4.28.2004
heeeey everyone!
today was definitely a good day!
well, except i had to miss math to go get a phsyical for soccer camp...that was NOT fun. and so now i don't get the math homework at all, but that's ok, i'll call scott and he'll explain it all and i'll get it all done =D.
i'm so excited for the 8th grade dance, even though it's a ways off. actually, it's sad...only 22 days left of school and exactly 1 month from today until the last day. sooo weird, eh?
thinkin bout going and seeing a movie on friday...dunno who all can come yet though.
but yeah...i was just so happy today...with everything and everybody it was all just in the right place and i wasn't stressed over anything...yeah btw i guess you heard today but that thing on monday with mrs. brooks? i guess you heard that this is her last year. that's what she told chris & i in private...so this really is a closesure sort of time.
but i'm so happy...i love you chris
today was definitely a good day!
well, except i had to miss math to go get a phsyical for soccer camp...that was NOT fun. and so now i don't get the math homework at all, but that's ok, i'll call scott and he'll explain it all and i'll get it all done =D.
i'm so excited for the 8th grade dance, even though it's a ways off. actually, it's sad...only 22 days left of school and exactly 1 month from today until the last day. sooo weird, eh?
thinkin bout going and seeing a movie on friday...dunno who all can come yet though.
but yeah...i was just so happy today...with everything and everybody it was all just in the right place and i wasn't stressed over anything...yeah btw i guess you heard today but that thing on monday with mrs. brooks? i guess you heard that this is her last year. that's what she told chris & i in private...so this really is a closesure sort of time.
but i'm so happy...i love you chris
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4.26.2004
wow, so today was definitely another monday.
school was ok, except here's the deal with fps...
the team that got first place at state dropped out which means second place goes which is from ligon. and until now i hadn't cared really about the "best" thing in the criteria cause even if we'd had it count we would have just got second, still not first. think again--now we could be going. and i want to do it so badly you have no idea. and you know the topic? immigration? well that was my topic for the i-research paper or whatever...and damnit you have no idea...we came up with so many reasons. i mean i know laura is dying to go...but like albert & emil they're not gonna do it next year...and...*fights back tears again* and then all during class i was crying and i couldn't look at the rest of the room cause i would start bawling and plus it would make me look selfish or something. plus brooks was saying like "you know i wish i could take all of you..." and she looked directly at chris and me and i think she knew how hard this hit us...but why do we have to be hit twice with it??? why? why? why???? i mean that would mean the world to me...and who knows what stuff will be like by competition next year...i mean god i just want this so much and now it was actually in our grasp and it's just taunting us and won't let us get it...and then after class we got up and it was just chris & me walking over to talk to her and she was like "you know that i want to take you don't you???" and i just started sobbing and here i am crying again and then she told me something that made it all the worse and...i don't know it's just so awful. i haven't wanted anything this bad in my entire freaking life i don't think...i mean it's like walker almost i guess...i wanted to see him so bad all the time and i never ever did....wanna go to international so bad and never ever can...i don't know but it's worse than that...because it's my fault too for not doing a few points better on it...and i guess this sounds selfish but it's just hurting me so much inside i can't say it enough. and then i went and talked to shelly some and i mean it's the weirdest type of saddness ever...because for once i know exactly what's causing it...i mean it's almost a good saddness if that makes any sense but that makes it have more depth and feeling and therefore more hurt and it's one of those things i will look back on in a year, two years, 5 years...and still wish i had been able to do.
and so then this convo in the car:
mom: hey how was your day?
me: pretty good (cause it was all good cept for fps)
mom: *several seconds later* pretty good?
me: yeah...it's just that...well in fps. the first place team dropped out, and so the second place team gets to go. but because of the scoring mix up we should be second, so now i'm really upset about it and i wanted to go.
mom: what??? but you already knew you couldn't go!
me: i know...but that was before the first place team dropped out
mom: i know that! but you were third place! so it doesn't matter!
me: *sigh* i know but we should be second! because of the scoring mix up!
mom: well that's silly.
me: i knew you wouldn't care *stares out window crying*
mom: stop being such a baby.
yeah. and here i go crying again. and yeah i just got home and curled up on my bed and crying myself to sleep and then woke up again at 6.00 did math homework (thank you SOOOOOO much scott i would have died without your help) and now...i'm upstairs.
AT LEAST CHRIS ISN'T GROUNDED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh that's a huge relief. it was gonna be another thing on my list of what's crap right now haha.
oh yeah--it's official--i'm changing soccer teams. i mean my mom sort of made the decision for me. i don't feel comfortable changing teams, and i don't feel comfortable staying. actually, right now, i only feel comfortable in a ball on my bed with music and crying.
WHY?!?!?!?! damnit i wanted this so much why did we have to be hit twice...
school was ok, except here's the deal with fps...
the team that got first place at state dropped out which means second place goes which is from ligon. and until now i hadn't cared really about the "best" thing in the criteria cause even if we'd had it count we would have just got second, still not first. think again--now we could be going. and i want to do it so badly you have no idea. and you know the topic? immigration? well that was my topic for the i-research paper or whatever...and damnit you have no idea...we came up with so many reasons. i mean i know laura is dying to go...but like albert & emil they're not gonna do it next year...and...*fights back tears again* and then all during class i was crying and i couldn't look at the rest of the room cause i would start bawling and plus it would make me look selfish or something. plus brooks was saying like "you know i wish i could take all of you..." and she looked directly at chris and me and i think she knew how hard this hit us...but why do we have to be hit twice with it??? why? why? why???? i mean that would mean the world to me...and who knows what stuff will be like by competition next year...i mean god i just want this so much and now it was actually in our grasp and it's just taunting us and won't let us get it...and then after class we got up and it was just chris & me walking over to talk to her and she was like "you know that i want to take you don't you???" and i just started sobbing and here i am crying again and then she told me something that made it all the worse and...i don't know it's just so awful. i haven't wanted anything this bad in my entire freaking life i don't think...i mean it's like walker almost i guess...i wanted to see him so bad all the time and i never ever did....wanna go to international so bad and never ever can...i don't know but it's worse than that...because it's my fault too for not doing a few points better on it...and i guess this sounds selfish but it's just hurting me so much inside i can't say it enough. and then i went and talked to shelly some and i mean it's the weirdest type of saddness ever...because for once i know exactly what's causing it...i mean it's almost a good saddness if that makes any sense but that makes it have more depth and feeling and therefore more hurt and it's one of those things i will look back on in a year, two years, 5 years...and still wish i had been able to do.
and so then this convo in the car:
mom: hey how was your day?
me: pretty good (cause it was all good cept for fps)
mom: *several seconds later* pretty good?
me: yeah...it's just that...well in fps. the first place team dropped out, and so the second place team gets to go. but because of the scoring mix up we should be second, so now i'm really upset about it and i wanted to go.
mom: what??? but you already knew you couldn't go!
me: i know...but that was before the first place team dropped out
mom: i know that! but you were third place! so it doesn't matter!
me: *sigh* i know but we should be second! because of the scoring mix up!
mom: well that's silly.
me: i knew you wouldn't care *stares out window crying*
mom: stop being such a baby.
yeah. and here i go crying again. and yeah i just got home and curled up on my bed and crying myself to sleep and then woke up again at 6.00 did math homework (thank you SOOOOOO much scott i would have died without your help) and now...i'm upstairs.
AT LEAST CHRIS ISN'T GROUNDED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh that's a huge relief. it was gonna be another thing on my list of what's crap right now haha.
oh yeah--it's official--i'm changing soccer teams. i mean my mom sort of made the decision for me. i don't feel comfortable changing teams, and i don't feel comfortable staying. actually, right now, i only feel comfortable in a ball on my bed with music and crying.
WHY?!?!?!?! damnit i wanted this so much why did we have to be hit twice...
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4.25.2004
whooo!
so yesterday was pretty good. i'd planned to go see 13 going on 30 with shelly & ash & andi maybe, but then my mom had a fit and was like no way! and so then i decided to go see M*A*S*H instead with sally and see all the people that couldn't come to my party because of the play! so that was fun. and the play was definitely good! and i showed kate & garrett all the music chris sent me and kate goes "ok he is officially the coolest guy on the earth. next to garrett" hahaha =p
and at my family dinner, here's a long story:
there were lots of candles on the table, so my dad goes "is that necklace a new gift? it looks nice and it sparkles with all the candles" and i said yeah and my mom couldn't remember who gave it to me so she asked who did and i said chris and she goes "why was everyone calling him fairy ice princess?" (at this point i was like...stop looking at me everyone!) and i was like it's an inside joke...and jensen asked what started it...and i had to go into the hair and fps...and then my mom was like oh i thought it was blonde...and then it got confusing...and then my mom freaks me out and goes "well he was a truly beautiful boy" and i am like WTF?! yeah well i thought it was weird...but at least they were slow and KATE IS A DARLING because she said NOTHING the ENTIRE time...and both she & garrett know. so anyway...
on tuesday it's the 8th grade panoramic whoopdedoo! not. actually, i'm excited for tuesday because after school i'm going shopping with kate! yeah i definitely have $275 to spend from birthday money. here's the break down: the gift certificate goes to abercrombie, we're going to scour for skirts that aren't too short and shirts that don't have crap written all over them...and then another $100 for an iPod, and then the remaining $75 goes to wet seal and belk...
so yeah had a soccer game and babysat today. and now no one is on IM so i'm going to bed EARLY aren't you so proud. so far i've written like 5 personal poems but some of them i have to decide if i want to give them to anyone at all hahahaha.
so yesterday was pretty good. i'd planned to go see 13 going on 30 with shelly & ash & andi maybe, but then my mom had a fit and was like no way! and so then i decided to go see M*A*S*H instead with sally and see all the people that couldn't come to my party because of the play! so that was fun. and the play was definitely good! and i showed kate & garrett all the music chris sent me and kate goes "ok he is officially the coolest guy on the earth. next to garrett" hahaha =p
and at my family dinner, here's a long story:
there were lots of candles on the table, so my dad goes "is that necklace a new gift? it looks nice and it sparkles with all the candles" and i said yeah and my mom couldn't remember who gave it to me so she asked who did and i said chris and she goes "why was everyone calling him fairy ice princess?" (at this point i was like...stop looking at me everyone!) and i was like it's an inside joke...and jensen asked what started it...and i had to go into the hair and fps...and then my mom was like oh i thought it was blonde...and then it got confusing...and then my mom freaks me out and goes "well he was a truly beautiful boy" and i am like WTF?! yeah well i thought it was weird...but at least they were slow and KATE IS A DARLING because she said NOTHING the ENTIRE time...and both she & garrett know. so anyway...
on tuesday it's the 8th grade panoramic whoopdedoo! not. actually, i'm excited for tuesday because after school i'm going shopping with kate! yeah i definitely have $275 to spend from birthday money. here's the break down: the gift certificate goes to abercrombie, we're going to scour for skirts that aren't too short and shirts that don't have crap written all over them...and then another $100 for an iPod, and then the remaining $75 goes to wet seal and belk...
so yeah had a soccer game and babysat today. and now no one is on IM so i'm going to bed EARLY aren't you so proud. so far i've written like 5 personal poems but some of them i have to decide if i want to give them to anyone at all hahahaha.
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4.24.2004
whoo hooo happy birthday to me!!! yesterday was most definitely the shiznit
so, school...
it was pretty good overall. at first i thought it was gonna be sad because andrea left her camera on the bus but we got it worked out with the coolest assistant principal ever, mr. sharpe. (except he's not cool about PDA hahaha) ANYWAY!
so, my presentation in la was ok, i didn't practice AT ALL though so it mighta been sorta...bad. hahaha oh well! it was my bday! hmm what else happened. LOTS OF PEOPLE WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yaaaaay! and i had 2 signs on my locker...haha and duct tape...because sally decided that my locker was going to be so decorated that i couldn't get it open...*snort* what a clever child...
lunch was fun we (me, sally, adam, chris) went to the courtyard...again...=D. but andrea didn't come =( but anyway...we redid cotton eyed joe...and talked about how much we love mrs. brooks (did a lot of that actually yesterday haha) and bashed the loehfelm team and talked about how much we love the school how it is NOW and it can't change...no! so then we went inside and protested. yup. we sat in the hall by my locker until like right before the bell rang for 7th. =D! then...fps...finished the poster! it's sooo pretty! but chris, sally & i stayed after the bell to finish attaching the pictures to the actual board and we heard mrs. brooks talking to mrs. heald...and it was soooo sad: (something like this...)
brooks: "yeah well i just hate going down to the teacher's lounge, the other day i went and they always talk about me...they think i'm mean to my kids and they think i'm just an evil old woman but i love my kids so much...and i don't want to have to deal with that anymore...and they gossip so much and spread the worst rumors, i don't want to answer their questions because it's none of their bussiness!"
because there's something going around about how she might leave after this year...awww....=(
then let's see...came home and cleaned and talked and...yeah.
PARTY!!! whoo it was so much fun! it was like 10x better than i thought it was gonna be. everyone ended up being able to come for the entire time they were invited! isn't that great! at first it was just me, scott, & andrea waiting outside...holding hands with trees...taking videos...yeah heh heh. then sally got there (and her dad fixed my belt...yayness!) and then ashley got there and we started bowling! yeah buddy! then chris came like 30 seconds later. but yeah. it was all good. scott's been like freakin practicing so he beasted us. but i got 2nd place! and chris got 3rd! (who said he would suck...haha). so then we sorta had a non-competitive game...people just bowled...i got like 3 strikes and a bunch of spares overall last night so that was good.
presents time...buwahahaha:
.andrea journal! as if i didn't know that...haha it has a great quote on it and the nicest little note!!! hahaha thank you andrea! (i feel weird typing this cause she's right next to me...)
.ashley 2 earrings & a necklace...i love them! i have waaaay too much jewelry now!
.chris a really really pretty silver chain...and i like never wear necklaces anymore cause my earrings are always complicated but now i can and i haven't taken it off since i put it on! heh heh
.michelle another necklace! haha yay! but really it's cool cause it's different from anything i have (lol remember: hmmmmm i wonder what THIS is...*ponder*)
.sally PAJAMA'S! ok she definitely gets props for the most out-of-the-ordinary present...as far as my friends go lol. they're so cool and very me! heh heh (it's a long thing about how i don't have any...haha)
.scott ...guess. hahaha $$$! but it's rude to say how much lol. yeah.
sooo yeah there we go. then all the girls came home with me! we talked upstairs on my bed in my room (the joys of a king size, all of us can sit and talk hahaha) and then we watched like 30 minutes of secondhand lions but then ash & shelly had to leave. so then i made dinner for sally & andrea! WHOOO THAT WAS SOME CRAZY STUFF! i spilled noodles all in the sink. i have a good video of it =D and like 3 other videos of me cooking in general...fun stuff. so then we came back upstairs and talked some more til MR. STEVE came to take sally away *sniff*. then andrea & i talked on IM to chris for 4 hours...til 3.30...(haha andrea goes: you talked the most!) and yeah when we went to bed? we could hear birds beginning to chirp out our window. WOW. so we woke up at 9.00...and uhhm yeah!
today i'm going to the play and my soccer game was cancelled and yeah. i'm having my family birthday party...whee!!!
MUCH LOVE TO: ashitaka, ice fairy princess, pipi, ashk, grandpa, shelly...and of course i love myself! my up! chartruese! whatever! hahaha...
so, school...
it was pretty good overall. at first i thought it was gonna be sad because andrea left her camera on the bus but we got it worked out with the coolest assistant principal ever, mr. sharpe. (except he's not cool about PDA hahaha) ANYWAY!
so, my presentation in la was ok, i didn't practice AT ALL though so it mighta been sorta...bad. hahaha oh well! it was my bday! hmm what else happened. LOTS OF PEOPLE WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yaaaaay! and i had 2 signs on my locker...haha and duct tape...because sally decided that my locker was going to be so decorated that i couldn't get it open...*snort* what a clever child...
lunch was fun we (me, sally, adam, chris) went to the courtyard...again...=D. but andrea didn't come =( but anyway...we redid cotton eyed joe...and talked about how much we love mrs. brooks (did a lot of that actually yesterday haha) and bashed the loehfelm team and talked about how much we love the school how it is NOW and it can't change...no! so then we went inside and protested. yup. we sat in the hall by my locker until like right before the bell rang for 7th. =D! then...fps...finished the poster! it's sooo pretty! but chris, sally & i stayed after the bell to finish attaching the pictures to the actual board and we heard mrs. brooks talking to mrs. heald...and it was soooo sad: (something like this...)
brooks: "yeah well i just hate going down to the teacher's lounge, the other day i went and they always talk about me...they think i'm mean to my kids and they think i'm just an evil old woman but i love my kids so much...and i don't want to have to deal with that anymore...and they gossip so much and spread the worst rumors, i don't want to answer their questions because it's none of their bussiness!"
because there's something going around about how she might leave after this year...awww....=(
then let's see...came home and cleaned and talked and...yeah.
PARTY!!! whoo it was so much fun! it was like 10x better than i thought it was gonna be. everyone ended up being able to come for the entire time they were invited! isn't that great! at first it was just me, scott, & andrea waiting outside...holding hands with trees...taking videos...yeah heh heh. then sally got there (and her dad fixed my belt...yayness!) and then ashley got there and we started bowling! yeah buddy! then chris came like 30 seconds later. but yeah. it was all good. scott's been like freakin practicing so he beasted us. but i got 2nd place! and chris got 3rd! (who said he would suck...haha). so then we sorta had a non-competitive game...people just bowled...i got like 3 strikes and a bunch of spares overall last night so that was good.
presents time...buwahahaha:
.andrea journal! as if i didn't know that...haha it has a great quote on it and the nicest little note!!! hahaha thank you andrea! (i feel weird typing this cause she's right next to me...)
