going to the beach during a hurricane and a really good concert are my chosen religious experiences.
34. I need a vacation from myself.
35. I speak only English fluently, and that makes me sad.
36. I am sometimes a desperate insomniac.
37. I'm a music snob accro (<--it's in french!), and this doesn't bother me.
38. I love candle-light.
39. When I was really little, I asked my mom if I could marry my dad. She said no, and I was mad. no, but i wanna marry someone LIKE my dad...i mean not exactly...but someone who has some of the same traits...like COMMON COURTESY *cough cough* lol
40. I don't like makeup, but I like the way my cheeks get flushed after being out in the snow, or the slight red I get when I have a mild sunburn on my face. it's a pain to put on...give me some lipgloss and i'm happy...
41. I am addicted to 24.
42. I take really, really, really long baths; I read whole books in one bath. People used to worry about me, so I started putting up signs. Now that I'm in college, nobody really notices.
43. I think I have the capacity for alcoholism.
44. If I ever got jury duty, I would be ecstatic. I think it sounds like such fun.
45. Money is very important to me. but i wish it wasn't...
46. I have a lot of issues with my family. Especially my mother.
47. I am the oldest child.
48. I have a great boyfriend and still wonder about the possibilities.
49. I piss myself off a lot.
50. I am loved.
51. Words fascinate me.
52. I am very independent. when the time is right, but sometimes i need someone very badly, and most of the time i feel lonely without people
53. I need more sleep.
54. My car is one of the most important things to me. It is my key to freedom; my escape, should I need one. wow, i can't wait...
55. People think I'm funny.
56. I think I'm funny, too.
57. My boyfriend gave me too many stuffed animals and I had to put them in a box in the attic when I left for college. I still feel guilty.
58. I'm scatter-brained. but usually only when someone calls me and i'm doing something else...haha shea knows this
59. I love period costumes, and want to wear them every day.
60.I can dance, but I can’t... it’s odd.
61. I am always reading at least one book. for school, tragically
62. I wish I could fly.
63. I'm afraid of heights.
64. I have a lot of drive, but have problems keeping interest in things I have started.
65. I love to argue.
66. I have an innie belly button.
67. I suffer from chronic pain.
68. I should be asleep right now. or doing the loads of work i have...
69. I have strong affection for ice cream.
70. When people ask me if I smoke, I smile and say, "Not cigarettes."
71. I have a fetish for 80's music rock. A big one.
72. I think I have an unhealthy obsession with music. But I don't mind.
73. Once, I was able to have a lucid dream, but it was so exhausting that I've never tried it again.
74. I would love to have more money.
75. I have a habit of arguing with the television. or yelling at...O:-)
76. I just found out that blue was the original color of St. Patrick's Day.
77. I like to surprise my friends with stupid trivia. oh yes mini & megan at the soccer tourney!
78. I love politics.
79. I am having an identity crisis.
80. I like jigsaw puzzles from time to time.
81. I am crazy.
82. I enjoy eating tomato sandwiches.
83. I hate George W. Bush with every fiber of my being.
84. I keep notes on the things that Texas has done to piss me off.
85. I can be very stubborn.
86. I don't make my bed in the morning, I make it right before I go to bed.
7. I need more clothes. shut up i know you don't think so but i do!
88. I still stick my tongue out at people.
89. I don't like to yawn in front of people. I have a really bad yawn face. because it's rude
90. If I had the money, I would buy DVD box sets of all my favorite TV shows.
91. We used to cruise at the Oceanfront with the windows down, blasting Bon Jovi (mostly either You Give Love a Bad Name or Livin' on a Prayer.)
92. I am still afraid of the dark.
93. I believe in ghosts, or at least I wish I did.
94. I love hugs.
95. I like to watch movies that I've already seen with people who haven't.
96. I am very picky with some things, others I don’t worry about.
97. Purple is my favorite color.
98. I have a sticker that says "sinner" on my car.
9. I wonder if anyone has de-bolded and changed number 100 since the first occurrence of this survey.
100. I do not have a name for my mattress.

WOW. =D
BEAUTIFUL DAY!!! ahhh it's so gorgeous! =D =D =D
ok so i woke up this morning and was totally swamped...i mean i just felt like crap (phsyically) and so i was like...screw this...told my parents i felt like i was gonna throw up (which i did) and went back to sleep. i slept until 8.00 when i woke up to say goodbye to the dogs (they were going to get groomed) and then i slept until 10.00 when my mom told me she was gonna go play 9 holes...and so then i woke up again at 11.30 and had some breakfast, which i DIDN'T throw up so i called my mom and told her i felt better...so then around 12.00 she calls and says she's leaving the club and to get ready...so i get dressed and brush my teeth and everything and then leave around 12.30 and then get to school around 12.45 and cause it's a thursday lunch was just getting out =D and so i got to the 8th grade hall and was jumped on by shea & sally...haha i felt so loved...and everyone was like whoa where'd you come from?! haha it was the greatest. and then science because we were doing an experiment it was fun instead of having to sit through lectures...and betty & i were out in the hall (in the SUN in the SUN haha) and it was just...a lot better than science usually is. and so then i remembered that my parents wanted a print out of my science grade *shame* and so i was like mrs relyea can i get a print out of my 3rd quarter grade? and she was all OOOH YEAH i need to fix your grade! i could have sworn i entered your grades correctly but it's messed up! so she wanders off with my grade and then at the end of class i'm like...uhh can i have my report card? and she asks if i did extra credit for the river thing and i say yes...so she's like ok! and does my grade and gives it to me...and i got an A! i got an A! i have straight A's! all year! wheee! ok i'm done =D
so fps was fun cause it always is even though hannah is SOOOOO ANNOYING! haha and then i walked up to skip carpool with chris and talked to shea a bit then left to talk to sally but she was already gone...oh wait jk she just called me and she had to stay back with chapman...*shudder*
soooo yes i'm very excited about va beach and riding up with meghan and mini! and i have soccer practice tonight and that'll be fun...and tomorrow i'm leaving and will miss 8th period...
well i have to go pick up the dogs...i'm out! maybe more later...

***edit***
so yeah soccer practice was really fun...me & caity were goofiing off WAY too much at the end...hahaha i can't wait for coach mike to leave and coach o'boyle to take over...meghan's dad is the coolest! so yeah tomorrow i'm leaving school at 1.30 to leave raleigh at 2.00 with meghan & mini...gonna be awesome! ok well now i'm out to go get something to eat because i haven't had anything since 11.30 (and it's 7.30 now) and then i gotta pack for va beach...once kate gets back with MY bag (she stole it *hiss* haha) and then i gotta take a shower and all that fun stuff...at least there's no homework! well call me 782.5883 if you wanna talk while i'm packing...

***edit***...again
oh yeah i forgot! SALLY YOU ARE MY CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER! hahaha lyl!
michelle & ashley...i haven't actually GOTTEN it yet btw...i'll tell you when i do but i'm not showing it to anyone cause...i want it to be a surprise =D i mean but you know i'll probably end up breaking it showing it to you anyway...haha

whoo much better day today. sure some stuff is still crazy like whoa but it was a decent day.
uhhm i just got back from out for like 2 hours with my mom trying to get stuff for soccer...ok, so i wanted some goalie pants, right? in typical char fashion, we went to 3 stores and got 2 pairs of shorts, a really cool black & pink warm up jacket (yes only charlotte has a pink soccer jacket) and a t-shirt and some other stuff i forget what....but no goalie pants. isn't that great?! well yeah we couldn't find any.
so i'm really looking foward to the soccer tournament and fps...gonna be awesome!
oh yeah, one sorta bad thing--i got an 83 on my math test. >_< i wish i knew what was distracting me and making me get bad grades. but then again i know of several "smart" people who got worse than me...77, 80, 73, 53...so i feel better now hahaha =p
oh yeah and i got a ride from sally but we took a couple of detours and it was really fun...haha put me in a good mood and everything...
ok well i'm gonna take a nap and stuff...oh jk talkin to chris instead.
and according to mrs. kingsberry, we are all thread challenged! wow that was pretty dumb to happen to a bunch of ag kids *shakes head* hahahaha
I LOVE...
.sally ...because she is my lucky star! and my bestest friend!
.walker ...because who else has always been there for me and has been the greatest thing ever?
.shea ...because he is so funny and will always be there for me through the good times and the bad!
.scott ...because who else will stand me???
.chris ...because he lets me cry on his shoulder and is so funny behind it all
.michelle ...because she always makes me feel like i'm worth something
.ashley ...because she is the nicest person ever...who could ever be mad at ash?!
.andrea ...because she understands me at times when few people do
.anne ...because she always respects people and is so sweet!

ok enough of that i gotta go take care of sophie!
and you know what sucks...when you are so close to respecting someone and you can actually live with them without being bothered and then they have to go and ruin it by being a bitch...wow, i wonder how many friends they'll lose...oh wait, i know, a lot already! ooooooooook bye.
haha note--sally--subtle hints! haha =p

wow, today was completely and utterly shitty. i mean really, that is the only way to describe it in one word.
well let's see, we got report cards back today...and i got straight a's...oh yeah, except for the freaking C IN SCIENCE! ok, so i have straight a's and conduct above excellent all this year and then this freakin C from that awful teacher relyea...*shudder* ok so people like andrew brown and sam gu got a's...i mean no offense to them...but...shouldn't i if they did? i mean what did i screw up? i'd be like oh, ok...if i got a B....but i did NOT get a C i KNOW i didn't...i think i'm going to have a conference with relyea and my parents...
so yeah anyway i am SO dissapointed in this entire 8th grade class. and the really sad thing is i'm dissapointed in myself right along with it for some reasons. ok the first thing is that everyone doesn't know what they're talking about when they say that they're going out with someone and they love someone...there are so many completel bull relationships and i guess that's middle school for you but i've personally seen (and had) so much better and truer and it bugs the heck out of me to see people say they love each other when they don't know what they're talking about, have their lives revolve around their bf/gf, and go out with someone just because they like them or they're hot or whatever...i mean don't go out with someone who you barely know and all this crap. i mean WHAT IS THIS TURNING INTO!?! i can think of 4 guys i could have gone out with this year but i DIDN'T say yes or DIDN'T do anything even though i liked them because i didn't know them well enough! i didn't feel comfortable around them and i'd already been through a "psychical" relationship with aaron...(all we did was hold hands and walk around together and kiss and go to dances...it was retarded) and at least i had the common sense NOT to say i loved him. whatever. it's just stupid cause it's like a freaking fad at ligon!
SECONDLY this whole depression thing. either you're a fake who's going out with someone or a "depressed" person, basically. yup, those are the 2 catagories. oh yeah, and the preps, but that's another story...and i fall into the "depressed" thing without wanting to or meaning to cause everything's just so screwed up...i am still lucky but honestly everything right now is so incredibly fucked up! EVERYTHING! auuughhh i mean ask me about anything and i could start crying about it...:'-(
ok...there are some people who are just like...oh wait, i DO have friends...people like sally and shea and chris and andrea and michelle and ashley...and of course everyone else who is nice to me which is like everyone but i feel sorta as if i'm growing away from some guy friends...
and at least the math test was easy...
OH WAIT MAYBE I CAN BE HAPPY...island in the sun video...whooo!
except scott has to be like...oh char it's ok! a lot of people got B's in science! and i'm like...no scott. i got a C! wow, thanks.
oh DAMN and it's version 2 not version 1 and it's stupid...WOW SEE EVERYTHING IS JUST SO FUCKED UP! if i didn't know better i'd say the entire world was out to get me...but i won't. cause it's not. well not really.
*big sigh* so yeah. i'm sortof excited about the soccer tournament though! sortof...and fps...i hope i'm in a good car...like with adam & chris...not with...zach...or bennett...or hannah...
yeah and my parents are so...RIER these days. i had no dinner last night because they pissed me off so much, i just climbed into bed and went to sleep. and i had no breakfast either cause i spent forever cutting cardboard, realizing it was way too small, and cutting it again. oh well at least i don't have to do it again tonight. and kate cussed at me in the car the other morning...because she was running behind. and she was yelling and she hit me and all this crap...it's so weird...why is SHE upset? i mean good grief i never yell at anyone or get mad or am mean...i just sit at home and cry. oh well! (one good thing about stuff...everyone's pretty NICE to each other even if pretty annoying lol)
so yeah. i finished my ss notes (split them with sally) and at least that's one thing...i'm pretty sure i'll do DECENT on the test.
and ok, so i'm actually really excited about the soccer tournament.
and sally is my bestest friend! yeah we stick together like...peanut butter...and...GLUE!?!?! hahaha wow randomness.
so yeah i'm gonna do a really long quiz thing from shelly's xanga. sorry this entry is so long!
(save the quiz for a later time if you wanna)

x.Name ? charlotte
x. Nicknames ? char, charlie, sharly, char la la, charlizzle
x. Hair color ? blonde with brown underneath and some white blonde streaks (all nautral, thank you!)
x. Birthday ? 4.23
x. Where were you born? - rex hospital
x. How do you describe yourself- right now? unsure, in general? incredibly lucky, energetic, intellectual, funny, compassionate, optimistic
x. What's your sign - taurus
x. Righty or a Lefty? - righty
x. Do you write in cursive or in print? ? print, but cursive every once in a while =p
x. Ever had braces? ? yeah twice
x. If so, do you still have them? - heck no! i gotsa purdy smile...=D
x. Retainer color? ? i've had a blue one, a purple one, and like 5 sets of clear ones...
x. Made out with JUST a friend - hahaha that's what i SAID (wasn't just a friend, wasn't MAKING out really either)
x. Been rejected ? if you count uhh...SCOTT hahaha
x. Been in love ? you know me...you all love in different ways at different points in your life, and sure i've never been ready to marry or anything, but yeah i've loved people
x. Used someone ? nope
x. Been used ? hope not! (actually i'm pretty sure not...actually...no haha)
x. Done something you regret ? maybe...i regret NOT doing some things...but yeah

Who was the last person..
x. You talked to - in person? my dad (it was a very forced convo, he was trying to apologize from last night, i was trying to turn up 100 years on my speakers...) on IM? scott
x. You kissed- uhhhmmm. i dunno.
x. You hugged ? got hugged by andrea & shea at the same time...
x. You instant messaged - sally
x. You yelled at ? i didn't yell...but i cryed at my dad
x. You laughed with- sally in fps...she was making it so i didn't start crying...=)
x. You had a crush on ? eh j i guess? i dunno i don't like anyone right now...it was sorta a combo "keeping options open" thing...still is sorta
x. Who broke your heart ? no one
x. Color your hair ? never...that's so annoying
x. Have tattoos ? mmm no...oh wait, i have the tatoo of a girl's CLEAT in the back of my leg...wow goalie is so much fun =D
x. Piercing's ? one in each ear
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/ - nope...wow as if i needed more stress (sally i sorta MEAN IT this time!!! haha)
x. Floss daily- mmhmm!
x. Own a web cam ? yeah but it's not set up...it's the thing that comes free with gateway computers or something...i dunno?!
x. Ever get off the computer ? off of IM? no, i always have an away message. actually physically away from the computer? yeah, a lot actually

Have you/do you/do you have..
x. Considered a life of crime- hahahaha no
x. Considered being a hooker- eww gross no!
x. Are you psycho ? damn straight!
x. Split personalities ? does being BIPOLAR count?! lol
x. Obsessive- over my relationships, yeah, and my grades this year X-/
x. Anxiety ? yeah
x. Depressed ? eh could be, but i will NOT be like jensen and give in and crap
x. Suicidal - no i mean i've been like, ok in this situation if i gave up and killed myself then this and this and this would happen...but what about all the great stuff to come? i know i'll be happy again in my life...so yeah...that's just stupid...and i DO NOT have the guts at all lol...plus i think cutting in general is stupid...why create MORE pain because you're hurting? i mean that's so screwed up...
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be ? winston-salem or with sally or with chris (in ws goes without saying with walker)
x. What are you listening to- the hives--ride