.ashley 2 earrings & a necklace...i love them! i have waaaay too much jewelry now!
.chris a really really pretty silver chain...and i like never wear necklaces anymore cause my earrings are always complicated but now i can and i haven't taken it off since i put it on! heh heh
.michelle another necklace! haha yay! but really it's cool cause it's different from anything i have (lol remember: hmmmmm i wonder what THIS is...*ponder*)
.sally PAJAMA'S! ok she definitely gets props for the most out-of-the-ordinary present...as far as my friends go lol. they're so cool and very me! heh heh (it's a long thing about how i don't have any...haha)
.scott ...guess. hahaha $$$! but it's rude to say how much lol. yeah.
sooo yeah there we go. then all the girls came home with me! we talked upstairs on my bed in my room (the joys of a king size, all of us can sit and talk hahaha) and then we watched like 30 minutes of secondhand lions but then ash & shelly had to leave. so then i made dinner for sally & andrea! WHOOO THAT WAS SOME CRAZY STUFF! i spilled noodles all in the sink. i have a good video of it =D and like 3 other videos of me cooking in general...fun stuff. so then we came back upstairs and talked some more til MR. STEVE came to take sally away *sniff*. then andrea & i talked on IM to chris for 4 hours...til 3.30...(haha andrea goes: you talked the most!) and yeah when we went to bed? we could hear birds beginning to chirp out our window. WOW. so we woke up at 9.00...and uhhm yeah!
today i'm going to the play and my soccer game was cancelled and yeah. i'm having my family birthday party...whee!!!
MUCH LOVE TO: ashitaka, ice fairy princess, pipi, ashk, grandpa, shelly...and of course i love myself! my up! chartruese! whatever! hahaha...
Posted by char at 9:28 AM
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4.22.2004
wow, last day of being 13 and it was pretty damn good.
but right now i'm tired and worn out and blah and so i probably won't write much.
the honor roll breakfast was good, i did my speech without much trouble, and uhhm yeah. the math test was incredibly easy. and holy crap at lunch we were being completely insane...we made so many videos (we = me, sally, andrea, adam, shea) we did stuff with cotton eyed joe and tumbleweed and charlie's angels and climbing trees and being construction workers...haha most definitely the shiznit. so yeah then during fps...it was soooo funny...chris had to go to call his mom...and i had to go get a marker...and we left like 5 minutes apart...and we came back like 15 minutes later together and we'd just wandered around...lol mrs. brooks teased us sooo much...i think it's sort of a given that she knows now. cause i was like blake and couldn't stop grinning once she started talking to me about it...ahh >bashes head< oh well anyway. so then i ran a few errands with mom got home finished poem of the day and went to soccer which wasn't half as bad as it was on monday, it was actually a pretty good practice. but now i'm all quiet and dunno why...i mean i do...but yeah.
TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited!
but right now i'm tired and worn out and blah and so i probably won't write much.
the honor roll breakfast was good, i did my speech without much trouble, and uhhm yeah. the math test was incredibly easy. and holy crap at lunch we were being completely insane...we made so many videos (we = me, sally, andrea, adam, shea) we did stuff with cotton eyed joe and tumbleweed and charlie's angels and climbing trees and being construction workers...haha most definitely the shiznit. so yeah then during fps...it was soooo funny...chris had to go to call his mom...and i had to go get a marker...and we left like 5 minutes apart...and we came back like 15 minutes later together and we'd just wandered around...lol mrs. brooks teased us sooo much...i think it's sort of a given that she knows now. cause i was like blake and couldn't stop grinning once she started talking to me about it...ahh >bashes head< oh well anyway. so then i ran a few errands with mom got home finished poem of the day and went to soccer which wasn't half as bad as it was on monday, it was actually a pretty good practice. but now i'm all quiet and dunno why...i mean i do...but yeah.
TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited!
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4.21.2004
ok, so let's see, what's gone wrong so far?
well first off chris wasn't at school. so i mean yeah that takes a way a good portion of good-ness. but i was like well hey i have friends and it'll be fine and i'm fine...but i still can miss him...so yeah. i did.
and then let's see...oh right i got a 61% on the math quiz. and the test is tomorrow. yes, that makes me feel just wonderful. and then in sewing tingle refused to get around to grade my stuff and there was no counter space so i had to do it all on the floor and i got it all ready for her...and then she didn't grade it. so i'm a day behind. again. and in social studies? we got a 430...which is a B...but then i felt like it was all my fault and it was and my team was pissed at me and i was just sitting there with tears trying not to cry...and then lunch i didn't know who to hang out with...so i just stuck with ross & shea...which was OK. it was at least a beautiful day! but no...there had to be the lockdown...and we went instead and i was with john s brian ross and shea in mrs k's room...which was decent but pretty boring. and then science? now i'm behind cause we didn't have class time cause of the lockdown. so i did my rube goldberg outline at least. and then fps was OK but boring. we talked a lot and i got really sad cause i was thinking how on earth will i live next year without mrs. brooks?! *sigh*
and then my mom was really late to carpool and i went to call her and she yelled at me and as soon as i got in the car she was like yeah you have a soccer game on saturday at 10.00 in the morning...GOD DAMNIT so yeah now all my people from the sleepover have to leave early...oh wait, what people?! i mean nobody can come anyway...and yeah so i started crying to her telling her about practice on monday and she was like go to rec then...which would be so humiliating...or change teams which i can't do i love my team but i HATE MY FUCKING COACH and i don't know what to do. soccer is taking too much out of me and i'm getting nothing in return.
and so then i get on and chris isn't on and neither is walker or anyone to talk to...everyone's all away and idle or not on...and i hate feeling this way but i do i do i do.
ok, i guess i over reacted and stuff because really now that i think about it life isn't too bad. ok so maybe i'm stressed out...but i know i'll get the work done anyway. and so maybe i have no clue what to do about soccer...but chances i have to stay with my team for the rest of the season so why worry about it now?
i feel stupid because people around me actually have reasons to be upset and i'm just bummed about stupid stuff...so i think in part i'm crying for them. yeah well mostly i think i'm crying for weiruoh because i don't know what i'd do if that happened to me...i don't know what's wrong. i feel like no matter what i do i'll never keep a best friend.
Posted by char at 3:18 PM
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4.20.2004
so, the populist test...really wasn't that hard at all. we finished 15 minutes early and checked back over our answers (and answered all of them). ==BUT== in fps i was talkin to brooks and i found out that people did get a perfect score this year...and it wasn't us because i know of one answer that we got wrong...*kills self* oh well!
nothin else really from today. but when i got home i crashed and then had some music/retail/puppy therapy...went to piano lessons which were fun as always, then went shopping with my mom...got 2 pairs of shoes and a new summer bag thing...and then went to pick up the dogs from the groomers'! they were sooo cute in the back seat they were like lying next to each other and they never do that and hugh was so tolerant of sophie! ok enough of that.
SOOOO i was reading old xanga entries from GoodCharlotteCTM and i realized i haven't done just a friends thing in a long time...so, here are the people i love oooh so so so much!!!
<3
andrea chris shea sally michelle ashley anne scott alex betty adam kevin will zach walker julian kimberlee lindsay henry colin sascha meredith jimmy hannah kate sabu moriah...ahh it's almost 11.00! must say goodnight to chris! lol...sorry...dead tired...can't think of everyone
<3
nothin else really from today. but when i got home i crashed and then had some music/retail/puppy therapy...went to piano lessons which were fun as always, then went shopping with my mom...got 2 pairs of shoes and a new summer bag thing...and then went to pick up the dogs from the groomers'! they were sooo cute in the back seat they were like lying next to each other and they never do that and hugh was so tolerant of sophie! ok enough of that.
SOOOO i was reading old xanga entries from GoodCharlotteCTM and i realized i haven't done just a friends thing in a long time...so, here are the people i love oooh so so so much!!!
<3
andrea chris shea sally michelle ashley anne scott alex betty adam kevin will zach walker julian kimberlee lindsay henry colin sascha meredith jimmy hannah kate sabu moriah...ahh it's almost 11.00! must say goodnight to chris! lol...sorry...dead tired...can't think of everyone
<3
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4.19.2004
whoo. the monday from hell.
ok, so the actual school day wasn't that bad. we had a free day in language, but of course i didn't have anything i could work on so i wasted that 45 minutes...argh. and let's see. we definitely have a math test on thursday which i am totally unprepared for. this is one of those chapters that is just going too fast for me. oh yay good news though--in sewing i'm not as far behind as i thought! i'm actually like...not behind at all! yay! social studies...*dun dun dun duuuun* it's coming! POPULIST TEST TOMORROW!!! ahhh holy crap...talk about weapon of mass destruction...of both your grades and your friendships...holy crap. ok, so you tell ME what to do in this situation: at the beginning i was reluctant to have more people than betty & andrea in our group. but, betty was positive it was ok, so she let in shea & alex. then today...yes, JUST TODAY betty goes and kicks them out!!! AUGGHGHRRGGHAAAHHHH!!!! that's completely unfair. sure they've contributed nothing but we haven't exactly given them a chance to, either! so i was so torn...and shea wasn't talking to me...and no matter what i did people were pissed at me, it was awful. you have no idea how stressful it was...big life decision. but fps was fun! we painted...haha got blue & yellow paint all over me...but still, as always, it was fun randomly wandering the halls...lol.
urghness. so yeah i got home and started slaving away on our friend the ss notes...and didn't finish. so i had soccer practice. which, by the way, is total bullshit! it's the biggest waste of my time EVER!!! we don't do crap and i don't give a damn about it anymore and it's so fucking annoying! and i can't quit! and i hate my evil asshole coach so freakin much! i just cried the last half hour of practice...urgh.
so yeah i got home slaved away again. my mom was bitchy to me. so was kate. so was dad. and they were evil. and i finally finished the notes. and just now finished my math. and i think that the teachers are trying to kill us with major work overload. and everyone's rock bottom...so yeah also to add to that list i have a splitting headache (which i've had all afternoon) and everyone else is just all distressed and it's all CRAP!
but, being char, i say that tomorrow is a good day!
well some good stuff anyway. my birthday party is confirmed. but my mom is weird so she was like yeah you guys only have 2 hours at the alley...whatever mom. i can have the sleepover afterwards, though! yay! and uhhhm that makes 3 days until my birthday! go down an entry for my wish list...yeah.
WOW i am about to fall asleep typing this but i have to go take a really quick shower...
bon nuit!
ok, so the actual school day wasn't that bad. we had a free day in language, but of course i didn't have anything i could work on so i wasted that 45 minutes...argh. and let's see. we definitely have a math test on thursday which i am totally unprepared for. this is one of those chapters that is just going too fast for me. oh yay good news though--in sewing i'm not as far behind as i thought! i'm actually like...not behind at all! yay! social studies...*dun dun dun duuuun* it's coming! POPULIST TEST TOMORROW!!! ahhh holy crap...talk about weapon of mass destruction...of both your grades and your friendships...holy crap. ok, so you tell ME what to do in this situation: at the beginning i was reluctant to have more people than betty & andrea in our group. but, betty was positive it was ok, so she let in shea & alex. then today...yes, JUST TODAY betty goes and kicks them out!!! AUGGHGHRRGGHAAAHHHH!!!! that's completely unfair. sure they've contributed nothing but we haven't exactly given them a chance to, either! so i was so torn...and shea wasn't talking to me...and no matter what i did people were pissed at me, it was awful. you have no idea how stressful it was...big life decision. but fps was fun! we painted...haha got blue & yellow paint all over me...but still, as always, it was fun randomly wandering the halls...lol.
urghness. so yeah i got home and started slaving away on our friend the ss notes...and didn't finish. so i had soccer practice. which, by the way, is total bullshit! it's the biggest waste of my time EVER!!! we don't do crap and i don't give a damn about it anymore and it's so fucking annoying! and i can't quit! and i hate my evil asshole coach so freakin much! i just cried the last half hour of practice...urgh.
so yeah i got home slaved away again. my mom was bitchy to me. so was kate. so was dad. and they were evil. and i finally finished the notes. and just now finished my math. and i think that the teachers are trying to kill us with major work overload. and everyone's rock bottom...so yeah also to add to that list i have a splitting headache (which i've had all afternoon) and everyone else is just all distressed and it's all CRAP!
but, being char, i say that tomorrow is a good day!
well some good stuff anyway. my birthday party is confirmed. but my mom is weird so she was like yeah you guys only have 2 hours at the alley...whatever mom. i can have the sleepover afterwards, though! yay! and uhhhm that makes 3 days until my birthday! go down an entry for my wish list...yeah.
WOW i am about to fall asleep typing this but i have to go take a really quick shower...
bon nuit!
Posted by char at 10:51 PM
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wish list:
ok, so here's the deal if you're not sally or shea and don't know what to get me...lol
.journals/diaries (i can never ever ever have enough...)
.jewelry (you figure it out)
.gift certificates to any of the following places: cat banjo, wet seal, delia*s, belk, borders, barnes & noble...yeah i think those are the main ones
.any really good books or music that you know i just have to have
.new summer bag/purse haha just got one today [4.20.04]
.$$$ (the old standby)
uhhm i think that's it. OR you can be creative and think of whatever you know i'd love. but i REALLY need diaries.
ok, so here's the deal if you're not sally or shea and don't know what to get me...lol
.journals/diaries (i can never ever ever have enough...)
.jewelry (you figure it out)
.gift certificates to any of the following places: cat banjo, wet seal, delia*s, belk, borders, barnes & noble...yeah i think those are the main ones
.any really good books or music that you know i just have to have
.$$$ (the old standby)
uhhm i think that's it. OR you can be creative and think of whatever you know i'd love. but i REALLY need diaries.
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4.18.2004
it's been a while...
so let's see what's been goin on. OH YEAH. the whole post before this? yeah it hasn't happened since then...so yeah.
it has been such an absolutely gorgeous week! lol yay! spring! ^_^
they have given us so much freakin homework! not cool. *sigh* oh well.
soooo...thursday--did anything happen worth mentioning? not really that i remember. oh well there is but i don't really feel like mentioning it. it was very depressing though...but i understand now. oh yeah and the horror of all horrors...i got an early birthday present from my uncle...and...it was...*gasp* *sob* a $100 gift certificate for abercrombie and fitch *collapses* wow that's really sad that my uncle doesn't know me AT ALL (well he obviously doesn't if he gave me that...) yeah and what am i supposed to do with it?! i think i'll give it to jensen and ask for $100 in hard cash in exchange...heh heh.
as for friday, that was a pretty good day! i decided to go to the dance after all...let's see who went...i got a ride with ashley (thank you!) and then alex betty julian weiruoh were there besides that...we got there like an hour late though. we missed shelly! oh well. friday was actually really low key...cause everyone was in dc pretty much. *shrug* oh i almost forgot...at lunch mrs. douglas asked me to speak at graduation! it's something like each team has someone speak from honor roll...i don't know! but she said "mrs. kingsberry & my peers recommended me" sooo haha thanks if you were one of my "peers"!
and then yesterday was my cousin's wedding! awww it was so cute...the groom cried! yeah that was fun...i hung out with my cousins...who aren't as evil as i remembered them to be. and yeah that's pretty much it.
today? slept late (FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and came home. now i have ss notes...and for some reason i'm getting really really really miserable all over again. i thought i'd gotten over this on friday! i guess not.
as for this week? ahhhh my birthday is on friday!!! yeah and my party is on saturday...but ok it's depressing because the play is then, too, so that means both shea & j can't come...*WAAAAAHHH* but oh well.
ok, i'm getting all sad because i was just thinking about 8th grade ending and everything...and i've been totally fine with it up until now...and then i realized...SHEA ISN'T GOING TO ENLOE!!! i mean HOLY SHIT how do i go to school without that kid?!?! he is my other half! my shealotte I! my will! my funeral buddy! my locker buddy! my wandering in the woods in the snow and getting lost buddy! my second home! my social studies buddy! my geometry buddy! my...my...my...*bursts into tears* I CAN'T IMAGINE GOING TO SCHOOL WITHOUT HIM!!! wow now i'm miserable. yeah and i definitely need to stop thinking about my graduation speech cause it's making it all worse.
WAAH and now i have to do ss notes whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
==edit==
whooo...definitely feelin better now!
well basically i figured out why i felt so crummy...it was because i felt guilty. yup, that's right. i felt bad because so many people around my are so sad right now...well not a ton of people but several people are like cutting and stuff. and on smaller notes some people are just sorta lonely or bummed or whatever. and i'm just so lucky and happy...so yeah i felt bad about all that. and thanks sooo much to chris because no matter how many times i think i cry to him...he still cares about me...and that's another thing i am so lucky to have. and of course thanks to andrea because she knew what to do...and yeeeeah. so i'm all excited about this week now. yay! aww and michelle--remembering the "good old days"...we'll have just as much fun now! love you guys all so much!
haha *hint hint*:
Moi: my birthdays on friday!
Scott: hooray!
Moi: unlike you, i looove decorated lockers ;-)
Scott: are you hinting at something
Moi: haha noooooooooooooo
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: um char...
Moi: yes?
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: if you hint to everyone you love decorated lockers...you are going to get a decorated locker times everyone you tell
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: you wont be able to OPEN it haha
Moi: yay!
Moi: haha!