Currents...
x. Current Clothes ? black skirt with pink bow, black with white diagonal dot stripes...yeah
x. Current Mood - trying to calm down
x. Current Music - you just asked me! yahoo launch! i believe in a thing called love--the darkness
x. Current Taste - uhhmm...my mouth is watering waiting for dinner??? i don't know...?
x. Current Hair - down and straight
x. Current Annoyance ? life in general but i'm cool with it
x. Current Smell ? amish cinnamon friendship bread! my whole house always smells like that all the time now =p
x. Current thing I ought to be doing ? uhhm...done with all homework. probably downstairs helping or cleaning room or something
x. Current Desktop Picture ? pink background thing i made
x. Current Favorite Groups - damn why do you have to ask me this?! guster, train, five for fighting, the darkness, evanescence, trapt, staind, yellowcard, brand new, afi, switchfoot, lost prophets, stellastarr, etc. etc. etc.
x. Current Book ? a tree grows in brooklyn...YES I KNOW EVERYONE'S ALREADY READ THAT BOOK THANK YOU! *hiss* haha sally
x. Current DVD In Player - uhh i dunno...the last thing that was in it that i know of was the new kid *blegh*
x. Current Refreshment ? last thing i had to drink was milk...and coke before that
x. Current Worry ? everything...my c in science, the soccer tournament, the math test, the fps competition...among other things
x. Current Crush - nobody that i'd call a crush...OPTIONS OPTIONS OPTIONS PEOPLE! haha
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - viggo mortenson out of the dozeons of others haha
x. Drink- coke, lemonade, sparkling apple cider
x. Color ? blue
x. Shoes ? nothing but i'm gonna go put on my slippers now cause that made my feet cold!
x. Candy ? squiggles, lifesavers, lemonheads, skittles, starbursts, twix
x. Animal- SOPHIE & HUGH!
x. TV Show ? hmmm good question, not sure...
x. Movie ? i love waaaay too many movies
x. Understanding- yeah, definitely
x. Open-minded - definitely...but what bothers me is when other people who are strongly opinionated cannot accept others' opinions and don't resepct them....>grrr<
x. Insecure - every once in a while but not really this year
x. Interesting - i hope!
x. Hungry ? sort of
x. Friendly ? i certainly try to be!
x. Smart- yeah, with my big fat C in science...and me 20 other a's from this year...damnit screw science i hate it anyway!
x. Moody- hell yes
x. Childish- major pet peeve of mine so no
x. Independent - yes
x. Hard working ? definitely
x. Organized ? yeah i actually am
x. Healthy ? mmhmm
x. Emotionally Stable - uhhm no
x. Shy ? nope!
x. Difficult- ehh ask my parents lol
x. Attractive ? you decide, but we all have good days and bad days!
x. Bored Easily ? in science? yes. everything else? no
x. Thirsty ? all the time lol!
x. Responsible ? mmhmm
x. Sad- right now yeah
x. Happy- majority of the time...and even right now i'm happy overlying the sadness...just cause that's how i am lol
x. Trusting ? probably TOO trusting
x. Talkative- yeah very
x. Unique - but of course!


Who do you want to.. Who is
x. Kill ? no one but bad people who are terrorists and crap
x. Slap ? sometimes kate...but otherwise no one
x. Be like - NO ONE i am MYSELF and i LOVE it

x. Talk to offline ? who do i wanna talk to offline? WALKER for sure...cause everyone else i already do
x. Number ? 7...i guess?
x. Holiday ? christmas my birthday valentine's day
x. Radio station ? g105 i guess
x. Place - school, ws, the beach, nyc, atlanta, junaleska, grovepark inn, sally's house, shea's house
x. Flower - whatever flowers are always in our house...start with an a...very long and complicated...
x. Scent ? miracle by lancome, my other 2 perfumes, and cake/cookies/amish bread baking

WOW THAT WAS LONG! TOO MUCH TIME TYPING!

whoo! we won our game, and i had some kickass saves. again, they made me do like 3 backflips in a row, but it was all cool. i'm excited for our soccer tournament this weekend cause i'm riding up with meghan right after school on friday and i just realized i don't have to wait until a free day to go shopping cause we always go shopping on soccer toureys...heh heh so yeah i got another $100 (at least) to spend =D
oh yeah, walker's finally back! but he was only on during my soccer game...oh well i'll talk to him tomorrow!
my other happy pill, however, will NOT be at school tomorrow *ahem ahem* yeah lol i definitely had fun wasting an hour talking to chris and my parents got all pissed at me cause i hadn't done my chores...but it's all good now =p
it's funny, so many people just started their self portraits today. *tsk tsk* oh well what can you expect.
on tuesday it will be a month until my birthday! whoo! i'm excited. i'll be 14...wow. and will--you'll be the same age as me for a grand total of 17 days! whoo hoo! spanish and sewing...not I...not III...not even IV....but II! hahaha
hmm what else. i just took a shower and i'm about to go and dry my hair. today was pretty low key but i'm so hyper!
don't you think it's weird how when you have one bad day and you're upset and you talk to someone about it, and then that they think that you think your life sucks and you're a big whiner and complainer and that you're ungrateful and stuff??? yeah, that'd be a major sign of fair-weather-friend-ism. i mean...come on...we're entitled to be upset over stuff, right? wow, some people are so self-centered. the kind of people that say don't worry about it when you care for someone. geez.
ok, i've decided being optimistic is so much fun! someone weird just got on shea's sn. i tried calling him earlier but he wasn't there. now i'm weirded out, did someone kidnap him and take over his house? hmm, i doubt it.
Moi: hey
Shea: whos this
Shea: gtg soon
Moi: this is charlotte...
Shea: oh
Moi: why are you on shea's sn?
Shea: gtg
Moi: whoever...you are...
Shea: i dont know?
Moi: ok im confused
Moi: who are you?
Shea: why am i?
Shea: weird!!!
Shea: gtg
Shea signed off at 9:10:02 PM.

isn't that strange? when he asked who i was i was like...ok you are totally not shea haha.
alright well dinner time. and i still have to dry my hair =p

low key day today, but it was nice and gorgeous!
made $27, now i have $82 in checks that i need to cash and then go spend with my mom on a huge shopping excursion.
first weekend of spring = a happy girl!
soccer game tomorrow. we just got a big letter from casl that was sent to all teams about abusive language on the field...funny, we're about to play (tomorrow) that evil team we played in indoor...haha this should be interesting. they're easier in outdoor though, which is good.
i finally finished for GOOD my self portrait. i mean i'd finished drawing it and coloring it and cutting out all my stuff from magazines and typing everything up, but i just had to glue it all together. so that's done now and it looks pretty OK, i think.
i checked out one of those science books cause it's so much fun to goof off in science and i knew we had no homework so i sat on the deck for a long time with the dogs and did that crap. also mom & dad went early (ok so like 10.00 but that's early for a saturday!) to play golf at rcc and so at lunch time kate & i went and joined them at the club...and my mom must have been in SUCH a good mood because i was like "do you think that you can reserve the pool, cause when i looked at the site it said you can only reserve the ballrooms and lounges and dining rooms and stuff" and she was like "oh yeah sure why" and i was like "well i wanted to have a big end of the year party" and she was like "that sounds great! we can call around later this month when it gets closer to opening time and see what the deal is". so yeah, that equals birthday party AND end of the year party. *heh heh heh*
so yeah now i think i'm gonna go to sleep.
walker is STILL not back.
countdowns:
.5 days until va beach soccer tournament
.11 days until fps competition
.12 days until spring break
.13 days until pennsylvania
.16 days until ws
.1 month and 2 days until our birthday! (meaning my & anne's)
.1 month and 3 days until my birthday party

ok i give up there even though i could go on and on forever.
damn the weezer--island in the sun (version 1) video makes me soo happy! haha it's so great.

pretty good day.

hidalgo was SUCH a good movie! omg it was sooo good...and as i told shelly, hot: both in temperature & looks hahaha

AND shelly thanks for talking to me all night and making me feel so much better! you are the greatest! and, of course, you too, chris!

when is walker getting back...*hiss*

i've discovered that i'm way too busy. booked for the rest of the year like up to the summer. damn. and even into the summer. double damn.

well chris put me to sleep tryin to get me to play a computer game so i'm out!

if grades meant something to me anymore i'd have had an awesome day. i got a 195/200 on my i-search thing and a 98.8 on my final grade...up .1 from my interim! wow! but we didn't get back our vocab tests so i dunno what i got on that.

no soccer today cause of the rain. instead i did my math (which i actually understood and did the ec on...yeah) and that stupid science thing and watched duke slaughter alabama st. poor kids. hahaha.

awww! i just watched the island in the sun (version 1) video by weezer and it put me in such a good mood! that is such a cute video...

tomorrow i'm riding home with sally and we're gonna go see hidalgo...can't sleepover though cause she might be going to ny. that pisses me off because i can never do anything anymore...oh well. i'm babysitting (again) on saturday night. then i'm going to go shopping next weekend or something. ok just kidding, i have to go on a soccer tournament.

i have a question: why must people always be gone for the absolute WORST week they could be gone? like that time scott was gone on my bad week? and now walker on the week when i need the most advice and level-headedness i could possibly get? well, yeah, that's just not cool. i can't wait for him to get back and to tell him everything that happened cause...it's a lot of crap. and he'll be like charlotte relax get a koolade and i'll be like i don't have any and he'll be like ok listen to music and i'll be like ok! and yeah that was random.

so uhhhm i think that's it. i'm gonna go take a shower. bye.

***edit*** oh yeah i forgot to say how funny the whole austin-julian note thing was. he'll never hear the end of it.

much much much better day today.
i got everything with the drug person worked out...i might have been over reacting a bit, but as far as it goes with me and my friends i love them so much and i'd never want them to even think of doing something bad...so i do whatever i can. apparently it worked and they listened and they promised me they'd never do anything again. =D.

i'm also excited for this weekend! i was sooo glad sally was back! we had a happy/funny day, for sure...ALPHA DORK! can't wait to see hidalgo with you (and maybe others) on friday. heh heh heh

one bad thing though...the challenge state cup is may 15-16 for the first round and then if we make it through (which no doubt we will cause we have every year and we're even better this year) then it's the weekend of may 22-23...and that's the weekend of the 8th grade dance. oh well, i can still go on friday night but just not sleepover and stay til midnight...cause the games won't start until noon or so and it's in greensboro so not that far away. i mean i guess it's ok, but still it bugs me. who knows, it might even be the weekend AFTER that...no wait, school's out a week from the 21st haha smart me.

gotta go, major cleaning, which is nice cause i'm getting my closet organized!

i love you!

decent day, i had piano, no homework really, yesterday no homework or soccer, it's not cool walker's in sunny florida all this week for his spring break...but whatever. and i dunno if i'm going up there for MY spring break cause he'll be back in school...unless they have easter break, in which case i'll go that wednesday-thursday. also, he's coming down for my bday party and the weekend after that i'm going there. so anyway that was entirely random and it wasn't what i wanted to write about.

ok, so you know how in D.A.R.E. you're always like "oh, sure, right...like any of my friends will EVER be stupid enough to do drugs..." think again. well i'm sorta recent friends with this person...and today we were just talking and they were all well really they're not that bad and i haven't done any of the really really bad stuff...but i can't promise you that i'll never do drugs. and now i'm dying cause they won't listen to anything i say and i'm trying everything i know and i don't want to have to tell a grown up or anything because then i doubt this person will ever talk to me again...they're already pissed off at me enough cause in my profile it says "DRUGS ARE BAD!!!" and all this crap...i mean someone help me out here...what am i supposed to do? i mean true we're in middle school right now and they don't have easy access to anything...but they're going to enloe next year...and once they do...they'll have really easy access...and i've seen some of the people kate knows go downhill once they got to enloe and i don't wanna see this person do that either. and i mean this is only someone i've been talking to for a month or less...think how bad i'd flip out if you know someone i've been hangin out with all 3 years started doing shit to their lives...well for right now while they won't listen to me, i guess the only thing i can do is pray...=(

well yeah everyone's going off on sexual orientations these days...and their views on it...and all i have to say, is don't take the bible so freakin literally! remember the golden rule...love your neighbor as yourself...unto these hang all the laws and the prophets. yeah, that's what i thought.

well, i gotta go. i'm so tired i took like a 3 hour nap this afternoon after piano, and now i'm gonna go take a shower. oh yeah...happy st. patrick's day (for tomorrow)! sally will be back (probably) yay!

***edit***
oh great...now another friend of mine is talking about hurting themselves (i.e. cutting, etc.) physically and i'm just in way over my head. god i wish everyone could just see that i love them so incredibly much and don't want anyone to hurt themselves or hate their life or hate anyone in their lives...and i'm here for everyone this is just...an overwhelming day. again, i'll probably stay up all night worrying and praying...it's so weird cause i never thought that any of that would happen to me...and of course walker's gone so i can't even ask him for advice...so somebody if you need something...speak up to someone and don't resort to hurting yourself through drugs or violence or anything else...i can't believe i'm saying this to people i know and love...if they ever do anything to hurt themselves i don't know what i'll do...i love you...

ok, so i'm gonna do like 3 of these or something, cause i'm done with my self portrait, i'm babysitting tonight so that's when i'll do my math, and uhhm...yeah. there's no one to talk to right now.

- Layer One -
[Name]: char
[Birthdate]: 4.23
[Birthplace]: rex hospital
[Current location]: my room =D
[Eye Color]: some argue they're all green, but they have a lot of blue and grey in them, too
[Hair]: blonde with natural white blonde and brown streaks
[Height]: 5'9"...i think i've stopped growing, mostly. i might be 5'10", though. *hmph*
[Righty or Lefty]: righty


- Layer Two -
[Your heritage]: scotch irish, swedish, dutch...all those good places haha
[The shoes you wore today]: my soccer shoes (i had a game)
[Weakness]: falling into fits of pessimistic-ism
[Your fears]: guns, cancer, and being alone
[Your perfect pizza]: a thick cheese stuffed crust, oil based or not much sauce, lots of cheese, onions, chicken, and green peppers
[Goal you'd like to achieve]: make straight a's all this year (got 2 quarters left!) win the state cup for soccer, go to WS a lot more often, have a wonderful last 2 months of school


- Layer Three -
[Your most overused phrase on AIM]: holy crap, no way, hahaha, mmhmm, mmk...yeah
[Your thoughts first waking up]: [if a good day] yay! *gets immediately out of bed* [if a bad day] *groan* no. no no no no no.
[thoughts waking up at camp]: i haven't been to an overnight camp before...i'm going to like 3 this summer though!
[Your bedtime]: 11.00 or later
[Your most missed memory]: 6th grade for one thing, 7th grade for others, and of course, the summers...


- Layer Four -
[Pepsi or Coke]: coke...but pepsi commercials are cooler
[McDonald's or Burger King]: neither *gross*
[Single or group dates]: group but not a big one...3 or 4 people is always best (like a double date or just a fun time with your closest friends)
[Adidas or Nike]: adidas, i don't own anything nike
[Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea]: neither
[Chocolate or vanilla]: neither (wow, this is getting depressing)
[Cappuccino or coffee]: mocha malt frappacino! mmmhmm!


- Layer Five -
[Smoke?]: when i was little i saw someone i knew (a grown up) smoking...and i started crying...cause i knew it was so awful. in other words...no...and never will
[Curse?]: eh...*sheepish grin* well at least not half as much as i used to! and never AT anyone =D
[Take a shower every day?]: pretty much, just took one
[Have a crush?]: eh...i'm "keeping my options open"
[Do you think you've been in love?]: mmhmm
[Want to go to college?]: for sure!
[Want to get married?]: yup yup!
[Believe in yourself?]: yes, but sometimes others don't
[Get motion sickness?]: only if i read on the bus...
[Think you're a health freak?]: not really...i have soccer like 4 times a week and everything...and i don't like chocolate...and we never get junk food. so sorta yeah but sorta no haha
[Get along with your parents?]: they're being jackasses this weekend. don't make me go off on them...
[Like thunderstorms?]: i'm a wimp, i have to call scott =p
[Play an instrument?]: piano for like 5 or 6 years...