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: *rolls eyes*
Moi: =D
==edit==
holy crap...i forgot...populist test...IT'S COMING!!! wow we definitely have way too much work to do...*sigh*:
6 narrative poems, poem of the day (which is freakin huge), IR, science quiz, science lab, populist test, math test...*collapses* well the comforting thing is...i know i'll get it done. i always do!
so let's see what's been goin on. OH YEAH. the whole post before this? yeah it hasn't happened since then...so yeah.
it has been such an absolutely gorgeous week! lol yay! spring! ^_^
they have given us so much freakin homework! not cool. *sigh* oh well.
soooo...thursday--did anything happen worth mentioning? not really that i remember. oh well there is but i don't really feel like mentioning it. it was very depressing though...but i understand now. oh yeah and the horror of all horrors...i got an early birthday present from my uncle...and...it was...*gasp* *sob* a $100 gift certificate for abercrombie and fitch *collapses* wow that's really sad that my uncle doesn't know me AT ALL (well he obviously doesn't if he gave me that...) yeah and what am i supposed to do with it?! i think i'll give it to jensen and ask for $100 in hard cash in exchange...heh heh.
as for friday, that was a pretty good day! i decided to go to the dance after all...let's see who went...i got a ride with ashley (thank you!) and then alex betty julian weiruoh were there besides that...we got there like an hour late though. we missed shelly! oh well. friday was actually really low key...cause everyone was in dc pretty much. *shrug* oh i almost forgot...at lunch mrs. douglas asked me to speak at graduation! it's something like each team has someone speak from honor roll...i don't know! but she said "mrs. kingsberry & my peers recommended me" sooo haha thanks if you were one of my "peers"!
and then yesterday was my cousin's wedding! awww it was so cute...the groom cried! yeah that was fun...i hung out with my cousins...who aren't as evil as i remembered them to be. and yeah that's pretty much it.
today? slept late (FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and came home. now i have ss notes...and for some reason i'm getting really really really miserable all over again. i thought i'd gotten over this on friday! i guess not.
as for this week? ahhhh my birthday is on friday!!! yeah and my party is on saturday...but ok it's depressing because the play is then, too, so that means both shea & j can't come...*WAAAAAHHH* but oh well.
ok, i'm getting all sad because i was just thinking about 8th grade ending and everything...and i've been totally fine with it up until now...and then i realized...SHEA ISN'T GOING TO ENLOE!!! i mean HOLY SHIT how do i go to school without that kid?!?! he is my other half! my shealotte I! my will! my funeral buddy! my locker buddy! my wandering in the woods in the snow and getting lost buddy! my second home! my social studies buddy! my geometry buddy! my...my...my...*bursts into tears* I CAN'T IMAGINE GOING TO SCHOOL WITHOUT HIM!!! wow now i'm miserable. yeah and i definitely need to stop thinking about my graduation speech cause it's making it all worse.
WAAH and now i have to do ss notes whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
==edit==
whooo...definitely feelin better now!
well basically i figured out why i felt so crummy...it was because i felt guilty. yup, that's right. i felt bad because so many people around my are so sad right now...well not a ton of people but several people are like cutting and stuff. and on smaller notes some people are just sorta lonely or bummed or whatever. and i'm just so lucky and happy...so yeah i felt bad about all that. and thanks sooo much to chris because no matter how many times i think i cry to him...he still cares about me...and that's another thing i am so lucky to have. and of course thanks to andrea because she knew what to do...and yeeeeah. so i'm all excited about this week now. yay! aww and michelle--remembering the "good old days"...we'll have just as much fun now! love you guys all so much!
haha *hint hint*:
Moi: my birthdays on friday!
Scott: hooray!
Moi: unlike you, i looove decorated lockers ;-)
Scott: are you hinting at something
Moi: haha noooooooooooooo
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: um char...
Moi: yes?
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: if you hint to everyone you love decorated lockers...you are going to get a decorated locker times everyone you tell
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: you wont be able to OPEN it haha
Moi: yay!
Moi: haha!
SaLLy BeLLe MaRiE: *rolls eyes*
Moi: =D
==edit==
holy crap...i forgot...populist test...IT'S COMING!!! wow we definitely have way too much work to do...*sigh*:
6 narrative poems, poem of the day (which is freakin huge), IR, science quiz, science lab, populist test, math test...*collapses* well the comforting thing is...i know i'll get it done. i always do!
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4.14.2004
ok, i've got to say this. i don't even know if anyone really reads this or whatever, but i HAVE to get this out there before i go insane with people...ok, so bascially this is so it never gets to the point where it hurts me and it never gets to the point where i have to worry about it. right now i'm trying to stop it before anything bad really starts...so bear with me.
this is mostly because of stuff people said to me at carpool.
now, i know that it's hard for some of you immature middle schoolers to realize that 2 people could be going out because they actually LIKE each other, not because they think that they're hot or because their friends tell them to. and by that i mean...people can have real relationships where they're comfortable around each other and they appreciate each other and they recognize and respect everything about each other. people can be going out because they love being around each other, because they can make each other laugh, because they understand and listen and help out and care about each other. it's so seldom that there's actually a relationship when two people can say anything to each other and they could talk endlessly for hours about anything and everything, because usually people are nervous around their "crush" and worry about how they look and what they say and aren't comfortable...but no, it is possible to feel beautiful just by being around them and not worry about anything because you know that you're ok with each other.
and it's so rare that this happens that when it does, people say shit because they don't know what else to say! i mean...has it ever occured to you that everything you hear isn't true?! that there are people that for whatever reason spread rumors because they don't realize that the relationship is strong enough to not care about what others say? i mean...if you really thought that if people give me bull about chris i'll turn around and break up with him...you're incredibly wrong.
but if you don't actually know him and you don't know what he thinks and how he feels then you better watch your mouth around me, cause it's getting ridiculous some of the crap people are saying. and you should always respect people, no matter what, remember that.
thanks to people like andrea & sally & shea & shelly & betty who don't care about whatever crap and just see it for what it is, or even if they don't, they just ACCEPT it. again, thanks.
ok, i'm done, that's all i had to say.
this is mostly because of stuff people said to me at carpool.
now, i know that it's hard for some of you immature middle schoolers to realize that 2 people could be going out because they actually LIKE each other, not because they think that they're hot or because their friends tell them to. and by that i mean...people can have real relationships where they're comfortable around each other and they appreciate each other and they recognize and respect everything about each other. people can be going out because they love being around each other, because they can make each other laugh, because they understand and listen and help out and care about each other. it's so seldom that there's actually a relationship when two people can say anything to each other and they could talk endlessly for hours about anything and everything, because usually people are nervous around their "crush" and worry about how they look and what they say and aren't comfortable...but no, it is possible to feel beautiful just by being around them and not worry about anything because you know that you're ok with each other.
and it's so rare that this happens that when it does, people say shit because they don't know what else to say! i mean...has it ever occured to you that everything you hear isn't true?! that there are people that for whatever reason spread rumors because they don't realize that the relationship is strong enough to not care about what others say? i mean...if you really thought that if people give me bull about chris i'll turn around and break up with him...you're incredibly wrong.
but if you don't actually know him and you don't know what he thinks and how he feels then you better watch your mouth around me, cause it's getting ridiculous some of the crap people are saying. and you should always respect people, no matter what, remember that.
thanks to people like andrea & sally & shea & shelly & betty who don't care about whatever crap and just see it for what it is, or even if they don't, they just ACCEPT it. again, thanks.
ok, i'm done, that's all i had to say.
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4.13.2004
holy crap i can't even begin with the whole fps book grading scandal...
maybe later.
but other than that, i guess it was a great day back!
hmmm...anyone goin to the dance? or should i opt for a movie?
maybe later.
but other than that, i guess it was a great day back!
hmmm...anyone goin to the dance? or should i opt for a movie?
Posted by char at 6:53 PM
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4.12.2004
ahh...back to school tomorrow!!!
well today was pretty decent, i slept late, we found a new beach house and stuff. and then last night andrea & i had been planning going to sbarro and seeing the alamo with our movie group + scott, but we tried SOOO many times and it all fell apart...haha no one's parents would let them do anything (or, like chris, we just...couldn't get in touch with them lol). so, like the boring kid i am, i just went chez shea. heh heh. so yeah we saw best in show (<--THE MOST random movie EVER) and went to cici's pizza. hmmm i think the funniest thing that happened was when i was sitting on the back of his sofa and for no reason at all...just flipped over backwards and fell off. i swear, i never knew i could be so freakin blond! so, all the frenchies got back today. i can't wait to see them tomorrow! i'm so glad i'm not jealous like i thought i'd be. i mean, i wouldn't trade this amazing spring break for anything...sooo yeah tomorrow in french we get to watch babe in french with subtitles...i wonder when i'm gonna make up the cava test...hmm...NEVER!!! *buwahahaha* ok sorry...
I AM SO ANXIOUS/EXCITED/NERVOUS about getting our book back in fps. i really hope we got better than a 144 and everything...adam won't be there though so it won't be a full critique yet. hmmm, i think we should go to the courtyard...haha sorry.
so yeah i'm just rambling on about nothin, i guess i'll sign out now.
EXCEPT: anyone going to the dance?
and my birthday party is approved! wheee! i just have to get it down to 8 people including me, but, being the suck up i am, i'll manage to get it up to 10. (cause last year i had way too many people...lol)
what about walker? i don't want to invite him particularly. i mean i wouldn't mind seeing him....but can you say TENSION?! ahhh well this is definitely something i shouldn't talk about on here...
well today was pretty decent, i slept late, we found a new beach house and stuff. and then last night andrea & i had been planning going to sbarro and seeing the alamo with our movie group + scott, but we tried SOOO many times and it all fell apart...haha no one's parents would let them do anything (or, like chris, we just...couldn't get in touch with them lol). so, like the boring kid i am, i just went chez shea. heh heh. so yeah we saw best in show (<--THE MOST random movie EVER) and went to cici's pizza. hmmm i think the funniest thing that happened was when i was sitting on the back of his sofa and for no reason at all...just flipped over backwards and fell off. i swear, i never knew i could be so freakin blond! so, all the frenchies got back today. i can't wait to see them tomorrow! i'm so glad i'm not jealous like i thought i'd be. i mean, i wouldn't trade this amazing spring break for anything...sooo yeah tomorrow in french we get to watch babe in french with subtitles...i wonder when i'm gonna make up the cava test...hmm...NEVER!!! *buwahahaha* ok sorry...
I AM SO ANXIOUS/EXCITED/NERVOUS about getting our book back in fps. i really hope we got better than a 144 and everything...adam won't be there though so it won't be a full critique yet. hmmm, i think we should go to the courtyard...haha sorry.
so yeah i'm just rambling on about nothin, i guess i'll sign out now.
EXCEPT: anyone going to the dance?
and my birthday party is approved! wheee! i just have to get it down to 8 people including me, but, being the suck up i am, i'll manage to get it up to 10. (cause last year i had way too many people...lol)
what about walker? i don't want to invite him particularly. i mean i wouldn't mind seeing him....but can you say TENSION?! ahhh well this is definitely something i shouldn't talk about on here...
Posted by char at 8:38 PM
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4.11.2004
==edit==
haha guess what i just found on top of my dresser...the dried up daffodil from the thursday before we left for competition that we picked in the courtyard...and it still smells sooo good! yeah chris i think that's definitely when i knew...haha
in other news (<--char laughs at self) HAPPY EASTER!!!. wow the church service is always so amazing...lots of singing and flowers and happiness...and then we got home and i helped cook and set the table and all that fun stuff...then we had a freakin feast!!! one thing that pissed me off: my parents were talkin bout how mrs. brooks is crazy...i mean she is...but they meant it in a mean way. well yeah so now i'm gonna go sleep (naps are so healing) before i take the dogs on a walk!
but yeah, too bad it's not thanksgiving, cause i have a heck of a lot to be thankful for. you have noooo idea how happy i am for everything right now...
anyway, sorry for the long edit...haha
countdowns:
.1 day until i see everyone again and we go back to school, etc.
.3 days until soccer starts again
.4 days until ligon luao!
.5 days until lisa's wedding
.11 days until my (and anne's!) birthday!!!
.12 days until my birthday party
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hmmm, damn, i was gonna shoot for not updating for two whole days, but that was definitely difficult for me. even though the date will say 4.11.04 cause it's past midnight by like, 20 minutes. haha oh well.
sooo hmm. yesterday i did nothing except take the dogs on a walk (with kate) and lay out on the deck for 3 hours and miss chris EVEN THOUGH i should have called him on his cell phone (bad char) and babysit and get $12 (how cheap, but they gave me pizza!). so yeah that's why it wasn't hard to resists from updating. oh wait--but sally & walker both got "the news". sally just laughed at me but i think walker was pissed...well if he's jealous that sucks for him doesn't it! but noteworthy: IT WAS A GORGEOUS DAY!
so, today, let's see...better day, by far. i woke up and took the dogs on a walk...this time by myself! now you can imagine that was hard. sophie tripped over herself in the middle of anderson drive and stopped traffic...these people running by cracked up and so did i. she is such a silly thing! it was her half birthday...so i gave her extra attention (if that's at all possible)...EVEN THOUGH i am mad because jensen left her out alone (what was she thinking?!) for 2 hours and sophie ripped chris's (or my? i still don't know...) walkman's headphone to pieces...i was soo pissed. but now i think it's hilarious...so yeah. and then...i don't know what i did. i was feeling a bit down because andrea invited me over for dinner but my mom wouldn't let me go...instead she made me (yes, you heard right, someone had to MAKE me do this...) she made me go shopping with the family. we went to southpoint which is most definitely the shiznit...i didn't know it had an arden b.! that was cool, too. i dunno if you couldn't have guessed this, but i am SHOPPED OUT...most definitely. all i got was the VS lotion that sally has in this huge bottle and a really cool belt. (the belt, btw sally, was from banana republic and it was with the gift certificate that i got so long ago when i was so pissed off they didn't have my other belt! and this one's even cooler! yay!) yes, that's how shopped out i was...so then we went to an italian place for dinner and it was really fun. but a couple bad things: 1). the beach house won't be ready in august (it's still being built and they rented it out??? *scratches head* whatever...) and so we have to find another one that's big enough for guests and the dogs...wish us luck! i really hope sally can still come... and 2). kate was in such a bad mood today! she's stressed out though...so i'm cool with that. jensen & i were cool today, too...heh heh. and chris got back! wow i'm stupid i thought he was gone until monday...so that means i could have gone with him *bashes self over head infinite amount of times* yeah that was the other thing that made me so upset this afternoon...but i took a nap and it was all better!
EASTER TOMORROW! and i'm making more $$$ cause i'm dogsitting. it just keeps comin in, don't it? and yeah no school monday so i might go to andrea's then. i had a nightmare last night about getting our fps book back on tuesday...which also makes me laugh. I AM ON SUCH A SUGAR HIGH! they kept refilling my pepsi at the restaurant. so now i'm like bouncing off the walls and then falling asleep, then hyper again...yeah you get the picture. i'm listening to basket case by green day and it's so great! sorry had to mention that...i have a new poem on my poems site! you really need to go and READ AND REVIEW. it's on my links. and for you lazy people:
www.fictionpress.com/~sunraven ...yeah that's what i thought, now you have NO EXCUSES for not going. ^_-...that's the face i'll make at you if you come up with some excuse...(haha that'd be a raised eyebrow, not a wink...*cough chris cough* lol)
wow this was way too long a post. :-[...oh well! time to go to bed because i gotta be up EARLY tomorrow!
oh yeah:
Today I watched the boats
Moving through the harbor
Walking on water
In your arms I'd stay
Forever if I could
Forever if I may
Keeps me in your thoughts, don't disappear
I am on your side
And so alive
So alive it isn't real
If this is how I feel
Then nothing now is true
And nothing now can ever be taken away from you
Sinking in the past
The things that shouldn't last
Just put to bed and stand beside me
Stand beside me
Always on your side
I'm on your side
And so alive it isn't real
[Ryan Adams--So Alive]
haha guess what i just found on top of my dresser...the dried up daffodil from the thursday before we left for competition that we picked in the courtyard...and it still smells sooo good! yeah chris i think that's definitely when i knew...haha
in other news (<--char laughs at self) HAPPY EASTER!!!. wow the church service is always so amazing...lots of singing and flowers and happiness...and then we got home and i helped cook and set the table and all that fun stuff...then we had a freakin feast!!! one thing that pissed me off: my parents were talkin bout how mrs. brooks is crazy...i mean she is...but they meant it in a mean way. well yeah so now i'm gonna go sleep (naps are so healing) before i take the dogs on a walk!
but yeah, too bad it's not thanksgiving, cause i have a heck of a lot to be thankful for. you have noooo idea how happy i am for everything right now...
anyway, sorry for the long edit...haha
countdowns:
.1 day until i see everyone again and we go back to school, etc.
.3 days until soccer starts again
.4 days until ligon luao!
.5 days until lisa's wedding
.11 days until my (and anne's!) birthday!!!
.12 days until my birthday party
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hmmm, damn, i was gonna shoot for not updating for two whole days, but that was definitely difficult for me. even though the date will say 4.11.04 cause it's past midnight by like, 20 minutes. haha oh well.
sooo hmm. yesterday i did nothing except take the dogs on a walk (with kate) and lay out on the deck for 3 hours and miss chris EVEN THOUGH i should have called him on his cell phone (bad char) and babysit and get $12 (how cheap, but they gave me pizza!). so yeah that's why it wasn't hard to resists from updating. oh wait--but sally & walker both got "the news". sally just laughed at me but i think walker was pissed...well if he's jealous that sucks for him doesn't it! but noteworthy: IT WAS A GORGEOUS DAY!
so, today, let's see...better day, by far. i woke up and took the dogs on a walk...this time by myself! now you can imagine that was hard. sophie tripped over herself in the middle of anderson drive and stopped traffic...these people running by cracked up and so did i. she is such a silly thing! it was her half birthday...so i gave her extra attention (if that's at all possible)...EVEN THOUGH i am mad because jensen left her out alone (what was she thinking?!) for 2 hours and sophie ripped chris's (or my? i still don't know...) walkman's headphone to pieces...i was soo pissed. but now i think it's hilarious...so yeah. and then...i don't know what i did. i was feeling a bit down because andrea invited me over for dinner but my mom wouldn't let me go...instead she made me (yes, you heard right, someone had to MAKE me do this...) she made me go shopping with the family. we went to southpoint which is most definitely the shiznit...i didn't know it had an arden b.! that was cool, too. i dunno if you couldn't have guessed this, but i am SHOPPED OUT...most definitely. all i got was the VS lotion that sally has in this huge bottle and a really cool belt. (the belt, btw sally, was from banana republic and it was with the gift certificate that i got so long ago when i was so pissed off they didn't have my other belt! and this one's even cooler! yay!) yes, that's how shopped out i was...so then we went to an italian place for dinner and it was really fun. but a couple bad things: 1). the beach house won't be ready in august (it's still being built and they rented it out??? *scratches head* whatever...) and so we have to find another one that's big enough for guests and the dogs...wish us luck! i really hope sally can still come... and 2). kate was in such a bad mood today! she's stressed out though...so i'm cool with that. jensen & i were cool today, too...heh heh. and chris got back! wow i'm stupid i thought he was gone until monday...so that means i could have gone with him *bashes self over head infinite amount of times* yeah that was the other thing that made me so upset this afternoon...but i took a nap and it was all better!
EASTER TOMORROW! and i'm making more $$$ cause i'm dogsitting. it just keeps comin in, don't it? and yeah no school monday so i might go to andrea's then. i had a nightmare last night about getting our fps book back on tuesday...which also makes me laugh. I AM ON SUCH A SUGAR HIGH! they kept refilling my pepsi at the restaurant. so now i'm like bouncing off the walls and then falling asleep, then hyper again...yeah you get the picture. i'm listening to basket case by green day and it's so great! sorry had to mention that...i have a new poem on my poems site! you really need to go and READ AND REVIEW. it's on my links. and for you lazy people:
www.fictionpress.com/~sunraven ...yeah that's what i thought, now you have NO EXCUSES for not going. ^_-...that's the face i'll make at you if you come up with some excuse...(haha that'd be a raised eyebrow, not a wink...*cough chris cough* lol)
wow this was way too long a post. :-[...oh well! time to go to bed because i gotta be up EARLY tomorrow!
oh yeah:
Today I watched the boats
Moving through the harbor
Walking on water
In your arms I'd stay
Forever if I could
Forever if I may
Keeps me in your thoughts, don't disappear
I am on your side
And so alive
So alive it isn't real
If this is how I feel
Then nothing now is true
And nothing now can ever be taken away from you
Sinking in the past
The things that shouldn't last
Just put to bed and stand beside me
Stand beside me
Always on your side
I'm on your side
And so alive it isn't real
[Ryan Adams--So Alive]
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4.08.2004
oooh man. this will be a deep entry, but a happy one.
well first off i've had plenty of time to think today because everyone's gone:
sally --> france
ashley --> france
chris --> the beach
shea --> the beach
michelle --> pittsburgh
scott --> new jersey
...yeah you get the picture. i mean it's spring break and i was gone earlier and i'm fine with it...but i just have time to think.
and this is what i thought:
i thought about the simple at first, like the fact that tonight i saw the first fireflies of summer. and that made me think of every summer before this and how somehow i've grown so much since then. i think that the beginning of summer is sort of like the end of the year for me--well the month of may is. every may i stop and think and see how much i've grown and how far i've come, and how many experiences i have behind me. and i admit that this year certainly wasn't as hectic as last year, but in a way that has paid off so well. i took my time when it came to who i went out with and who i liked and when it all boiled down i ended up with the person that is perfect for me right now. i had the chance to stand back and see others' mistakes and reflect on my mistakes and make sure i never made them again. i had the chance to make so many new friends and concentrate on the things that really do matter: my family, those who are already close to me, and meeting others. and of course i had the chance to concentrate on things that i know SHOULDN'T matter to humans, but because they do, i know they are a big responsibility, like grades and my extra curricular activities. and at the end of this year i have accomplished so much...sure it took a while to be rewarded in the way that i wanted to be...if you know what i mean...but now that i AM rewarded and appreciated and it's all paying off...i'm so thankful and fufilled. cause it does pay off to stay on track and to count your blessings. i mean now i realize that people do see me for who i am and in turn appreciate it...even those people who have seen me at my best and at my worst, they still love me and they're always there for me. i feel so comfortable with everyone around me now and i can't think of a thing right now that i'm honestly miserable about--well, wait, i can--the fact that we didn't make first place in fps, but we still PLACED and if we'd gotten first then my life would be perfect and that's impossible. so, basically...i am standing in a doorway, the doorway from this year into the next (even though it's only april...i think i pretty much go by my birthdays i guess...)...and i'm looking back on this year which is a pretty straight path with one goal in mind and smaller goals along the way...and as i remember walking, or running, or even crawling down that road--i realize that all those goals are accomplished and i have reached the light at the end of the tunnel--this doorway, this goal. and on the other side of this doorway i can see so many pathways and so many happy times and i can just feel it...but i don't want to walk through yet. i want to remember the pain and the hurt i felt this year and what that earned me and that it will always pull through for you. so i'm going to be standing in this doorway for a while, savoring the last taste of being 13.
and on a less metaphorical note...i really miss chris!!! (and of course i miss all my other friends but i talked to them a lot more today than i did him...)
well first off i've had plenty of time to think today because everyone's gone:
sally --> france
ashley --> france
chris --> the beach
shea --> the beach
michelle --> pittsburgh
scott --> new jersey
...yeah you get the picture. i mean it's spring break and i was gone earlier and i'm fine with it...but i just have time to think.
and this is what i thought:
i thought about the simple at first, like the fact that tonight i saw the first fireflies of summer. and that made me think of every summer before this and how somehow i've grown so much since then. i think that the beginning of summer is sort of like the end of the year for me--well the month of may is. every may i stop and think and see how much i've grown and how far i've come, and how many experiences i have behind me. and i admit that this year certainly wasn't as hectic as last year, but in a way that has paid off so well. i took my time when it came to who i went out with and who i liked and when it all boiled down i ended up with the person that is perfect for me right now. i had the chance to stand back and see others' mistakes and reflect on my mistakes and make sure i never made them again. i had the chance to make so many new friends and concentrate on the things that really do matter: my family, those who are already close to me, and meeting others. and of course i had the chance to concentrate on things that i know SHOULDN'T matter to humans, but because they do, i know they are a big responsibility, like grades and my extra curricular activities. and at the end of this year i have accomplished so much...sure it took a while to be rewarded in the way that i wanted to be...if you know what i mean...but now that i AM rewarded and appreciated and it's all paying off...i'm so thankful and fufilled. cause it does pay off to stay on track and to count your blessings. i mean now i realize that people do see me for who i am and in turn appreciate it...even those people who have seen me at my best and at my worst, they still love me and they're always there for me. i feel so comfortable with everyone around me now and i can't think of a thing right now that i'm honestly miserable about--well, wait, i can--the fact that we didn't make first place in fps, but we still PLACED and if we'd gotten first then my life would be perfect and that's impossible. so, basically...i am standing in a doorway, the doorway from this year into the next (even though it's only april...i think i pretty much go by my birthdays i guess...)...and i'm looking back on this year which is a pretty straight path with one goal in mind and smaller goals along the way...and as i remember walking, or running, or even crawling down that road--i realize that all those goals are accomplished and i have reached the light at the end of the tunnel--this doorway, this goal. and on the other side of this doorway i can see so many pathways and so many happy times and i can just feel it...but i don't want to walk through yet. i want to remember the pain and the hurt i felt this year and what that earned me and that it will always pull through for you. so i'm going to be standing in this doorway for a while, savoring the last taste of being 13.
and on a less metaphorical note...i really miss chris!!! (and of course i miss all my other friends but i talked to them a lot more today than i did him...)
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whoo spring break = lots of shopping.
yeah i just got back from the mall with mom & kate...i got 2 pairs of shoes one to go with my 8th grade dance dress and another to go with a skirt i got in philly that i'm gonna wear for easter, that was from mom. and then with my own money i got 3 shirts from delia*s...pretty basic stuff. hmmm so what else.
oh yeah this morning chris snuck on to talk to me before he left to go to the beach...awww man i could be with him! too bad it's easter weekend...oh well. and i can call him on his cell phone tomorrow and for the rest of spring break when i miss him a lot... so yeah i'm babysitting TOMORROW as it turns out. and i think that's it. the rest of spring break should be pretty low key. i did my math homework today and i think that's it. and added like 7 poems to fiction press that i wrote a really long time ago but for some reason never posted. so go check them out. and i finally talked to sally! yay! i don't mind that i'm not in france as much as i thought i would, all considered. i mean i'm having a totally awesome spring break =D. but yeah i miss my crunchy peanut butter! oh well only 4 more days...and also shea left for the beach today. so definitely i'm gonna be going to church and doing homework for the rest of spring break, but that's fine with me!!!
i'm still really happy...if you didn't notice...
yeah i just got back from the mall with mom & kate...i got 2 pairs of shoes one to go with my 8th grade dance dress and another to go with a skirt i got in philly that i'm gonna wear for easter, that was from mom. and then with my own money i got 3 shirts from delia*s...pretty basic stuff. hmmm so what else.
oh yeah this morning chris snuck on to talk to me before he left to go to the beach...awww man i could be with him! too bad it's easter weekend...oh well. and i can call him on his cell phone tomorrow and for the rest of spring break when i miss him a lot... so yeah i'm babysitting TOMORROW as it turns out. and i think that's it. the rest of spring break should be pretty low key. i did my math homework today and i think that's it. and added like 7 poems to fiction press that i wrote a really long time ago but for some reason never posted. so go check them out. and i finally talked to sally! yay! i don't mind that i'm not in france as much as i thought i would, all considered. i mean i'm having a totally awesome spring break =D. but yeah i miss my crunchy peanut butter! oh well only 4 more days...and also shea left for the beach today. so definitely i'm gonna be going to church and doing homework for the rest of spring break, but that's fine with me!!!
i'm still really happy...if you didn't notice...
Posted by char at 6:53 PM
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4.07.2004
AHHHH!!! (<--happy scream =D)
so yeah today i FINALLY caught up with my sleep--slept in until 12.30. then i got up and arranged stuff with people...
so here's how it all went down:
shea picked me up at like 3.30 to go to his house, which was a blast as always. he has the coolest mp3 player! i was totally jealous. but i decided i wanted one for my birthday now...heh heh.
at 6.45 we met up with chris & andrea at crossroads 20 to go see secret window...HOLY CRAP! i was sooo scared...i mean you all know how freakin skittish i am...all the stuff would make me jump and i'd freak out and all that...but it was a really good movie. i totally called the entire thing, though...i must be psychic! so yeah that was definitely nice...=)...oh yeah and we decided that this group of people is our "movie group" now and we gotta go see alamo and the day after tomorrow and jersey girl and starsky & hutch. i think that's it...but yeah they're forcing me to go see scary movies...*whimper* hahaha...they threaten to dye my hat black and but a screwdriver in it and shit...(<--haha that entire sentence only is funny if you've seen the movie). yeah well that's enough on that.
tomorrow...i think i'm babysitting. more $$$ but i'll never be able to spend it...haha. i have a ton of homework to do, too, which sucks cause it's spring break. but yeah: math with the extra credit, science lab, IR reading for language arts, and 2 sets of social studies notes...i'll live though if i start with all that tomorrow.
ok well i'm gonna go take a shower before my parents kill me.
i am so incredibly happy!!!
so yeah today i FINALLY caught up with my sleep--slept in until 12.30. then i got up and arranged stuff with people...
so here's how it all went down:
shea picked me up at like 3.30 to go to his house, which was a blast as always. he has the coolest mp3 player! i was totally jealous. but i decided i wanted one for my birthday now...heh heh.
at 6.45 we met up with chris & andrea at crossroads 20 to go see secret window...HOLY CRAP! i was sooo scared...i mean you all know how freakin skittish i am...all the stuff would make me jump and i'd freak out and all that...but it was a really good movie. i totally called the entire thing, though...i must be psychic! so yeah that was definitely nice...=)...oh yeah and we decided that this group of people is our "movie group" now and we gotta go see alamo and the day after tomorrow and jersey girl and starsky & hutch. i think that's it...but yeah they're forcing me to go see scary movies...*whimper* hahaha...they threaten to dye my hat black and but a screwdriver in it and shit...(<--haha that entire sentence only is funny if you've seen the movie). yeah well that's enough on that.
tomorrow...i think i'm babysitting. more $$$ but i'll never be able to spend it...haha. i have a ton of homework to do, too, which sucks cause it's spring break. but yeah: math with the extra credit, science lab, IR reading for language arts, and 2 sets of social studies notes...i'll live though if i start with all that tomorrow.
ok well i'm gonna go take a shower before my parents kill me.
i am so incredibly happy!!!
Posted by char at 11:08 PM
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4.06.2004
damn now i gotta update all about philadelphia. haha another long entry!
but before i begin--i forgot to tell you guys about how on friday morning i skipped first with shea & ross...I MEAN "i slept late because i knew for fps i'd be staying up past midnight and everyone was in france". we went to acting II which chris & betty are in...FUN STUFF. anyway...
so we were supposed to leave at 8.00 on sunday morning, but we're the mabe family...we left around 9.45 =D. stopped in fredricksburg (sp?) for lunch at this really cool place...but i got all teared up because my parents were asking about fps and i couldn't talk about it yet...still all sentimental and crap about it being over...*sigh* and only kate caught on to the whole chris thing...she's so smart! haha
so yeah we got to philly in the evening around 6.00 or something...lotta bad traffic. we stayed at the sherraton rittenhouse square hotel...it was so modern and cool and there were flowers EVERYWHERE and it smelled really really good...kate & i had our own room and it had stairs in it...is that not the shiznit?! so then we "rested" before walking around...that's when i filled kate in about chris...she was like sounds like garrett (her bf) and so we were thinking of all this cool stuff we could do together...ok maybe that's just me but MY SISTER IS COOL!
hmm what else. we walked around, scouting out eating places/shopping places. (we already had reservations for that night though) AND WHO SAID I NEEDED TO GO TO FRANCE?! we went to bourraire perrier (sp? for the first thing...it was really long haha) and it was so nice. like 5 course 3 hour nice. but so much fun...(oh yeah did i ever mention jensen wasn't there? on the entire trip? mmHMM). anyway the entire menu was in french and the servers talked in french and we talked in french half the time...=D. so then we went back to the hotel and crashed...i mean you'd be tired, too!
woke up at 8.00 to get ready to tour UPenn. (NOT PENN STATE haha long story). first we got breakfast at cosi but all i got was a hot chocolate...it was SO DARN COLD! i mean *brrr* we were freezing...wind chill SUCKS. but that's ok, UPenn was absolutely gorgeous. it's kate's favorite along with swarthmore. i like it a lot too but i'd have some major issues with the weather, haha. then we went to lunch at the white dog and again, there were these 2 french professors sitting right next to us at lunch and they talked french all the way through...so we talked a bit to them...seeeee i get the french experience, too!! anyway after that we went to haverford...which we disliked strongly. maybe cause of the tour guide...but anyway.
came back and WENT SHOPPING. sorry this was my favorite part...did i mention there is no clothes tax in pennsylvania? soo hmmm we went to knit wit, arden b., and max studio. knit wit was closing so we didn't have time to get anything, but arden b. we went crazy. i got a jacket, 2 skirts, a shirt, a hat, and a pair of earrings. and kate got jeans and my mom got a jacket for jensen. so yeah i have a skirt for easter and skirt for lisa's wedding now! yesss! then in max studio i'd seen the dress from the window on sunday night...and we went in and got it! yay! it's for the 8th grade dance, obviously. BUT NONE OF YOU CAN SEE IT! it's really really different...not at all like anything else anyone got...it's very tailored and stuff...but yeah very happy about that =D.
went home and crashed again...but not before kate & i were totally crazy and watched some TV...and realized how bad some movie effects were in the 1990's...lol
this morning was swarthmore...GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS. it wasn't as cold either! yay! it's kate's other favorite. hmmm and then we started home...CRAPPY TRAFFIC holy crap. we stopped at georgetown university and i decided that is most definitely where i wanna go, without a doubt. i mean if i had to chose now...
so yeah it was such a long ride home. but now i'm here. exhausted. i wish i could go to the beach with chris but i can't cause it's maundy thursday/good friday/easter...>_<. and i can't wait for sally to get back! i'll have a lot of explainin to do...haha
tomorrow i think i'm goin somewhere with shea andrea and whoever else wants to come. chris got grounded somehow while i was gone...so we'll see what happens.
i am SO exhausted. so, for the first time in a week, i am going to SLEEP IN TOMORROW and GET MORE THAN 6 HOURS OF SLEEP! whoo go me!
au revoir! je t'adore!
HAHA jk. PLUS THIS! (i have no life) stole it from michelle...
Introduction
[ .001. ] first name: charlotte
[ .002. ] last name: it is what it is...GO AWAY STALKERS!
[ .003. ] nickname(s)/alias(es): char, charlie, sharly, char la la, charlizzle...
[ .004. ] gender: female
[ .005. ] birthday: 4.23 (whoo less than a month! go buy me something! or just come to my paarrrtaaay....)