- Layer Six -
Have you ever...
[Drank alcohol?]: communion wine, champagne, you know the drill
[Smoked?]: we already went over this...nooo
[Done a drug?]: never ever
[Eaten an entire box of Oreos?]: not by myself and not all at once
[Eaten sushi?]: yes...like twice in my entire life. *blegh*
[Been on stage?]: mmhmm! i love the spotlight ^_^
[Gone skating?]: rollerblading, ice skating, and roller skating...i'm finally getting GOOD at it, too! the last time i went ice skating i didn't fall at all! go me...
[Made homemade cookies?]: yeah all the time
[Stolen anything?]: nope


- Layer Seven -
[Played a game that required removal of clothing]: haha yes but we were being stupid and we didn't do any of the stuff it said to do
[Been caught]: caught doing what...making out at a dance? yes...anything worse? no
[Gotten beaten up]: no, but i've been slapped by kate or jensen or something
[Shoplifted?]: 1 m&m from the eckerds clear plastic boxes things =D
[Changed who you were to fit in]: well i've changed but not to fit in with others, more with myself...but yeah i'm back to normal now =p


- Layer Eight -
In a boy...
[Best eye color?]: anything that you can stare into and get lost in...
[Best hair color?]: don't mind too much, but i prefer darker
[Short or long hair?] well...not a buzz cut or short...but not shoulder length. like sorta shaggy long-ish...down around the ears, you know?
[Height?]: 5'11-6'1"...oh come on, at LEAST 5'9" (i hate being taller than all the guys)
[Best weight?]: not really really skinny and not obese...you know...normal healthy weight
[Best first date location?]: probably (small) group dates at first, or a party, and then of course the movies, out to dinner, bowling, somtehing out of the ordinary but relaxing, too. nothing that could get boring...
[Biggest quality?]: personality: got to have a great sense of humor, be a little sarcastic (ok, very sarcastic...i love that), appreciative, courteous, intelligent & intellectual, talkative, good listener, level-headed...ok, yeah.


- Layer Nine -
[Number of drugs taken illegally?]: zero...always will be
[Number of people I could trust with my life?]: well obviously family...mom, dad, kate...i dunno if jensen counts though. and other than that...a lot. 5 off the top of my head.
[Number of CDs that I own?]: upwards of 100
[Number of piercings?]: ears, single
[Number of tattoos?]: none
[Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?]: eh. i'm getting tired of these questions. like a lot (in soccer and university newspapers)
[number of scars on my body?]: 3 that are the most prominent...
[Number of things in my past that I regret?]: i don't regret DOING things, because they always teach you lessons and make you stronger. there are some things i just miss or wish i had taken advantage of or not taken for granted.

here's the second... (i know, no life...but it's 10.30 and i'm not tired) i stole this from ashley!

In the last 24 hours, have you:
01. Cried: name one 24 hours when i HAVEN'T...even if over stupid stuff
02. Bought something: actually, no, but i've received money!
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: currently...i've been listening to a lot more music lately
05. Eaten: yes...
06. Been kissed: nah
07. Felt stupid: not really
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: i've wanted to tell someone i loved them...and i did. i always do. and of course, i always have and always will love that person...ok i'm shutting up.
09. Met someone new: talked to someone new (well new-ish...it's a friendship in the progress =D)
10. Moved on: from what? well like, i've sorta been more "open" with my "options", but...not really.
11. Talked to an ex: yeah, i talk to him every day
12. Missed an ex: yeah, i miss him every day (not really as a boyfriend...but as...well...you know, him)
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i would not use the word "crush"
14. Had a serious talk: when have i not had a serious talk in the last 24 hours? well yeah, i've had 4 in the last 24 hours
15. Missed someone: when do i not miss someone?
16. Hugged someone: yeah
17. Fought with your parents: >_< they were being such...jerks...this weekend *hiss*
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: not dreamed...but thought about

Social Life:
01. Best girl friends: sally, michelle, andrea, ashley, anne
02. Best guy friends: walker, scott, shea, leaning towards a new one but...we're still workin on it =D
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: don't need one right now...it'd be too much
04. If no, current dating partner: what does that mean? like who do i go see movies with? well, mostly j & sally...but also scott, shea, zach, ashley, michelle, anne, andrea, etc. etc. etc.
05. Hobbies: soccer, piano, computer, camera, fps, drawing/painting, my pets, my FRIENDS and MOVIES and SHOPPING hahaha
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: different people, different things. a lot of the time i try to balance it out. i am definitely talkative, i'm never a wallflower, but trying to be the center of attention is so...*long string of bad words*
08. What type automobile do you drive: a mercedes benz...well, at least that's what i drive on sally's special little car game!
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: mercedes benz, bmw, etc. etc. etc. =D
10. would you rather be with friends or on a date: well, on a date, but with a group...there's 2 people i really really wanna be with right now
11. Where is the best hangout: the movies, the mall, or friends' houses
12. Do you have a job: babysitting?? gosh knows i do enough of it and it gets me enough money =D
13. Do you attend church: yes, but for instance, today i couldn't go cause of my soccer game
14. Do you like being around people: i get miserable without human interaction...but of course, a little home-alone therapy is always good (like last night)

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: well...my family. sorry. but aside from GOOD friend that i STILL keep in touch with and that our friendship is STILL growing stronger...walker/shea/sally
02. Do you argue the most with: i don't argue with anyone but my parents, and only every once in a while.
03. Who you always get along with: shelly & ashley...they never gets pissed at their friends!!! haha they're great...
04. Is the most trustworthy: uhhm. i dunno...
05. Makes you laugh the most: god i don't know. probably walker, or shea, or julian, or sally, or...sophie? hahaha
06. Has been there through all the hard times: walker...even if only in my heart. and of course for real...SCOTT. for sure.
07. Has the coolest parents: sally!
08. Has the coolest siblings: ME! well, coolest sibling...not the evil one (you know who)
09. Is the most blunt: sally
10. Is the smartest: i don't like this question...but walker.

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: note: role models are different than IDOLS. idols are for those who have to look for sucess in others because they cannot complete their own goals. i appreciate things in others, but i am my own person.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: you should know this. go read like 2 entries down or something. ok, FINE. druggies, pessimists, smoking, people who are: shallow, immature, stupid, ditzy, naive, disrespectful, annoying, self-centered...etc. etc. etc.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: not really.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: that accounts for a lot of it, i think.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: as long as they're smart and funny...and there's always something in me that says "i want to know that person"
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend: no
07. Wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you: no, because whatever they did to you...it'll backfire on them in their own way...definitely
08. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship, definitely
09.Want someone you don't have right now: as in to talk to or to be with? yes. as in go out with? no
10. Liked your best guy friend: hahahahahahhaha that'd be the majority of the time.
11. Do you want to get married: of course!
12. Do you want kids: 1-3
13. Do you believe in psychics: not psychics...but i believe in some pretty complicated conceptions of time, having to do with dreams and deja vu and all that. but no...hand reading or anything.
14. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: well, i know as sure as heck who i'd marry if i had to right now...and a little part inside of me is like "yes you will marry him!" hahaha but i'm not seriously expecting it. (btw...anyone out there who is...that's...stupid)
15. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: we all have good days and bad days...sometimes hair, sometimes smile, sometimes eyes
16. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: everything is a blessing and a curse...well not really, nevermind. compassion, intellect, and sense of humor, i think are the most prominent.
17. Are you happy with you: no one's perfect, but i'm the happiest i've ever been with myself
18. Are you happy with your life: i'm soooo damn lucky. but i can be a little...picky.
19. If you could change things in your life what would it be?: seeing people more often, less competition, not having to deal with those who get on my nerves....more happiness overall, and understanding.