[ .006. ] age: 13
[ .007. ] place of birth: raleigh
[ .008. ] height: 5'9"...curse of the tall gene
[ .009. ] hair color: blonde with natural varying brown & white blonde highlights
[ .010. ] eye color: haha chris examined them the other day i'm sure he knows better than i do...green blue grey...ish
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] nationality: american...but traced back to scotch irish dutch swedish english...all that
[ .013. ] do you have braces: NOT ANYMORE =D
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: really really really long and thick...haha as chris discovered
[ .015. ] languages spoken: english & french...and ESPN WITH SHEA! jk
[ .016. ] current location: at my desk
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: taurus
[ .018. ] siblings: 2 big sisters, 17 & 19, kate's the COOL ONE (17) and then there's jensen...who's decent i guess...(SHE'S DECIDED TO STOP DYING HER HAIR BLONDE! YAY!)
[ .019. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither!
[ .020. ] bad habits: probably worrying enough for the entire world. uhhm other than that? being brought to tears easily...
[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want: no more
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: none...
[ .025. ] today's date: 4.06.04 (HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILL!!!)
[ .026. ] the time: 10.56pm (je n'ai pas une vie...)
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: *yawn* what else...
Family
[ .028. ] mother's name: walker (family name...don't ask...I KNOW IT'S WEIRD!)
[ .029. ] father's name: john (how boring)
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: n/a
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none...
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): kate & jensen
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: travis & peggy from my mom's side
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: hrrrmmm...cameron
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: grandmother on my mom's side
[ .036. ] worst relative: my cousins on my dad's side...the younger ones...the evil ones...
[ .037. ] best relative: everyone on my mom's side! and lisa
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: we argue, like all children & parents. but they are awesome!
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: yes
Pets
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: mmhmm
[ .041. ] what are their names: hugh & sophie
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dogs, black & white standard poodles (that means the BIG kind...and NO stupid poofy haircuts or crap...)
School
[ .043. ] are you still in high school: only like...4 more months! aaahhhh!
[ .044. ] if so, what school: ligon right now
[ .045. ] future school(s): enloe...and then georgetown or something
[ .046. ] did you ever drop out: nope never will
[ .047. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: at least a 4.0...
[ .048. ] favorite grade: hmmm tough one. each year of middle school for different reasons...but i LOVE this year =D (8th)
[ .049. ] least favorite grade: all of elementary school
[ .050. ] favorite subject: social studies, math, language arts, french, fps.... (minus mrs. chapman for french)
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: science AT SCHOOL...but i love thinking about it
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: lunch? what lunch?
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: could have but didn't...
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: as chris says, too many and that's why i'm stressed...soccer, piano, fps, and many more...
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: got lots of friends & know most everyone! that's enough for me
[ .056. ] favorite dance: hmmm i think the best is yet to come *8th grade dance* but probably the april 4th dance last year...or the vday dance this year
[ .057. ] favorite memory: hmmm...wow that's so hard. i have so many wonderful memories. most recent in my mind was laurinburg fps competition =D =D =D
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: last dance in 6th grade augh haha...or any of them that year really cept for vday dance
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: hmmm wow. i had a REALLY crappy day several weeks ago. otherwise...i think the week of august 24 2002 wins that award.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: probably something with aaron...
Favorites
[ .061. ] number: 7
[ .062. ] clothing brand: anything that no one else has =D. newest addition: arden b. & maxstudio
[ .063. ] shoes: dang. blue, red, 2 pairs of black stilettos, slippers, tennis shoes, 2 pairs of boots, 2 pairs of flip flops
[ .064. ] thing: dang. music or pictures
[ .065. ] tv show: hmm whatever amuses or comforts me
[ .066. ] sport: soccer to play basketball to watch
[ .067. ] vegetable: corn potatoes peas broccoli or carrots =D
[ .068. ] fruit: STRAWBERRIES!
[ .069. ] movie: daaang why must you do this to me! all of the matrixes, the lotr movies, charade, potc, fb'sdo, lots of stuff (sorry for the abbreviations...)
[ .070. ] magazine: ym
[ .073. ] bubblely shakerz: ?!
[ .074. ] gum: i don't like gum
[ .075. ] fish: red snapper
[ .076. ] candy: twix or squiggles
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: pale pink, lavender, blue, black, and white
[ .079. ] season: late spring
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas, vday, and my birthday
[ .081. ] scent: miracle by lancome, or the 2 other perfumes i have...
[ .082. ] singer: AUGH. i cannot begin to list them!
[ .083. ] group: see above...if you know me at all you should have a vague idea
[ .084. ] type of music: almost anything, as long as it has a tune/beat that's more than 3 chords and they can sing
[ .085. ] cereal: cinnamon toast
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my computer or my bed/window setup (you know what i mean if you've been...you know the whole curtain draperies/sheers/four poster deal)
[ .087. ] place to be: traveling or at school
[ .089. ] sub: turkey with swiss lettuce and honey mustard
[ .090. ] junk food: hrrmmm...popcorn probably
[ .091. ] overall food: italian or mexican (although the cuban place we went to in penn was the shiznit!)
[ .092. ] store: wet seal delia*s belk maxstudi knit wit arden b. soho uniquities beanie + cecil...
[ .093. ] shoe brand: haha tough one =p
[ .094. ] fast food: wendy's
[ .095.] restaurant: WOW. that is so hard. alma de cuba, bp, (the french place), five star, s.e.b., 518, harvest moon, i don't know!
[ .096. ] shape: circle
[ .097. ] time of day: whatever time i can be with friends
[ .098. ] pizza topping: chicken and green peppers
[ .099. ] way of getting caffeinated: COKE! can you say SUGAR HIGH (yes that means the soda...not the drug...idiots)
[ .100. ] boys name: walker or clark (totally unbiased i swear!)
[ .101. ] girls name: jacqueline or margarite
[ .102. ] mall: crabtree, or of course lennox in atlanta
[ .103. ] thing to do when you visit your "homeland": that'd be america. but i love traveling to atlanta nyc washington dc and philadelphia!
[ .105. ] board game: clue or monopoly...even though henry/kuntal/john rix killed me in it...
[ .106. ] card game: spit, speed, bs, egyptian ratscrew...yeah the fun stuff =D
[ .107. ] car: bmw or mercedes benz or jaguar convertable
[ .108. ] music video: weezer's island in the sun video version 1...instantly puts a smile on your face! OR yellowcard's ocean avenue
[ .109. ] swear word: shit, probably.
[ .110. ] musical: hmmm dunno...sound of music? phantom of the opera?
[ .111. ] month: may for sure
[ .112. ] cartoon character: don't have one
[ .113. ] radio station: g105
[ .114. ] song: currently? stellastarr's stuff..."blue hair" LOL...hmm what else. bf5 stuff again...the reason...all the stuff from yahoo launch...we can have hour long discussions about it if you so wish!
[ .115. ] letter: tough one. i like C a lot. but also A cause that's good for report cards...and then there's M and G...
[ .116. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .117. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .118. ] rock or r&b: rock (see a pattern?)
[ .119. ] rap or r&b: wow, hmmm. they're both good for dances...
[ .120. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .121. ] rap or r&b: *cough retard you repeated cough*
[ .122. ] rap or metal: metal...as long as they don't lose their voice in the process of recording the song =D
[ .124. ] pop or metal: hrrmmm. they're equally below rock, i guess
[ .125. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .126. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park but i love behind blue eyes...
[ .127. ] tool or korn: neither
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: uhhm neither again
[ .155. ] love or lust: love for shizzle...dizzle. *laughs at self*
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither
[ .159. ] garbage or no doubt: after all those neithers, can i have one both? pretty please?
[ .160. ] friends or seinfeld: friends
[ .161. ] diamond or pearl: diamond
[ .162. ] being HOT or COLD: HOT for sure! but cold is nice to bundle up for, too
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither...
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls!
[ .165. ] football or basketball: basketball...i'm sorry but football is pointless!
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: hmm tough one. ice skating or gymnastics? i dunno...
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing
[ .168. ] bath or shower, morning or night: is this a joint or seperate question? i'll take it as seperate... shower and both for different reasons: morning for waking up to the beautiful day on the weekends or days with no school, OR going to school and going to the gym and seeing people...well friends for the first time...special people yeah...and nights for going out with friends on non school-nights and staying up a lot later than i should talking to chris on IM on school nights...DID THAT MAKE ANY SENSE?!
[ .169. ] black or white: hmm tough one. i love both!
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: dark green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] abecrombie or Hollister: *hacking* do i HAVE to?!
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: ditto
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: communion wine & champagne, yeah buddy
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: private line, thank you very much =D
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or din dino: scooby i guess
[ .181. ] old school pink ranger or old school yellow ranger: ^_- no thanks
[ .182. ] lizzie mcguire or that's so raven: lizzie! although she's getting on my nerves...
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: ear piercings...but nothing more
[ .184 ] pink or red: pink
[ .185. ] peck on the lips or frenching: hmmm both thanks
Private life
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: mmhmm
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: well...duh!
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i always love my friends...but in the way you mean it, yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: of course
hey 190's missing <
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 2
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none in the breaking up way...but as far as friends backstabbing, losing friends, never being able to see people...a TON
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: hmmm there are lots of good ones. but then again, there's no way to sum up love because it's a feeling so much bigger than you...
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: haha so special...but aren't we all in fps?! yeah a lot of people probably think he's a lot weirder than he is...really funny & smart...very attentative and caring and reliable...i could go on...and on...and on
[ .196. ] first thing you notice about the opposite sex: sense of humor (and height, i admit)
[ .197. ] best weight for the opposite sex: not obese...
[ .198. ] best first date location: hmmm i dunno. movies probably not cause you can't really talk. probably just hanging out at your house...goin outside and stuff
[ .199. ] best first kiss location: outside =D
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality...of course
[ .202. ] are you still friends: with my bf? heck yes i can talk to him bout ANYTHING...and as for ex's or whatever...yes with all of them...even though i don't really talk to mac or aaron...at all haha
[ .203. ] do you smoke: NEVER
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: EVER EVER EVER (continuation from above)
wow this is missing alot of #'s <
[ .208. ] if you could change your appearance, how could you change it? a bit shorter probably
[ .210. ] can ex's be friends: walker & me, shea & me...do i need to say any more?
[ .211. ] internal conflicts: worrying way too much...
[ .212. ] how many pillows do you sleep with: 5...well 7 if you count the ones i made =p
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes...of course
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: i said yes.
Would You Ever
[ .215. ] bungee jump: mmhmm
[ .216. ] sky dive: uhhm...probably
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: I HAVE! IN THE WILD! that's what you get for going to a secluded beach =D ohhh man so amazing...
[ .218. ] scuba dive: of course
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: eewwww no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never
[ .222. ] kill yourself: depends on the situation very seriously
[ .223. ] race around your neighborhood: uhh of course! lol
[ .224. ] drink pee: i hope it never comes down to that...so no
[ .225. ] lie for personal gain: white lies?
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: actaully...i haven't ever TRULY LIED to them cept when i told them i saw XMen2 instead of the Matrix: Reloaded...O=)
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: i don't need strangers...ok sorry...hmmm for money? on a dare? not on the lips though...
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: HAHA no.
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: you mean RUN!!! and no.
[ .230. ] streak: in a very very very secluded place...for large sums of money
People You Know
[ .231. ] best friend(s): sally of course!
[ .232. ] known longest: sally...and shea & walker
[ .233. ] who drives you insane after a while: hahaha hmmm...scott probably
[ .234. ] can be superman: errr...dunno
[ .235. ] can play the guitar by ear: kate
[ .236. ] can play the piano by ear: moi of course!
[ .237. ] slowest: when the inner blonde strikes, we can all be stupid!
[ .238. ] prettiest: we are beautiful, no matter what they say...haha
[ .239. ] craziest: ME! and sally...and shea...
missing again
[ .241. ] shyest: hrrrmmm...shy & i don't mix that well...haha
[ .242. ] best hair: ME! i'm sorry...but i love it...haha...oh and of COURSE chris...
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: everyone...sally, shea, chris, shelly...
[ .244. ] best eyes: haha ask chris. i don't wanna say ME again...lol...otherwise...hmmm. everyone's eyes are cool!
[ .245. ] most germaphobin: DOES THAT MEAN PARANOID ABOUT GERMS?! IF SO THAT'S SO DEFINITELY SALLY!!! haha but i love ya anyway
[ .246. ] most athletic: anne
[ .247. ] sex symbol: i don't think of any of my friends that way...or anyone...haha
[ .248. ] hot tempered: sally...and shea...but girls are SUPPOSED to have PMS...with shea it's just scary! but i love you both so much anyway!
[ .249. ] most impatient: haha me sometimes...but otherwise probably scott
[ .250. ] shortest: henry sabu will colin...no nvm not colin
[ .251. ] tallest: *sigh* me...=(
[ .252. ] talented: everyone for different reasons! we are all SO talented =D (for real)
[ .253. ] best singer: sally
[ .254. ] skinniest: MICHELLE haha
[ .255. ] nicest: ashley or adam
[ .256. ] best personality: ahhh everyone!
[ .257. ] online the most: moi...*shame* haha
Have You Ever
[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: YES! =D haha in french! lol chris...and the funny thing is...never had to say the words...lol we're smart like that =D
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yes
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: off of coke (the soda) YES...sugar high...fps competition...*falls over*
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: attempted to in the snow with shea...surprised i'm still alive? yeah, me too...
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope
[ .265. ] stolen anything: haha i guess
[ .266. ] fallen asleep in the movie theatre: no but uhhm *COUGH ANDREA COUGH* i know people who have...lol
[ .267. ] went to go shopping, only to find you had no money on you: i've discovered i have like less than i thought i did, but i bum off of kate =D
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES! lots of people. =D
[ .270. ] cooked (well): all the time...
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: not on the mouth
[ .273. ] failed a class: nope of course not lol
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: hahaha mrs. brooks is a kid at heart so no! haha jk...
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah lots
[ .276. ] been to another country: no *shame*
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: my parents...mrs. chapman...i think that's it
[ .278. ] got pulled over: haha not yet =p
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yeah
[ .280. ] burned a cd: TONS
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: in nyc yah
[ .282. ] lost money: who hasn't *sob*
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: *grin*
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: wha huh? oh i get it...no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no...oh wait maybe xan (on the cheek)
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: counting hugh & sophie? yes
Opinions
[ .287. ] what do you think... about pop music: if they can sing and it's a good tune, it's fine
[ .288. ] about boy bands: not POP boy bands...blegh...
[ .289. ] about flag burning: R-E-S-P-E-C-T people, come ON!
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: someone's gotta do it...
[ .291. ] about suicide: so sad and pointless and stupid...
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: if they don't resepct your opinions, you can't respect theirs...
[ .293. ] about abortion: depends on the situation...i mean what if you were raped? (haha ok chris so maybe i do say that a lot...but i got it from sally! haha)
[ .294. ] about racism: didn't your parents teach you ANYTHING?!
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: abroad for a year after college and before grad school. yup yup.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: shea, sally, walker, chris, you know, everyone...haha
What Did You Do
[ .297. ] your last birthday: had a huge house party
[ .298. ] yesterday: toured UPenn & Haverford, went shopping, went out to breakfast, lunch, & dinner (all in Philly)
[ .299. ] last weekend: FPS COMPETITION!!! and Pennsylvania
[ .300. ] Christmas: huge christmas eve party, as always
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to grandparents'
[ .302. ] new year's: went out to dinner and then to dessert and then stayed up late
[ .304. ] easter: *will be wishing i were at the beach* going to church and, surprise, dinner party
[ .305. ] valentine's day: movie with julian & sally (ok so the day before...but then sally & i had a sleepover)
First
[ .306. ] thoughts when waking up: *BIG SMILE*
[ .307. ] kiss (ever): hahahhahaha kindergarten...
[ .308. ] kiss (with opposite sex): real kiss? that i count? february 28, 2003
[ .309. ] screen name: cmabe123...i was so uncreative
[ .310. ] self purchased album: hmmm...hold on let me look...i think it was GC...
[ .311. ] enemy/bully: nadia/patricia/anne m.
[ .312. ] big trip: the out-west trip when i was like 4
[ .313. ] sport you played: soccer
[ .314. ] word: shoe (hey, look where it got me...*shoes pour out of closet*)
[ .315. ] toy: a BOOK. yeah, that's right. actually i dunno, but that's probably the truth. NO WAIT...blankie!
Right now
[ .316. ] what are you eating: last thing i had was a sub from subway! mmm!
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: coke from subway earlier
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: nightshirt...haha
[ .319. ] any shoes on: *feet shiver* no
[ .320. ] hair: down & curly
[ .321. ] listening: Silhouettes by Smile Empty Soul
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: it's past midnight and chris is grounded, so no
[ .323. ] sleepy yet: nah (surprisingly)
Just Answer It
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: nope
[ .325. ] do you like cows: why not!
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: sometimes...but not for real...i mean i feel awful if i'm mean in any way...lol
[ .327. ] are you artistic: very haha
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: a crap load. like 75 total but 55 on my site...
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: haha i can beat adam! (he's on track...) AND i was barefooted and in jeans...HAH!
[ .330. ] can you ski: never been...*shame*
[ .331. ] are you british: i can pretend ;-)
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: who doesn't...
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: HAHA YES! remember..."hey people are calling me...i mean i always hear people calling me...wait this could be a bad thing" lol shea & chris...
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: i didn't OWN any barbies.
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: uhhhm. i dunno?
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: DAMN STRAIGHT. except...it was written my lewis carroll. so technically HE was on acid when he wrote it and DISNEY was on acid when they agreed to make a movie of it.
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY! i am so insane you have no idea...well if you've ever seen me on my sugar high at midnight...you do.
[ .341. ] are you short: ick i wish...haha actually i don't. just chop off an inch or so, please?
[ .342. ] are you tall: TOO tall.