so, duke won today, good, unc didn't, oh well, state did...so yeah.
it was a decent day, both sally & j were gone though so sorta low key. i handed out my cake during fps while we watched the end of the game and uhhmmm i started my self portrait for REAL. like before i'd been sketching and writing and planning and brain storming, etc., but now i'm actually doing it! so far it's beautimous...=D. and it's great, the huge loads of stress are gone: no more lit circles, finished with IR, got the error analysis back (100 on it, thank you) etc. etc. etc. today was the last day of the quarter! no more cake decorating! *sob sob* but that's cool, cause i'm goin back to tingle next quarter anyway for sewing II with ashley...fun fun! i also looked through the saks fifth avenue catalog with my mom to get ideas for dresses. she accused me of lying about babysitting earlier and i was like...mom...chill...you're having pms...i didn't lie to you. so yeah, that's all good now, hahahaha.

sally's hip isn't fucked up! yay!

continuing. i cannot wait until spring break, or whenever. ooohhh my gosh you have no idea...

i get more money this week. oh joy. i wish we could have gone and seen the movie tonight but everyone was gone/injured/rideless, etc.

ahhhh. i have something to share with everyone but i dunno if i should. so for now it will be my little secret. i mean, on one end, i know if i start it all over again it'll just have to end all over again, but if i go through life looking at everything like that, then what's the use?! i mean...i'll never do ANYTHING worth doing. so yes, i think i'll just think about it for a long time. but as i said in my diary last night: the longer i keep this up then the harder it will for me to look back on it in 15 years when it's all gone. but...i'll regret it if i don't take advantage of it. ok, sorry, that paragraph was practically me just rambling on and NO ONE has any idea what i was talking about. oh well!

it's funny, i'm obsessed with this song i found on this really random girl's xanga and i can't stop listening to it. =p

alright...i'm out.

***WARNING*** this entry may be very random and very confusing to you and may mean nothing...but it's me getting my feelings sorted. like...not as in i'm miserable feelings, as in, i'm really happy and i've got to get it all out. but if you don't know my past...this will be waaaay over your head. so go away. hahahaha.

originality is cool. www.xanga.com/HuMoReSSnEccITy (<---*grrr* stealing is NOT.

moving on. the doughnuts were gone before 1st period. =D. i had a box of 12 and i've only eaten 1 out of the entire thing and i only have 3/4 of a doughnut left. hahahahaha

let's see. done with shower, had soccer practice, finished homework and high school registration, ate dinner, took care of sophie, partially cleaned my room, and still had some time to talk on IM blah blah blah. now i'm gonna go to bed cause i'm dead tired, but first, let me jump up and down and shout for joy a million times, because:

I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS I'M GOING TO WS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well ok so i go all the time, but i'm going to see...AHHH!!! *hypervenilates* ok get this. today i was talkin with walker and he's like...sooo when's your spring break? and i was like uhhm april 2-easter weekend and he's like i think i might be goin to penn that week...and i was like yeah well i'm goin to laurenburg (fps) and then to penn to look at colleges with kate. so yeah, we might meet up in philly AND when i get back home on the 6th/7th i'm goin to WS and staying with him...that'll be like...the triple shiznit. hoaallly crapola! he is the coolest kid ever...definitely one of the best ones...definitely one of the ones closest to me...ahhh i love him to death! ok now i'm done.

april 14-16 i'm stayin with sally...haha just randomly. for the dance, and also just randomly. still a work in progress though, we'll see.

guess what. i've decided to give up ANOTHER thing for lent. so far i have being sad, (not that hard) and now i also have letting people who i don't respect bother me. i only disrespect people if a) they don't respect others or b) they are everything i positively cannot stand. (you know the drill: immature, shallow, violent, over-reacting, hateful, stupid, naive, sneaky, stereotypical, self-centered, fake, etc.) so that makes...2 people. well really, i trrryyyy to respect one of those people. so really that's just one. sure, i dislike SOME aspects of SOME people every ONCE in a while, but who doesn't. so yeah, i'm not gonna let those one or two or every once in a while people get to me and put me in bad moods or anything...instead, i will think of all the absolutely wonderful people out there...off the top of my head i can think of 3 that make me smile by just hearing their name. and it's the genuine...how do i live without you smile.

ok, i think all that might have been the meanest thing i've ever said on the internet. shame on me.

you know what i just realized? the person that for the past 3 years on and off i have been the most afraid of losing is the person i have remained the closest with and have always kept in contact with? and that chances are, out of everyone, it will remain that way? life's cool like that. and sometimes, seperation is what you need. trust for it to make you stronger, more appreciative, more knowing, and be able to take life in perspective. i'm so glad it's all happened to me.

wow y'all got through all of that? =D

oooh tomorrow is gonna be fun! selling doughnuts all day and all that fun stuff.

but on with today. i went and saw kate in her varsity soccer game enloe vs. sanderson, they definitely owned all, 2-0...heheh. eric & garrett were there...cool stuff. then we went out to eat at five star....i love that place! but now i'm all sleepy. i just realized the IR & the geologic profile thingy-ma-bobber is due on friday. well i've finished my IR. but STILL. anyway, no math today cause of counselors...haha it was great it was the first time for ours so after she left mrs. kingsberry was like "screw everything she said" and gave us the real low down...that's more like it now! dude high school registration is the bomb...it's getting me all psyched up for high school! it's so easy too, which rocks. i know exactly what i'm gonna be doin! oh yeah i'm also excited bout the self portrait thing. today i was getting supplies for it (watercolors, colored penciles, poster board, sketching paper, and nice drawing paper) at staples and i saw j's mom...i thought she didn't recognize me but then she was all like "heeeeeeeeeeeeeey!" yeah you know how she is hahah in a good way. but anyway, then i was putting the stuff back in the car while my mom went next door to get something and this guy was walking around trying the doors of all the cars in the parking lot...like he went all the way down the row next to mine and then down my row and i locked the door like 10 times to make sure and then he tried one car and it opened! and i freaked out and ran inside and was like mom mom mom omg omg omg! and we went outside and he had gotten into ANOTHER car and we were like holy crap he's robbing them! so we walked over and then it turned out he was putting these papers with ads and crap all over them into each car...i felt intelligent then =D. but still, it was traumatizing!

i kept asking people to give me three words that describe me best...for the language project...it was SOOOO funny people were sometimes really stupid it was great...but yeah in case you haven't yet, give me three words!
and no: tall, white, blonde, gorgeous *cough cough julian and laura cough cough lol* and well-dressed DO NOT count...oh yeah, sorry will, neither does unbelievably sexy...(will at carpool: fine, how bout just sexy?) *rolls eyes* in other words, no physical descriptions...and oh yeah zach: charlotte is NOT an adjective meaning sophisticated yet crazy! it's not an adjective at all!

BRING $5.00 TOMORROW FOR DOUGHNUTS, BUY THEM ASAP BECAUSE THEY'RE ALMOST SOLD OUT!!! GET INTO BROOKS ROOM FOR ACTIVITY TIME AND WATCH THE ACC!!! yeah, as if no one doesn't know that, but hey, i thought i'd be nice and remind you.

ok, well, early*ish* bed time now! i can't wait for hidalgo on friday! and spring break! and fps! and the beach! and my soccer tournament! and...everything! life's cool. i finally realized what i'm giving up for lent: BEING SAD!!! =D =D =D

ok, i've got some catching up to do. today was a pretty good day, though. i'm actually getting really worried about my grades...i think i'll get a/b honor roll this quarter rather than all a's and that's driving me crazy. it's just cause i hate relyea. but anyway. i gotta do my IR's...i've got the catagories picked out and everything i just gotta actually crack down and do it. i'll have to do it on thursday, though, cause tomorrow i'm going to kate's varsity soccer game. fun stuff. their goalie is like...kickass. that's totally me in you know whatever 4 years. haha (she's a senior)

tonight my parents went spaztic and decided to go out to dinner for some italian. it was yummy, and a nice break...cause i didn't really have homework or anything and all. but my mom & i talked about my dress...and it's gonna be a surprise ^_~. ok so anyway.

on sunday we won our soccer game 5-0. looks like the start of another great season. and i'm going to soccer goalie boarding camp at duke over the summer which will be the shiznit. today i had piano and got both of my songs checked off! after like a month! i was so proud of myself. but then again, with all this homework, and my songs are actually getting to be like 3-5 pages long, i guess that's reasonable. but anyway.

the dance is moved back all the way to april 16. so my cousin's wedding is the 17th. but my parents wanna go to a big party that night anyway so i think we might trash the rehearsal dinner, hahah they're boring anyway. sooo yup. and as i said, i'm gettin a dress anyway...

sophie loooovesss me so much! thought i'd point that out. today i was sitting on the floor with her and i was like "don't you love the way she just runs up to you and throws herself into your arms and licks all over your face??" and my mom was like "haha...charlotte, she only does that to you..." aww puppy love!

on friday i'm gonna go see hidalgo! yes oh yes oh yes! the hotness yo. sally can't go though cause she has to babysit...like yeah, you HAVE to make money sally...hahaha...and she can't sleepover until after she gets back from france cause she's too busy. doesn't that suck? yeah i thought so too.

urggh everyone needs attitude adjustments. everyone's like "screw middle school" yeah i mean i'm ready to meet new people *cough guys* too, but come on, love it while you have it! everything in life is sooo cool. come on now, if one thing goes wrong, your whole life doesn't suck! i definitely tried to teach that to chris gaurdiola today, and you can imagine how well that worked! oh yes another thing: i'm sick of being the perfect best friend that's a girl for all these guys! i mean sure it's fine, but when all the guys i like are like...no you're a priceless irreplacable friend and i love you to death and i'd never want to risk such a great relationship...it gets sorta old. at least some people still think the perfect way. that'd be walker. damn i miss that kid. but hey, i'm a lot better off than i was at this time last year, that's for sure. i'd much rather be single than go out with a guy that i still am awkward around and still act immature around and the only thing i ever do with him is hold hands...but hey, at least when that happened to me, i had enough common sense to know i DIDN'T love him. geez, some people these days *shakes head* you'd think they'd learn from others' mistakes...whooo yeah.

ok shower time. i think this entry might have been pointless, whatever!

ok, fine, i give up, so we all have bad days. and today was definitely shit day.



but that doesn't mean my life sucks or i'm depressed! it's just one day!

wow. life, like, rocks!
^said by someone who threw up more than 60 times in one day^
heh heh yup that'd be me. but i'm still happy.
ok sorry, that was sorta mean...=p but come on, life's not ever all that bad! everyone's soooo depressed. i wish that people could be happy even when some stuff goes wrong. oh well...i'm not saying you can't be upset, it's fine to be mad or sad over something it happens to everyone...but to say that life sucks or that you're completely depressed is sorta over board, especially when you have friends and family and you have as many opportunities as we do. it's sorta silly, don't ya think?
ok, so here's the deal:
i went to school and i was sooo ready for a wonderful day, but i started feeling weird in the gym before school. what a monday. so i go to french and i was like i feel like throwing up, but you know, i'm one of those people who never throws up so i don't need to. but i start to feel weird and i'm like...ok maybe i should go to the bathroom. so i do. and i throw up about 15 times. come back and call my parents, but they're in a meeting and can't come get me for a while, so they say to call back if i still feel bad later. so i think, well, you know, whenever i throw up i always feel better afterwards, so it's nothing big. i go back to french...and mrs. chapman has to start talking about her stupid dog and the way it always throws up all over itself. now, can you imagine where i had to go after that? yup, another 10 times. so then the bell rings and i'm like awww crap all the way down to mr. heath...that was definitely the most PAINFUL THING EVER. i had to like...not throw up in the "cattle chute" (or shoot) and i was sooo afraid i was going to. so i got to language arts and asked to go call my mom...but first i went to the bathroom and threw up...another 15 times. and then i called my mom and she said she would come and so i was walking back to langauage arts and i was going to sit in class for a while before i packed up. so then i went to pack up but before i got to my locker i was like oh shit and i went and threw up 10 times. and then i went back, packed up, and i was walking past mrs. relyea's room and all the sudden i was like awwww maan! and i had to run really really fast into the bathroom. 10 times. when you have nothing left in you to throw up, it's the nastiest shit ever. sorry, i'll leave it at that. so then i went home and slept for 5 1/2 hours, got up, read some and tentatively had some coke and crackers, and then went to soccer practice. i've felt fine ever since. i'm still sorta dizzy though. but i'll be at school tomorrow.
this weekend wanna go see starsky & hutch cause will said it was a really good movie. but right now i gotta get the math homework, so i'm out.

ooooohhh yeah. chica chica!
ok sorry. really happy.
i already have $66...only 2 days after i blew it all. isn't life grand?
btw...great game unc...but what can i say, it was a home game! =D
relaxed day...nothin much goin on.
except i've totally got the best kind of spring fever you can possibly get. sort of like an in-love-warm-weather-total-happiness-almost-perfect-completely-content-good-memories-excited type of mood. as in...all the tiny bad stuff that usually bothers me? zip. zilch. nada. none.
maybe it was the daffodils...

whoa, today was the best ever! aside from yesterday...so yeah i'm just loadin up on the awesome days!
first off, school was cool--frenchSHIP bread, mr. grumpy gills peter, finding my error analysis, finally ending the monopoly game, talking anti-depressing stuff...and that was just during the day. then sally rode home with me!!! originally it was just gonna be for like 30 minutes cause her mom was gonna be late picking her up otherwise, but then i really wanted her to go to the musical so on the way to carpool with julian i was like "yeah ask sallly to go to the musical cause i wanna make sure she does..." and that gave her the idea that she could stay through at my house for the musical! wow, what a genious idea...it was a BLAST!!! we got home and sat outside and ate quesidilla and talked, and then had ice cream and then came upstairs and were lazy and just goofed off and talked a ton and talked with kate and talked some more...lol and then we went on a walk. that was sooo much fun! we went to charlotte hilton greene park and picked daffodils aallll the way down there and got some other greenery and stuff and then wrapped them up and tied them in a bow and took them with us to give to julian! they were so pretty! so yeah we missed the first song but otherwise it was good...we got there through the wrong door and sally freakin broke her toe (sortof) and that was the most painful thing. but anyway, yeah the play was pretty interesting, the only thing was that some mics were turned off, but otherwise...OOOOOH MAAAAAAAAAAN. *dies* (<--in a good way) holy crap holy crap holy crap. and then he TOTALLY saw me. *squeal* ok wow that was so much fun. and then there was a b-i-c-t-h...bitch with a lisp! yeah it was really funny...i wanted to kill her! but we finally saw j and we gave him the flowers and he was soo...ahh....big hug...happy....*drifts off* oh wait what what? yeah so anyway then kate & garrett took us home and we sat in the car listening to her music...speaking of which, CAUSE THIS IS MY UNITED STATES OF WHATEVA!
and here's THE PANDA SONG:
(intro)
Olly: Hi uh as you know uh, we like to do a lot of charity work
and so today we got uh, a special guest coming in. They're going
to send somebody down from uh the city Zoo as part of the uh,
Animal Awareness Week so uh
Sifl: Someone we're just really proud of doing and we uh,
try to do it at least once a year

Sifl: No WAY, buddy, you're outta here! this is a nono nono

Panda Dude: I have to sing my tale to the panda!
Sifl: You can't sing... you're not a musician...don't let him do this!
Panda Dude: This next song is the new first song on our new album.
Olly: WHAT?!

Panda Dude:
This is not a rebel song... This is.. the PANDA! (oh)

After dark, the pandas stalk,
Nightmare creatures, with black hearts.
Ravenous teeth that glow in the dark,
Feasting on bums that sleep in the park!

The pandas are coming!
So hide under your beds!
The pandas are coming!
They'll rip your ass to shreds!

(Sifl: get out of the studio
Olly: yeah, get out of here, dude
Sifl: Hey, Pandaboy
Panda Dude: I SHAN'T!)