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: errr. yes. hahahaha. well it's not mine. it's just in my drawer...of clothes i never wear...haha
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: nope
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: my dad's scared of the ones in the wizard of oz, btw...
[ .346. ] are you evil: YES! but in the most loving way possible =D
[ .347. ] are you secretly from another planet: yes, the planet of my brain...haha
[ .348. ] do you feel the word "persons" contributes to or detracts from the english language: what? i couldn't care less...but it does bother me
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: yeah cause i NEVER get enough sleep. EVER.
[ .350. ] do you dream at night: every night...and i remember them too
[ .351. ] do you associate crying with pain: pain of different kinds...but sometimes tears can mean something beyond the negative
[ .352. ] do you look for love forever or for now: i've found it for now
The Last
[ .353. ] car you rode in: the shark (hahaha)
[ .354. ] website you visited: yahoo launch
[ .355. ] show you watched: HBO last night...haha star wars...
[ .356. ] show you taped: wow i don't tape shows...i have HBO...
[ .357. ] movie rented: i dunno...something from cable
[ .358. ] movie seen: star wars
[ .359. ] song you heard: meant to live, and right now my band...but it's late at night so i'm changing it again...to White Trash Beautiful (never heard it we'll see how it goes)
[ .360. ] time you sang out loud: here without you
[ .362. ] thing you downloaded onto your computer: O=) no downloads pour moi!
[ .363. ] person you talked to: daddy
[ .364. ] person you kissed: mmm...
[ .365. ] person you fucked: we already covered the whole i'm-a-virgin thing...
[ .366. ] person you cried to: chris but that was like 2 weeks ago...life is beautiful now.
[ .367. ] person you called: shea i think
[ .368. ] person who called you: shea haha
[ .369. ] person you talked talk to on the phone for more than an hour: scott or sally or shea
For or Against
[ .370. ] long distance relationships: FOR! everyone should have at least one i swear
[ .371. ] using someone: anti
[ .372. ] killing people: against
[ .373. ] smoking: so not for
[ .374. ] driving drunk: entirely hate
[ .375. ] gay/lesbian relationship: for, but not for me. i mean...respect people, here.
If I Were A(n)..
[ .376. ] month I would be: may! of course!
[ .377. ] day of the week I would be: friday cause then everyone would love me!
[ .378. ] time of day I would be: 6.00pm
[ .379. ] planet I would be: hmmm...good question. whatever is beyond earth...lol
[ .380. ] sea animal I would be: harp seal! THEY ARE SO CUTE!
[ .381. ] direction I would be: south east =D
[ .382. ] piece of furniture I would be: my bed
[ .383. ] liquid I would be: coke
[ .384. ] stone I would be: diamond
[ .385. ] tree I would be: willow or bradford pear
[ .386. ] bird I would be: hummingbird or canary
[ .387. ] flower I would be: whatever is always in my house...haha
[ .388. ] kind of weather I would be: sunny and warm with a cool breeze in late spring with clear blue skies and wisps of perfectly white clouds...
[ .389. ] musical instrument I would be: piano
[ .390. ] animal I would be: poodle...haha...NOT with a stupid haircut though lol
[ .391. ] color, I would be: black white or blue
[ .392. ] emotion, I would be: love excitement accomplishment or nostalgia
[ .393. ] fruit, I would be: strawberry
[ .394. ] sound, I would be: music
[ .395. ] element, I would be: water
[ .396. ] book, I would be written by: sharon creech
[ .397. ] food, I would be: comfort food
[ .398. ] material, I would be: glass
[ .399. ] taste I would be: rich
[ .400. ] word, I would be: love
[ .401. ] object, I would be: diary
[ .402. ] body part I would be: mouth
[ .403. ] facial expression I would be: smile
[ .404. ] celebrity I would be: hmmm good one. uma or drew probably
More
[ .405. ] your best physical feature: we all have good days and bad days...depending, my hair, eyes, or smile
[ .406. ] are you a pack rat: YES hahaha
[ .407. ] purse essentials: it's huge...you know. so agenda, all pens & pencils, camera, money, ID cards, and lipgloss and hair rubberbands
[ .408. ] heavy or light drinker: stupid people...
[ .409. ] ever said "LOL" in real life without thinking about it: YES haha i'm awful
[ .410. ] are you superstitious: yeah, lift your feet under a bridge with a train on it is the main thing
[ .411. ] is your room messy: heaven forbid! no
[ .412. ] what do you smell like: vanilla
[ .413. ] are you organized: way too organized according to some people...haha
[ .414. ] are you ticklish: NO. isn't that amazing?!
[ .415. ] have you always known what you were going to be?: i've always had ambitions, but they change
[ .416. ] classes being taken: french III language arts geometry sewing II social studies science and fps
[ .417. ] you know i'm around when you hear: my voice =D
[ .418. ] how old do you wanna be when you're married?: 25
[ .419. ] simple or extravagent wedding: extravagent!!!
[ .420. ] how many kids: 1-3
[ .421. ] 3 things that scare you: guns, cancer, and being alone
[ .422. ] 3 things I love: my pets, my family, and my friends
[ .423. ] 3 things I hate: i don't hate anyone! haha chris (no i don't hate chris, that was haha chris as in a joke with him...hahaha)
[ .424. ] 3 things I dont understand: hatred, not caring, and sadness
[ .425. ] 3 things I want: i have everything i want...i mean really...
[ .426. ] 3 things that bother you : stupid people, immature people, and people who don't care
[ .427. ] 3 things I can do: play piano, play soccer, and get good grades...on a more serious level: listen, care, and love
[ .428. ] 3 things I can't do: drive, play trumpet, and uhhmm...play football? i dunno...
[ .429. ] do you have reoccuring dreams: yes but different variations
[ .430. ] do you sleep with socks on: nope
[ .431. ] do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge: lick...
[ .432. ] do you wear hats: haha i did today! my new one =D
[ .433. ] do you care about looks: to a point...but not obsessively
[ .434. ] do you read the newspaper: yeah most of the time
[ .435. ] do you wish/pray for love: i must have done a good job cause it found me =D
[ .436. ] do you consider love a mistake: for some people...and eventually we will all make that mistake
[ .437. ] do you believe in love: yes
[ .438. ] do you believe in Heaven: yes
[ .439. ] do you believe in God: yes
[ .440. ] time now: 12.43am...what...i unpacked...and listened to music...and wrote in my diary...haha
but before i begin--i forgot to tell you guys about how on friday morning i skipped first with shea & ross...I MEAN "i slept late because i knew for fps i'd be staying up past midnight and everyone was in france". we went to acting II which chris & betty are in...FUN STUFF. anyway...
so we were supposed to leave at 8.00 on sunday morning, but we're the mabe family...we left around 9.45 =D. stopped in fredricksburg (sp?) for lunch at this really cool place...but i got all teared up because my parents were asking about fps and i couldn't talk about it yet...still all sentimental and crap about it being over...*sigh* and only kate caught on to the whole chris thing...she's so smart! haha
so yeah we got to philly in the evening around 6.00 or something...lotta bad traffic. we stayed at the sherraton rittenhouse square hotel...it was so modern and cool and there were flowers EVERYWHERE and it smelled really really good...kate & i had our own room and it had stairs in it...is that not the shiznit?! so then we "rested" before walking around...that's when i filled kate in about chris...she was like sounds like garrett (her bf) and so we were thinking of all this cool stuff we could do together...ok maybe that's just me but MY SISTER IS COOL!
hmm what else. we walked around, scouting out eating places/shopping places. (we already had reservations for that night though) AND WHO SAID I NEEDED TO GO TO FRANCE?! we went to bourraire perrier (sp? for the first thing...it was really long haha) and it was so nice. like 5 course 3 hour nice. but so much fun...(oh yeah did i ever mention jensen wasn't there? on the entire trip? mmHMM). anyway the entire menu was in french and the servers talked in french and we talked in french half the time...=D. so then we went back to the hotel and crashed...i mean you'd be tired, too!
woke up at 8.00 to get ready to tour UPenn. (NOT PENN STATE haha long story). first we got breakfast at cosi but all i got was a hot chocolate...it was SO DARN COLD! i mean *brrr* we were freezing...wind chill SUCKS. but that's ok, UPenn was absolutely gorgeous. it's kate's favorite along with swarthmore. i like it a lot too but i'd have some major issues with the weather, haha. then we went to lunch at the white dog and again, there were these 2 french professors sitting right next to us at lunch and they talked french all the way through...so we talked a bit to them...seeeee i get the french experience, too!! anyway after that we went to haverford...which we disliked strongly. maybe cause of the tour guide...but anyway.
came back and WENT SHOPPING. sorry this was my favorite part...did i mention there is no clothes tax in pennsylvania? soo hmmm we went to knit wit, arden b., and max studio. knit wit was closing so we didn't have time to get anything, but arden b. we went crazy. i got a jacket, 2 skirts, a shirt, a hat, and a pair of earrings. and kate got jeans and my mom got a jacket for jensen. so yeah i have a skirt for easter and skirt for lisa's wedding now! yesss! then in max studio i'd seen the dress from the window on sunday night...and we went in and got it! yay! it's for the 8th grade dance, obviously. BUT NONE OF YOU CAN SEE IT! it's really really different...not at all like anything else anyone got...it's very tailored and stuff...but yeah very happy about that =D.
went home and crashed again...but not before kate & i were totally crazy and watched some TV...and realized how bad some movie effects were in the 1990's...lol
this morning was swarthmore...GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS. it wasn't as cold either! yay! it's kate's other favorite. hmmm and then we started home...CRAPPY TRAFFIC holy crap. we stopped at georgetown university and i decided that is most definitely where i wanna go, without a doubt. i mean if i had to chose now...
so yeah it was such a long ride home. but now i'm here. exhausted. i wish i could go to the beach with chris but i can't cause it's maundy thursday/good friday/easter...>_<. and i can't wait for sally to get back! i'll have a lot of explainin to do...haha
tomorrow i think i'm goin somewhere with shea andrea and whoever else wants to come. chris got grounded somehow while i was gone...so we'll see what happens.
i am SO exhausted. so, for the first time in a week, i am going to SLEEP IN TOMORROW and GET MORE THAN 6 HOURS OF SLEEP! whoo go me!
au revoir! je t'adore!
HAHA jk. PLUS THIS! (i have no life) stole it from michelle...
Introduction
[ .001. ] first name: charlotte
[ .002. ] last name: it is what it is...GO AWAY STALKERS!
[ .003. ] nickname(s)/alias(es): char, charlie, sharly, char la la, charlizzle...
[ .004. ] gender: female
[ .005. ] birthday: 4.23 (whoo less than a month! go buy me something! or just come to my paarrrtaaay....)
[ .006. ] age: 13
[ .007. ] place of birth: raleigh
[ .008. ] height: 5'9"...curse of the tall gene
[ .009. ] hair color: blonde with natural varying brown & white blonde highlights
[ .010. ] eye color: haha chris examined them the other day i'm sure he knows better than i do...green blue grey...ish
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] nationality: american...but traced back to scotch irish dutch swedish english...all that
[ .013. ] do you have braces: NOT ANYMORE =D
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: really really really long and thick...haha as chris discovered
[ .015. ] languages spoken: english & french...and ESPN WITH SHEA! jk
[ .016. ] current location: at my desk
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: taurus
[ .018. ] siblings: 2 big sisters, 17 & 19, kate's the COOL ONE (17) and then there's jensen...who's decent i guess...(SHE'S DECIDED TO STOP DYING HER HAIR BLONDE! YAY!)
[ .019. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither!
[ .020. ] bad habits: probably worrying enough for the entire world. uhhm other than that? being brought to tears easily...
[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want: no more
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: none...
[ .025. ] today's date: 4.06.04 (HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILL!!!)
[ .026. ] the time: 10.56pm (je n'ai pas une vie...)
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: *yawn* what else...
Family
[ .028. ] mother's name: walker (family name...don't ask...I KNOW IT'S WEIRD!)
[ .029. ] father's name: john (how boring)
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: n/a
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none...
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): kate & jensen
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: travis & peggy from my mom's side
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: hrrrmmm...cameron
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: grandmother on my mom's side
[ .036. ] worst relative: my cousins on my dad's side...the younger ones...the evil ones...
[ .037. ] best relative: everyone on my mom's side! and lisa
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: we argue, like all children & parents. but they are awesome!
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: yes
Pets
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: mmhmm
[ .041. ] what are their names: hugh & sophie
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dogs, black & white standard poodles (that means the BIG kind...and NO stupid poofy haircuts or crap...)
School
[ .043. ] are you still in high school: only like...4 more months! aaahhhh!
[ .044. ] if so, what school: ligon right now
[ .045. ] future school(s): enloe...and then georgetown or something
[ .046. ] did you ever drop out: nope never will
[ .047. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: at least a 4.0...
[ .048. ] favorite grade: hmmm tough one. each year of middle school for different reasons...but i LOVE this year =D (8th)
[ .049. ] least favorite grade: all of elementary school
[ .050. ] favorite subject: social studies, math, language arts, french, fps.... (minus mrs. chapman for french)
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: science AT SCHOOL...but i love thinking about it
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: lunch? what lunch?
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: could have but didn't...
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: as chris says, too many and that's why i'm stressed...soccer, piano, fps, and many more...
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: got lots of friends & know most everyone! that's enough for me
[ .056. ] favorite dance: hmmm i think the best is yet to come *8th grade dance* but probably the april 4th dance last year...or the vday dance this year
[ .057. ] favorite memory: hmmm...wow that's so hard. i have so many wonderful memories. most recent in my mind was laurinburg fps competition =D =D =D
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: last dance in 6th grade augh haha...or any of them that year really cept for vday dance
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: hmmm wow. i had a REALLY crappy day several weeks ago. otherwise...i think the week of august 24 2002 wins that award.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: probably something with aaron...
Favorites
[ .061. ] number: 7
[ .062. ] clothing brand: anything that no one else has =D. newest addition: arden b. & maxstudio
[ .063. ] shoes: dang. blue, red, 2 pairs of black stilettos, slippers, tennis shoes, 2 pairs of boots, 2 pairs of flip flops
[ .064. ] thing: dang. music or pictures
[ .065. ] tv show: hmm whatever amuses or comforts me
[ .066. ] sport: soccer to play basketball to watch
[ .067. ] vegetable: corn potatoes peas broccoli or carrots =D
[ .068. ] fruit: STRAWBERRIES!
[ .069. ] movie: daaang why must you do this to me! all of the matrixes, the lotr movies, charade, potc, fb'sdo, lots of stuff (sorry for the abbreviations...)
[ .070. ] magazine: ym
[ .073. ] bubblely shakerz: ?!
[ .074. ] gum: i don't like gum
[ .075. ] fish: red snapper
[ .076. ] candy: twix or squiggles
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: pale pink, lavender, blue, black, and white
[ .079. ] season: late spring
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas, vday, and my birthday
[ .081. ] scent: miracle by lancome, or the 2 other perfumes i have...
[ .082. ] singer: AUGH. i cannot begin to list them!
[ .083. ] group: see above...if you know me at all you should have a vague idea
[ .084. ] type of music: almost anything, as long as it has a tune/beat that's more than 3 chords and they can sing
[ .085. ] cereal: cinnamon toast
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my computer or my bed/window setup (you know what i mean if you've been...you know the whole curtain draperies/sheers/four poster deal)
[ .087. ] place to be: traveling or at school
[ .089. ] sub: turkey with swiss lettuce and honey mustard
[ .090. ] junk food: hrrmmm...popcorn probably
[ .091. ] overall food: italian or mexican (although the cuban place we went to in penn was the shiznit!)
[ .092. ] store: wet seal delia*s belk maxstudi knit wit arden b. soho uniquities beanie + cecil...
[ .093. ] shoe brand: haha tough one =p
[ .094. ] fast food: wendy's
[ .095.] restaurant: WOW. that is so hard. alma de cuba, bp, (the french place), five star, s.e.b., 518, harvest moon, i don't know!
[ .096. ] shape: circle
[ .097. ] time of day: whatever time i can be with friends
[ .098. ] pizza topping: chicken and green peppers
[ .099. ] way of getting caffeinated: COKE! can you say SUGAR HIGH (yes that means the soda...not the drug...idiots)
[ .100. ] boys name: walker or clark (totally unbiased i swear!)
[ .101. ] girls name: jacqueline or margarite
[ .102. ] mall: crabtree, or of course lennox in atlanta
[ .103. ] thing to do when you visit your "homeland": that'd be america. but i love traveling to atlanta nyc washington dc and philadelphia!
[ .105. ] board game: clue or monopoly...even though henry/kuntal/john rix killed me in it...
[ .106. ] card game: spit, speed, bs, egyptian ratscrew...yeah the fun stuff =D
[ .107. ] car: bmw or mercedes benz or jaguar convertable
[ .108. ] music video: weezer's island in the sun video version 1...instantly puts a smile on your face! OR yellowcard's ocean avenue
[ .109. ] swear word: shit, probably.
[ .110. ] musical: hmmm dunno...sound of music? phantom of the opera?
[ .111. ] month: may for sure
[ .112. ] cartoon character: don't have one
[ .113. ] radio station: g105
[ .114. ] song: currently? stellastarr's stuff..."blue hair" LOL...hmm what else. bf5 stuff again...the reason...all the stuff from yahoo launch...we can have hour long discussions about it if you so wish!
[ .115. ] letter: tough one. i like C a lot. but also A cause that's good for report cards...and then there's M and G...
[ .116. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .117. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .118. ] rock or r&b: rock (see a pattern?)
[ .119. ] rap or r&b: wow, hmmm. they're both good for dances...