The panda is indeed the most mysterious of all creatures
(can somebody have him shaved)
Shrouded in the enigma of his black and white coat (what?!)
What kind of camouflage is this, black and white?
Hiding in an Oreo factory? Could be!
That's just another chapter in the ominous saga of the panda!

(Nooo!)

The pandas are coming
To rip off your head!
The pandas are coming
On a rampage of the dead!

(what the hell.)

Like the shark, the panda has millions of teeth-

(okay cut off the oxygen in the other room)

-Which it uses like a hacksaw to cut through bone, candy, and fences

(that's a lie)

-The Chinese believe that if you find a discarded panda tooth
You have the power to summon Godzilla

(wow!)

I'm drunk on panda mystery!!

The pandas are coming!
So hide under your bed!
The pandas are coming!
They'll rip your ass to shreds!

This has been chapter 1 in my ongoing songs about the panda,
which shall cease at number 820.
You will see me again, Mr. Sifl!

Sifl: Just get a clue.
Panda Dude: Get a PANDA!

man oh man good times good times. then we came inside and freaked out, helped with car troubles, and sent sally on her way! man oh man i am way too sugar high and i'm gonna stay up late cause my parents aren't home right now, they're at the symphany. and tomorrow i have an indoor game at 11.00am and then i'm babysitting for a LOT of money. so yeah. sunday i'm going dress shopping with my mom maybe and i have a real soccer game. but wow sugar high is wearing off and all the sudden i'm really tired and i'm on the phone with shea so au revoir!

my turn to lock sally out!
5 reasons i should let her back in:
.awesome friend
.sparkly white teeth/fresh breath
.smell good
.nice hair
.good sense of humor
wow, yeah, those were really good reasons. hahaha...
ok yeah we decided that she should come home with me and stay all the way through until the musical tonight...so yeah we're having too much fun for our own good. we're definitely discombulated. (the word of the day)
ok i might write more later...
YAY FOR THE WEEKEND!

awesome day...no for real hahaha
let's see, the early release was just what i needed. it was sooo wonderful!!! no math or language arts and only 5 classes total, 3 of which were electives/lunch. heh heh. so yeah, at 11.00 we all went to carpool and my mom picked us up (anne & ashley & me) around 11.15 and we got to crabtree...and soo let's see. first thing we went to just plain old belk i got number 1 there. then anne was like...enough enough enough! so we went to the food court after i stopped and looked in wet seal and we all went into delia*s. that's where i got number 2 and number 3...hahaha and that's what i'm wearing tomorrow. we ate lunch/snacks (that's where i got number 4 =P) and then we ran into meredith and emily, and then we went into DEB...haha we could only take one dress at a time into the fitting room, so we made secret stashes...lol for some reason that was so funny. then we went into hecht's to find michelle. so yeah we met up with her and went back to DEB. that's where i got number 5. ashley found her dress! so did anne & shelly, but they haven't gotten theirs yet. i thought that my mom wouldn't get me one, but tonight i was talking to her bout it and she was more than happy to...and i'm gonna end up going to soho or beanie + cecil or uniquities or wardrobe or something in cameron village rather than DEB. so that's cool--i'll be able to wear it to lisa's wedding, too. so then after that we walked back to the food court so shelly could eat. we stopped in the candy store but i didn't get anything. so that's when sally text-messaged us but we never met up. oh well. then anne had to go *tear tear*. so we walked back through and went to clinique to get stuff for shelly's mom and we asked for makeovers but they weren't free...darn! so we wandered around a little bit and went into claire's but left for wet seal again where i got number 6 and then came back out...and as we did albert and alvin called to us and wanted us to go to the arcade. but first we went to claire's and ended up getting 4 pairs of earrings, 2 of which were free and one of which was half off...oh the joy! that's my number 7. so yeah then we went to the arcade for the last 20 minutes or so. michelle was awesome at ddr (hahaha...for a beginner) and ashley & i had too much fun with the video games...haha. so then it was time to go home...i missed soccer practice today cause my parents had to go to kate's varsity meeting. i practiced piano and all that jazz...the rest is boring.
purchases::
.1. black skirt with bright colored design on it...sorta looks oriental...very cool
.2. short skirt that's blue/white...really cute
.3. white boat neck cap sleeve shirt with a little pattern on it
.4. cinnamon soft pretzel...heh heh =D
.5. black skirt with one of those bow belts...yeah
.6. pink shirred shirt with a flower on it
.7. chandelier earrings

heh heh so that's it. the only problem though, is what to wear to the dance that's coming up in the next couple of weekends. i guess i'll get y'all to decide for me!!! haha
night night

beautiful weather puts me in a beautiful mood...
yeah, so i'm totally not stressed anymore...i've finished with aaallllllllllllll of my work.
tomorrow is the early release whoo hoo!!! ashley and anne are riding home with me and we're going to crabtree and then michelle is meeting us there...but anne has to leave early at like 3.00...oh well, anyway, we're leaving around 4.00 or so or maybe even 4.30 cause i don't have to go to soccer practice until like 5.30 cause my parents will be gone...sooo yeah.
today i was totally sugar high...in french i was hyper and being waayyy too silly for mrs. chapman...hahaha...then in homeroom i couldn't decide between peanut m&m's or starbursts...so i just simply got both! then during LA sally & i beasted the vocab and won bigass candybars...hahaha. sooo geometry...nothing interesting there. cake decorating...oh yeah, we made muffins (don't ask). yeah ash & shrea & i had fun!!! social studies: hey, i can't complain, they paid us $151 to add up and keep track of all their stuff...hahaha, lunch was sorta confusing, we were gonna go down to the arts trailer but we got kicked out of the room (the small group of us) and we had to go to the big room so shelly and i left and went back up to lunch...which was fun. i had all my candy...*sugar rush* and then science...yeah whatever. fps...always cool. DAMNIT i got the hiccups again! this is like the fifth time tonight and they're impossible to get rid of! ARGH! ok anyway...carpool more ghetto guys hit on me, kate, and my mom?!?!?! yeah...right...then let's see did my error analysis and science lit and ran a lot of errands with my mom which was nice/fun. that's pretty much it. i practiced a ton of piano...it made me feel good about myself! i talked on the phone with anne for a while, too. and then i had dinner. and now i'm going to take a shower. and then i'm going to go to bed.
btw, i hate it when guys act like...well, GUYS!!! *hissss*
well i mean, i guess they just can't help it...and that's why i love 'em anyway...

whooo it's a beautiful day...don't let it get away!
well too late it's already like 10.00. but yeah.
ooooh my gosh it's gonna be like 70 degrees all week!!! ahhh that makes me so happy! the dance maybe be moved back again to 3.19...we'll see.
guess what? french was actually fun today! that's cool. then we all split the stupid three column note vocabulary...yeah and i finished my math test and in cake decorating i was on something i don't know what but i just had sooo much fun...social studies was cool, playing monopoly...cept amy was gone but yeah anyway. lunch/activity time was a blast, i was really hyper again and we were all being major weirdos...but oh well!
"who's butt is bigger???"
"i'm going to sit on your lap and bounce!"
"fine, i'll leave!" *comes back 5 minutes later*
*tickles sally's side*
*cries over flower*
hahah etc. etc. etc....whooooaa....
ok yeah here's the one bad part of my day: science. i have to go to finish my test in there tomorrow, btw. anyway, during lit circles i was high again and just bitchin about stupid relyea, i'm sorry but today she just really pissed me off...with the whole e-mail thing and the hard copy and the whole i-didn't-know-at-all...*hiss*. ok yeah i'm not gonna dwell on that cause i'll get pissy. sooo fps we're actually doing a real fuzzy now...and oh yeah we got our "fuzzies", too! i'll have some explaining to do when i ask my mom to sew that on...hahaha
then soccer practice today was actually the coolness fo shizzle...we scrimmaged the mexicans...and we whooped their butts! 4-0 yeah buddy. yes i had some awesome awesome saves and before that i played some in the field so yeah we're all happy. we have our first game this weekend! and uhh other than that...nothin much.
gotta go take a shower. i'm so excited for all of this week! =D =D =D