[ .120. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .121. ] rap or r&b: *cough retard you repeated cough*
[ .122. ] rap or metal: metal...as long as they don't lose their voice in the process of recording the song =D
[ .124. ] pop or metal: hrrmmm. they're equally below rock, i guess
[ .125. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .126. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park but i love behind blue eyes...
[ .127. ] tool or korn: neither
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: uhhm neither again
[ .155. ] love or lust: love for shizzle...dizzle. *laughs at self*
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither
[ .159. ] garbage or no doubt: after all those neithers, can i have one both? pretty please?
[ .160. ] friends or seinfeld: friends
[ .161. ] diamond or pearl: diamond
[ .162. ] being HOT or COLD: HOT for sure! but cold is nice to bundle up for, too
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither...
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls!
[ .165. ] football or basketball: basketball...i'm sorry but football is pointless!
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: hmm tough one. ice skating or gymnastics? i dunno...
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing
[ .168. ] bath or shower, morning or night: is this a joint or seperate question? i'll take it as seperate... shower and both for different reasons: morning for waking up to the beautiful day on the weekends or days with no school, OR going to school and going to the gym and seeing people...well friends for the first time...special people yeah...and nights for going out with friends on non school-nights and staying up a lot later than i should talking to chris on IM on school nights...DID THAT MAKE ANY SENSE?!
[ .169. ] black or white: hmm tough one. i love both!
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: dark green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] abecrombie or Hollister: *hacking* do i HAVE to?!
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: ditto
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: communion wine & champagne, yeah buddy
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: private line, thank you very much =D
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or din dino: scooby i guess
[ .181. ] old school pink ranger or old school yellow ranger: ^_- no thanks
[ .182. ] lizzie mcguire or that's so raven: lizzie! although she's getting on my nerves...
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: ear piercings...but nothing more
[ .184 ] pink or red: pink
[ .185. ] peck on the lips or frenching: hmmm both thanks
Private life
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: mmhmm
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: well...duh!
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i always love my friends...but in the way you mean it, yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: of course
hey 190's missing <
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 2
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none in the breaking up way...but as far as friends backstabbing, losing friends, never being able to see people...a TON
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: hmmm there are lots of good ones. but then again, there's no way to sum up love because it's a feeling so much bigger than you...
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: haha so special...but aren't we all in fps?! yeah a lot of people probably think he's a lot weirder than he is...really funny & smart...very attentative and caring and reliable...i could go on...and on...and on
[ .196. ] first thing you notice about the opposite sex: sense of humor (and height, i admit)
[ .197. ] best weight for the opposite sex: not obese...
[ .198. ] best first date location: hmmm i dunno. movies probably not cause you can't really talk. probably just hanging out at your house...goin outside and stuff
[ .199. ] best first kiss location: outside =D
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality...of course
[ .202. ] are you still friends: with my bf? heck yes i can talk to him bout ANYTHING...and as for ex's or whatever...yes with all of them...even though i don't really talk to mac or aaron...at all haha
[ .203. ] do you smoke: NEVER
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: EVER EVER EVER (continuation from above)
wow this is missing alot of #'s <
[ .208. ] if you could change your appearance, how could you change it? a bit shorter probably
[ .210. ] can ex's be friends: walker & me, shea & me...do i need to say any more?
[ .211. ] internal conflicts: worrying way too much...
[ .212. ] how many pillows do you sleep with: 5...well 7 if you count the ones i made =p
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes...of course
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: i said yes.
Would You Ever
[ .215. ] bungee jump: mmhmm
[ .216. ] sky dive: uhhm...probably
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: I HAVE! IN THE WILD! that's what you get for going to a secluded beach =D ohhh man so amazing...
[ .218. ] scuba dive: of course
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: eewwww no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never
[ .222. ] kill yourself: depends on the situation very seriously
[ .223. ] race around your neighborhood: uhh of course! lol
[ .224. ] drink pee: i hope it never comes down to that...so no
[ .225. ] lie for personal gain: white lies?
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: actaully...i haven't ever TRULY LIED to them cept when i told them i saw XMen2 instead of the Matrix: Reloaded...O=)
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: i don't need strangers...ok sorry...hmmm for money? on a dare? not on the lips though...
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: HAHA no.
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: you mean RUN!!! and no.
[ .230. ] streak: in a very very very secluded place...for large sums of money
People You Know
[ .231. ] best friend(s): sally of course!
[ .232. ] known longest: sally...and shea & walker
[ .233. ] who drives you insane after a while: hahaha hmmm...scott probably
[ .234. ] can be superman: errr...dunno
[ .235. ] can play the guitar by ear: kate
[ .236. ] can play the piano by ear: moi of course!
[ .237. ] slowest: when the inner blonde strikes, we can all be stupid!
[ .238. ] prettiest: we are beautiful, no matter what they say...haha
[ .239. ] craziest: ME! and sally...and shea...
missing again
[ .241. ] shyest: hrrrmmm...shy & i don't mix that well...haha
[ .242. ] best hair: ME! i'm sorry...but i love it...haha...oh and of COURSE chris...
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: everyone...sally, shea, chris, shelly...
[ .244. ] best eyes: haha ask chris. i don't wanna say ME again...lol...otherwise...hmmm. everyone's eyes are cool!
[ .245. ] most germaphobin: DOES THAT MEAN PARANOID ABOUT GERMS?! IF SO THAT'S SO DEFINITELY SALLY!!! haha but i love ya anyway
[ .246. ] most athletic: anne
[ .247. ] sex symbol: i don't think of any of my friends that way...or anyone...haha
[ .248. ] hot tempered: sally...and shea...but girls are SUPPOSED to have PMS...with shea it's just scary! but i love you both so much anyway!
[ .249. ] most impatient: haha me sometimes...but otherwise probably scott
[ .250. ] shortest: henry sabu will colin...no nvm not colin
[ .251. ] tallest: *sigh* me...=(
[ .252. ] talented: everyone for different reasons! we are all SO talented =D (for real)
[ .253. ] best singer: sally
[ .254. ] skinniest: MICHELLE haha
[ .255. ] nicest: ashley or adam
[ .256. ] best personality: ahhh everyone!
[ .257. ] online the most: moi...*shame* haha
Have You Ever
[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: YES! =D haha in french! lol chris...and the funny thing is...never had to say the words...lol we're smart like that =D
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yes
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: off of coke (the soda) YES...sugar high...fps competition...*falls over*
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: attempted to in the snow with shea...surprised i'm still alive? yeah, me too...
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope
[ .265. ] stolen anything: haha i guess
[ .266. ] fallen asleep in the movie theatre: no but uhhm *COUGH ANDREA COUGH* i know people who have...lol
[ .267. ] went to go shopping, only to find you had no money on you: i've discovered i have like less than i thought i did, but i bum off of kate =D
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES! lots of people. =D
[ .270. ] cooked (well): all the time...
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: not on the mouth
[ .273. ] failed a class: nope of course not lol
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: hahaha mrs. brooks is a kid at heart so no! haha jk...
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah lots
[ .276. ] been to another country: no *shame*
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: my parents...mrs. chapman...i think that's it
[ .278. ] got pulled over: haha not yet =p
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yeah
[ .280. ] burned a cd: TONS
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: in nyc yah
[ .282. ] lost money: who hasn't *sob*
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: *grin*
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: wha huh? oh i get it...no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no...oh wait maybe xan (on the cheek)
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: counting hugh & sophie? yes
Opinions
[ .287. ] what do you think... about pop music: if they can sing and it's a good tune, it's fine
[ .288. ] about boy bands: not POP boy bands...blegh...
[ .289. ] about flag burning: R-E-S-P-E-C-T people, come ON!
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: someone's gotta do it...
[ .291. ] about suicide: so sad and pointless and stupid...
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: if they don't resepct your opinions, you can't respect theirs...
[ .293. ] about abortion: depends on the situation...i mean what if you were raped? (haha ok chris so maybe i do say that a lot...but i got it from sally! haha)
[ .294. ] about racism: didn't your parents teach you ANYTHING?!
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: abroad for a year after college and before grad school. yup yup.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: shea, sally, walker, chris, you know, everyone...haha
What Did You Do
[ .297. ] your last birthday: had a huge house party
[ .298. ] yesterday: toured UPenn & Haverford, went shopping, went out to breakfast, lunch, & dinner (all in Philly)
[ .299. ] last weekend: FPS COMPETITION!!! and Pennsylvania
[ .300. ] Christmas: huge christmas eve party, as always
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to grandparents'
[ .302. ] new year's: went out to dinner and then to dessert and then stayed up late
[ .304. ] easter: *will be wishing i were at the beach* going to church and, surprise, dinner party
[ .305. ] valentine's day: movie with julian & sally (ok so the day before...but then sally & i had a sleepover)
First
[ .306. ] thoughts when waking up: *BIG SMILE*
[ .307. ] kiss (ever): hahahhahaha kindergarten...
[ .308. ] kiss (with opposite sex): real kiss? that i count? february 28, 2003
[ .309. ] screen name: cmabe123...i was so uncreative
[ .310. ] self purchased album: hmmm...hold on let me look...i think it was GC...
[ .311. ] enemy/bully: nadia/patricia/anne m.
[ .312. ] big trip: the out-west trip when i was like 4
[ .313. ] sport you played: soccer
[ .314. ] word: shoe (hey, look where it got me...*shoes pour out of closet*)
[ .315. ] toy: a BOOK. yeah, that's right. actually i dunno, but that's probably the truth. NO WAIT...blankie!
Right now
[ .316. ] what are you eating: last thing i had was a sub from subway! mmm!
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: coke from subway earlier
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: nightshirt...haha
[ .319. ] any shoes on: *feet shiver* no
[ .320. ] hair: down & curly
[ .321. ] listening: Silhouettes by Smile Empty Soul
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: it's past midnight and chris is grounded, so no
[ .323. ] sleepy yet: nah (surprisingly)
Just Answer It
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: nope
[ .325. ] do you like cows: why not!
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: sometimes...but not for real...i mean i feel awful if i'm mean in any way...lol
[ .327. ] are you artistic: very haha
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: a crap load. like 75 total but 55 on my site...
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: haha i can beat adam! (he's on track...) AND i was barefooted and in jeans...HAH!
[ .330. ] can you ski: never been...*shame*
[ .331. ] are you british: i can pretend ;-)
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: who doesn't...
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: HAHA YES! remember..."hey people are calling me...i mean i always hear people calling me...wait this could be a bad thing" lol shea & chris...
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: i didn't OWN any barbies.
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: uhhhm. i dunno?
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: DAMN STRAIGHT. except...it was written my lewis carroll. so technically HE was on acid when he wrote it and DISNEY was on acid when they agreed to make a movie of it.
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY! i am so insane you have no idea...well if you've ever seen me on my sugar high at midnight...you do.
[ .341. ] are you short: ick i wish...haha actually i don't. just chop off an inch or so, please?
[ .342. ] are you tall: TOO tall.
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: errr. yes. hahahaha. well it's not mine. it's just in my drawer...of clothes i never wear...haha
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: nope
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: my dad's scared of the ones in the wizard of oz, btw...
[ .346. ] are you evil: YES! but in the most loving way possible =D
[ .347. ] are you secretly from another planet: yes, the planet of my brain...haha
[ .348. ] do you feel the word "persons" contributes to or detracts from the english language: what? i couldn't care less...but it does bother me
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: yeah cause i NEVER get enough sleep. EVER.
[ .350. ] do you dream at night: every night...and i remember them too
[ .351. ] do you associate crying with pain: pain of different kinds...but sometimes tears can mean something beyond the negative
[ .352. ] do you look for love forever or for now: i've found it for now
The Last
[ .353. ] car you rode in: the shark (hahaha)
[ .354. ] website you visited: yahoo launch
[ .355. ] show you watched: HBO last night...haha star wars...
[ .356. ] show you taped: wow i don't tape shows...i have HBO...
[ .357. ] movie rented: i dunno...something from cable
[ .358. ] movie seen: star wars
[ .359. ] song you heard: meant to live, and right now my band...but it's late at night so i'm changing it again...to White Trash Beautiful (never heard it we'll see how it goes)
[ .360. ] time you sang out loud: here without you
[ .362. ] thing you downloaded onto your computer: O=) no downloads pour moi!
[ .363. ] person you talked to: daddy
[ .364. ] person you kissed: mmm...
[ .365. ] person you fucked: we already covered the whole i'm-a-virgin thing...
[ .366. ] person you cried to: chris but that was like 2 weeks ago...life is beautiful now.
[ .367. ] person you called: shea i think
[ .368. ] person who called you: shea haha
[ .369. ] person you talked talk to on the phone for more than an hour: scott or sally or shea
For or Against
[ .370. ] long distance relationships: FOR! everyone should have at least one i swear
[ .371. ] using someone: anti
[ .372. ] killing people: against
[ .373. ] smoking: so not for
[ .374. ] driving drunk: entirely hate
[ .375. ] gay/lesbian relationship: for, but not for me. i mean...respect people, here.
If I Were A(n)..
[ .376. ] month I would be: may! of course!
[ .377. ] day of the week I would be: friday cause then everyone would love me!
[ .378. ] time of day I would be: 6.00pm
[ .379. ] planet I would be: hmmm...good question. whatever is beyond earth...lol
[ .380. ] sea animal I would be: harp seal! THEY ARE SO CUTE!
[ .381. ] direction I would be: south east =D
[ .382. ] piece of furniture I would be: my bed
[ .383. ] liquid I would be: coke
[ .384. ] stone I would be: diamond
[ .385. ] tree I would be: willow or bradford pear
[ .386. ] bird I would be: hummingbird or canary
[ .387. ] flower I would be: whatever is always in my house...haha
[ .388. ] kind of weather I would be: sunny and warm with a cool breeze in late spring with clear blue skies and wisps of perfectly white clouds...
[ .389. ] musical instrument I would be: piano
[ .390. ] animal I would be: poodle...haha...NOT with a stupid haircut though lol
[ .391. ] color, I would be: black white or blue
[ .392. ] emotion, I would be: love excitement accomplishment or nostalgia
[ .393. ] fruit, I would be: strawberry
[ .394. ] sound, I would be: music
[ .395. ] element, I would be: water
[ .396. ] book, I would be written by: sharon creech
[ .397. ] food, I would be: comfort food
[ .398. ] material, I would be: glass
[ .399. ] taste I would be: rich
[ .400. ] word, I would be: love
[ .401. ] object, I would be: diary
[ .402. ] body part I would be: mouth
[ .403. ] facial expression I would be: smile
[ .404. ] celebrity I would be: hmmm good one. uma or drew probably
More
[ .405. ] your best physical feature: we all have good days and bad days...depending, my hair, eyes, or smile
[ .406. ] are you a pack rat: YES hahaha
[ .407. ] purse essentials: it's huge...you know. so agenda, all pens & pencils, camera, money, ID cards, and lipgloss and hair rubberbands
[ .408. ] heavy or light drinker: stupid people...
[ .409. ] ever said "LOL" in real life without thinking about it: YES haha i'm awful
[ .410. ] are you superstitious: yeah, lift your feet under a bridge with a train on it is the main thing
[ .411. ] is your room messy: heaven forbid! no
[ .412. ] what do you smell like: vanilla
[ .413. ] are you organized: way too organized according to some people...haha
[ .414. ] are you ticklish: NO. isn't that amazing?!
[ .415. ] have you always known what you were going to be?: i've always had ambitions, but they change
[ .416. ] classes being taken: french III language arts geometry sewing II social studies science and fps
[ .417. ] you know i'm around when you hear: my voice =D
[ .418. ] how old do you wanna be when you're married?: 25
[ .419. ] simple or extravagent wedding: extravagent!!!
[ .420. ] how many kids: 1-3
[ .421. ] 3 things that scare you: guns, cancer, and being alone
[ .422. ] 3 things I love: my pets, my family, and my friends
[ .423. ] 3 things I hate: i don't hate anyone! haha chris (no i don't hate chris, that was haha chris as in a joke with him...hahaha)
[ .424. ] 3 things I dont understand: hatred, not caring, and sadness
[ .425. ] 3 things I want: i have everything i want...i mean really...
[ .426. ] 3 things that bother you : stupid people, immature people, and people who don't care
[ .427. ] 3 things I can do: play piano, play soccer, and get good grades...on a more serious level: listen, care, and love
[ .428. ] 3 things I can't do: drive, play trumpet, and uhhmm...play football? i dunno...
[ .429. ] do you have reoccuring dreams: yes but different variations
[ .430. ] do you sleep with socks on: nope
[ .431. ] do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge: lick...
[ .432. ] do you wear hats: haha i did today! my new one =D
[ .433. ] do you care about looks: to a point...but not obsessively
[ .434. ] do you read the newspaper: yeah most of the time
[ .435. ] do you wish/pray for love: i must have done a good job cause it found me =D
[ .436. ] do you consider love a mistake: for some people...and eventually we will all make that mistake
[ .437. ] do you believe in love: yes
[ .438. ] do you believe in Heaven: yes
[ .439. ] do you believe in God: yes
[ .440. ] time now: 12.43am...what...i unpacked...and listened to music...and wrote in my diary...haha
Posted by char at 10:31 PM
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4.04.2004
ok i did my infamous nap thing again but considering i hadn't had any sleep or food in 48 hours that's ok. i crashed at 7.30 just lying on my bed in the middle of packing jus thinking about a lot of stuff with the metal and trying to feel good about everything...which i do...i'm just so sad it's over. so i guess i should start explainining, huh?
hmm, where to begin. considering that for the past month i've kept a huge secret...no one but scott, andrea, & shea know what i'm bout to talk about...so honestly it's not out of the blue with this person...but it seems like it is. as a friend we've only truly known each other for almost 3 months...but we've become such good friends in that time. but back to the beginning.
yesterday (was it just yesterday?) i was so psyched...all during math (my last class of the day) i just couldn't even listen...which is pretty weird cause i'm never like that...hahaha i think i developed ADD from being around my team too much! anyway, when it was time to go we all were waiting outside...i got chris's walkman for the trip...and then we got in our cars. i was with emil albert zach adam & bennett on the way up...and we listened to music until emil had the genious *ahem* idea of playing geography...ooooh man. enough said. so we got there and had lunch...which i was so nervous i couldn't eat...i ate a half of a half of a sandwich...haha. and then i got the drinks from my table mixed up and left with chris's suicide (if you're clueless: a mixture of practically all of the soft drinks that's...REALLY concentrated) and i had some of that and it definitely made me sick later when added to nerves bout the book and nerves about him. this is the point at which mrs. brooks yelled at me because i wasn't wearing my shirt yet ^_^. so yeah we went to the hotel...i roomed with meghan & laura. we just had time to change...all of us even though mrs. brooks didn't know i wasn't the only one not wearing my shirt lol...and then we went to st. andrew's (college) for competition. so before hand we were outside in the courtyard and as if the suicide and the nerves about the book & competition aren't enough...chris is like "hmm well yeah i've known the entire time...been playin stupid..." AUGH why do guys do that...haha i mean it's ok...but still. *hmph* so yeah we had to go in and listen to the guy talk for 2 hours or whatever and my nerves were just building and building and building...man oooh man this ENTIRE weekend i had sooo many butterflies in my stomach with all that went on. so we finally got to go to our rooms...but wait, what's this? our room is seperated from everyone's and it'd dark & locked & not reserved...so they put us in the freakin psychology wing! i mean what the heck...in all the rooms around us there were tons of 1-way mirrors and padded walls...so yeah we worked in the corner of this hall place...and so it began. it was THE BEST EVER...it was only our third book together...and our last (but i'll get to that later) and it was so wonderful...the fuzzy just clicked with us...we knew exactly what to do...within 10 minutes i had written 2 challenges already (when i normal write 1 in 20) and we were going over the rough draft of the UP! we worked so hard...i exhausted my brain quite literally...and the flourescent lighting was awful...and i was shaking the entire time...and still sick feeling...so we turned them off when chris starting seeing the walls moving...and worked in the dark. you know, whatever floats your boat! so we finished 10 minutes after everyone cause we started 10 minutes late with the whole room fiasco...but we were SO confident about it. meghan felt great about her book, too, but laura thought they'd messed up with a compound UP. i never heard from blake really...so then we went to dinner. adam & i raced down the causeway and i had to go in barefeet and i got shin splints...*tear* but we tied once and i won once...=p. so yeah dinner was good except chris was freaking out about our final solution...we had dinner as a team plus mrs. brooks...fun stuff (even though chr so after dinner i went to the lake that was near us and it was really pretty...i wasn't setting anything up! hahaha...chris just happened to be with me...no really i'm serious. so we talked for a long time...and then walked back to the car behind everyone else...still talking. haha...so we had to do the skit (wow this entry is sooooo long). we did it in my room and the first half of the time we were brainstorming for skits (can you say mad cow disease, intergalactical wars, soap operas) while uhh people uhh fixed my hair (hahaha) and the second half we were alternating between major sugar highs and nearly falling asleep...in the end hannah & i ended up switching places right before we went to bed...haha. so yeah we stayed up til midnight...i think that might have been my favorite part of the trip...i'm not positive though. it was just so much fun cause i love my team...very very much...ok i'll get to that later (again). so yeah we definitely slacked off in the skit though cause we knew we'd place in the book so it was pretty much just...silliness =p haha. oh yeah i'm also trying to decide if it officially started yesterday or today...or well day before yesterday or yesterday (it's after midnight). hmm whatever. so then we went to sleep...except not. we stayed up talking until 1.30 or 2.00 or so. and woke up at 6.30. yes, that'd be 4 and a half hours of "sleep"...i know that i wasn't the only one who couldn't go to sleep without waking up all the time and dreaming and stuff...lol. so this morning (or yesterday morning...lol) we were downstairs for breakfast by 7.00...i was soooo out of it. i had apple juice and that's it. so we rehearsed a bit more, made crabby (long story), made the microphone (and they call us AG kids...) and packed up. pretty hectic at the last minute but we only left 2 minutes late! we got to the auditorium and set up and laura's team was first...jewish & christian rappers...SHE HAS AN IDEA! lirl...we were third. >_< we did OK i guess. some of us got stage fright...*peers in chris's direction* but otherwise it was good...except when i wimped out and skipped some lines that were personally funny to our team but would have just been stupid...haha. so then we packed up...and began to make our way back to the other auditorium (the one for ceremonies) except we had to detour. the detour was fun...haha cept when dr. smith came out and we thought it was gonna be blake...chris & i were like *whistle* hmmm not doing anything...so then we saw the very end of the senior skits...HI MY NAME IS CORRUPTION lol that was great. so we went outside for hot chocolate (it was 70 degrees...weirdos) and cookies...and we sat around talking except then hannah & i went out to this huge field and ran to the hill with all the dandylions...and i wished on a bunch of things and what else. thought of shea! hmm i think that's it for the field...chris and i guess it was adam (can't remember) came out, too...why did everyone stare...oh well. so we went back inside. and i was so dizzy and nervous...i mean no sleep & no food doesn't do good things when added to anxiety...at all. haha but at least i'm not like blake and didn't stuff myself with yogurt & cookies and throw up the entire trip lol...so they did skits first. meghan's team got 2nd for theirs...yay! *cheering* and then...i was so sure we got at least 2nd, maybe first...i thought it was gonna be meghan's team, my team, enloe...we were having so much fun making fun of this team who had a final solution of a monopoly...making the fuzzy worse...and illegal...and they had no HMW in their UP...and then they called out third first...and it was M8...that'd be my team. and at first we were all *yay* and then we realized...we're not first. i think that ruined the moment entirely for me. but i recognize more of what the metal means to me now. so anyway laura's team got second! even though they thought they'd messed up! yay! and first goes to...the team with the monopoly. the team of preps. who went shopping in their skit. *collapses sobbing* mary katherine, zach, blake, meghan, hannah, chris & i all cried or at least teared up...it was so sad. mrs. brooks was so pissed off but she was so proud of us...she said that my team was so amazing and it was perfectly balanced and we had come so far...and then i realized that it was the last time we'd ever write a book together...well at least for competition. and i just lost it...i'd wanted internationals so bad...and look how far my team had come. first book: we went over 3 hours and STILL didn't finish (supposed to take 2 hours) and we were all yelling & cussing at each other...awful. second book: everything was duplicates. third book: flawless. but it just wasn't good enough. we didn't do anything WRONG, we just didn't have enough originality points...but if i am the one who screwed it up...i don't care if it's anyone else i love my team so incredibly much (hannah adam chris & me if you hadn't figured out) i will hate myself so much. i'll go sit in a corner and cry...but we don't get books back until after spring break. we'll see. so yeah at that point it was just all over so fast...no more competition no more perfectly balanced team...i mean we were such a good representation of nc and we're so diverse...but no. and while it may seem that this weekend was the end of so many wonderful things...it was the beginning of something equally great. you give & you get, i guess. but i'm so glad we each have our metals to remember each other by and that great moment and how hard we worked and the friendships formed (or rebonded) and how much we love each other. i dunno that i've ever felt that way before...maybe over my soccer team but with 15 people you aren't as close as you are with 4...i dunno. so yeah it was over...we all went home...end of story. i rode home with emil adam laura & bennett...we just talked...i got home and it felt so weird. i didn't want to be there. i wanted to be back in laurinburg...it was just so strange. sophie ate my earring off of my ear she was so happy to see me. way to make me happy. so then i fell asleep woke up wrote all this. and now i'm leaving for pennsylvania tomorrow morning. but at least on wednesday when i get back i'll be hanging out with friends.
so yeah. that was the amazing weekend.
==edit==
duke lost, but at least they made it to the final four!
it's daylight savings time, which means they moved the clocks foward an hour. which means that i lost an hour of sleep...so last night i got four hours of sleep...painful.
well i have to go take a shower...haha and finally take out my braid *wink*
oh yeah and finish packing.
there was something else i wanted to stay but i can't remember...hmm...
oh yeah i remember--no clothes tax in pennsylvania--i'm goin shopping...especially for my 8th grade dance dress! yay!
also, stopping in dc first...well i really gotta go...parents gonna kill me if i'm not ready in 5 minutes...
hmm, where to begin. considering that for the past month i've kept a huge secret...no one but scott, andrea, & shea know what i'm bout to talk about...so honestly it's not out of the blue with this person...but it seems like it is. as a friend we've only truly known each other for almost 3 months...but we've become such good friends in that time. but back to the beginning.
yesterday (was it just yesterday?) i was so psyched...all during math (my last class of the day) i just couldn't even listen...which is pretty weird cause i'm never like that...hahaha i think i developed ADD from being around my team too much! anyway, when it was time to go we all were waiting outside...i got chris's walkman for the trip...and then we got in our cars. i was with emil albert zach adam & bennett on the way up...and we listened to music until emil had the genious *ahem* idea of playing geography...ooooh man. enough said. so we got there and had lunch...which i was so nervous i couldn't eat...i ate a half of a half of a sandwich...haha. and then i got the drinks from my table mixed up and left with chris's suicide (if you're clueless: a mixture of practically all of the soft drinks that's...REALLY concentrated) and i had some of that and it definitely made me sick later when added to nerves bout the book and nerves about him. this is the point at which mrs. brooks yelled at me because i wasn't wearing my shirt yet ^_^. so yeah we went to the hotel...i roomed with meghan & laura. we just had time to change...all of us even though mrs. brooks didn't know i wasn't the only one not wearing my shirt lol...and then we went to st. andrew's (college) for competition. so before hand we were outside in the courtyard and as if the suicide and the nerves about the book & competition aren't enough...chris is like "hmm well yeah i've known the entire time...been playin stupid..." AUGH why do guys do that...haha i mean it's ok...but still. *hmph* so yeah we had to go in and listen to the guy talk for 2 hours or whatever and my nerves were just building and building and building...man oooh man this ENTIRE weekend i had sooo many butterflies in my stomach with all that went on. so we finally got to go to our rooms...but wait, what's this? our room is seperated from everyone's and it'd dark & locked & not reserved...so they put us in the freakin psychology wing! i mean what the heck...in all the rooms around us there were tons of 1-way mirrors and padded walls...so yeah we worked in the corner of this hall place...and so it began. it was THE BEST EVER...it was only our third book together...and our last (but i'll get to that later) and it was so wonderful...the fuzzy just clicked with us...we knew exactly what to do...within 10 minutes i had written 2 challenges already (when i normal write 1 in 20) and we were going over the rough draft of the UP! we worked so hard...i exhausted my brain quite literally...and the flourescent lighting was awful...and i was shaking the entire time...and still sick feeling...so we turned them off when chris starting seeing the walls moving...and worked in the dark. you know, whatever floats your boat! so we finished 10 minutes after everyone cause we started 10 minutes late with the whole room fiasco...but we were SO confident about it. meghan felt great about her book, too, but laura thought they'd messed up with a compound UP. i never heard from blake really...so then we went to dinner. adam & i raced down the causeway and i had to go in barefeet and i got shin splints...*tear* but we tied once and i won once...=p. so yeah dinner was good except chris was freaking out about our final solution...we had dinner as a team plus mrs. brooks...fun stuff (even though chr so after dinner i went to the lake that was near us and it was really pretty...i wasn't setting anything up! hahaha...chris just happened to be with me...no really i'm serious. so we talked for a long time...and then walked back to the car behind everyone else...still talking. haha...so we had to do the skit (wow this entry is sooooo long). we did it in my room and the first half of the time we were brainstorming for skits (can you say mad cow disease, intergalactical wars, soap operas) while uhh people uhh fixed my hair (hahaha) and the second half we were alternating between major sugar highs and nearly falling asleep...in the end hannah & i ended up switching places right before we went to bed...haha. so yeah we stayed up til midnight...i think that might have been my favorite part of the trip...i'm not positive though. it was just so much fun cause i love my team...very very much...ok i'll get to that later (again). so yeah we definitely slacked off in the skit though cause we knew we'd place in the book so it was pretty much just...silliness =p haha. oh yeah i'm also trying to decide if it officially started yesterday or today...or well day before yesterday or yesterday (it's after midnight). hmm whatever. so then we went to sleep...except not. we stayed up talking until 1.30 or 2.00 or so. and woke up at 6.30. yes, that'd be 4 and a half hours of "sleep"...i know that i wasn't the only one who couldn't go to sleep without waking up all the time and dreaming and stuff...lol. so this morning (or yesterday morning...lol) we were downstairs for breakfast by 7.00...i was soooo out of it. i had apple juice and that's it. so we rehearsed a bit more, made crabby (long story), made the microphone (and they call us AG kids...) and packed up. pretty hectic at the last minute but we only left 2 minutes late! we got to the auditorium and set up and laura's team was first...jewish & christian rappers...SHE HAS AN IDEA! lirl...we were third. >_< we did OK i guess. some of us got stage fright...*peers in chris's direction* but otherwise it was good...except when i wimped out and skipped some lines that were personally funny to our team but would have just been stupid...haha. so then we packed up...and began to make our way back to the other auditorium (the one for ceremonies) except we had to detour. the detour was fun...haha cept when dr. smith came out and we thought it was gonna be blake...chris & i were like *whistle* hmmm not doing anything...so then we saw the very end of the senior skits...HI MY NAME IS CORRUPTION lol that was great. so we went outside for hot chocolate (it was 70 degrees...weirdos) and cookies...and we sat around talking except then hannah & i went out to this huge field and ran to the hill with all the dandylions...and i wished on a bunch of things and what else. thought of shea! hmm i think that's it for the field...chris and i guess it was adam (can't remember) came out, too...why did everyone stare...oh well. so we went back inside. and i was so dizzy and nervous...i mean no sleep & no food doesn't do good things when added to anxiety...at all. haha but at least i'm not like blake and didn't stuff myself with yogurt & cookies and throw up the entire trip lol...so they did skits first. meghan's team got 2nd for theirs...yay! *cheering* and then...i was so sure we got at least 2nd, maybe first...i thought it was gonna be meghan's team, my team, enloe...we were having so much fun making fun of this team who had a final solution of a monopoly...making the fuzzy worse...and illegal...and they had no HMW in their UP...and then they called out third first...and it was M8...that'd be my team. and at first we were all *yay* and then we realized...we're not first. i think that ruined the moment entirely for me. but i recognize more of what the metal means to me now. so anyway laura's team got second! even though they thought they'd messed up! yay! and first goes to...the team with the monopoly. the team of preps. who went shopping in their skit. *collapses sobbing* mary katherine, zach, blake, meghan, hannah, chris & i all cried or at least teared up...it was so sad. mrs. brooks was so pissed off but she was so proud of us...she said that my team was so amazing and it was perfectly balanced and we had come so far...and then i realized that it was the last time we'd ever write a book together...well at least for competition. and i just lost it...i'd wanted internationals so bad...and look how far my team had come. first book: we went over 3 hours and STILL didn't finish (supposed to take 2 hours) and we were all yelling & cussing at each other...awful. second book: everything was duplicates. third book: flawless. but it just wasn't good enough. we didn't do anything WRONG, we just didn't have enough originality points...but if i am the one who screwed it up...i don't care if it's anyone else i love my team so incredibly much (hannah adam chris & me if you hadn't figured out) i will hate myself so much. i'll go sit in a corner and cry...but we don't get books back until after spring break. we'll see. so yeah at that point it was just all over so fast...no more competition no more perfectly balanced team...i mean we were such a good representation of nc and we're so diverse...but no. and while it may seem that this weekend was the end of so many wonderful things...it was the beginning of something equally great. you give & you get, i guess. but i'm so glad we each have our metals to remember each other by and that great moment and how hard we worked and the friendships formed (or rebonded) and how much we love each other. i dunno that i've ever felt that way before...maybe over my soccer team but with 15 people you aren't as close as you are with 4...i dunno. so yeah it was over...we all went home...end of story. i rode home with emil adam laura & bennett...we just talked...i got home and it felt so weird. i didn't want to be there. i wanted to be back in laurinburg...it was just so strange. sophie ate my earring off of my ear she was so happy to see me. way to make me happy. so then i fell asleep woke up wrote all this. and now i'm leaving for pennsylvania tomorrow morning. but at least on wednesday when i get back i'll be hanging out with friends.
so yeah. that was the amazing weekend.
==edit==
duke lost, but at least they made it to the final four!
it's daylight savings time, which means they moved the clocks foward an hour. which means that i lost an hour of sleep...so last night i got four hours of sleep...painful.
well i have to go take a shower...haha and finally take out my braid *wink*
oh yeah and finish packing.
there was something else i wanted to stay but i can't remember...hmm...
oh yeah i remember--no clothes tax in pennsylvania--i'm goin shopping...especially for my 8th grade dance dress! yay!
also, stopping in dc first...well i really gotta go...parents gonna kill me if i'm not ready in 5 minutes...
Posted by char at 12:13 AM
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4.03.2004
wow
*mind is still processing*
*mind is still processing*
Posted by char at 5:22 PM
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i can't put into words how happy i am right now...
so i won't even try.
maybe when i get back from pennsylvania i can begin to touch on how great everything is...
so i won't even try.
maybe when i get back from pennsylvania i can begin to touch on how great everything is...
Posted by char at 3:49 PM
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4.01.2004
wow, i'm gonna cut this one short...
i had a stupendous day...especially thanks to chris & andrea! and andrea...i'd have gone crazy without you cause you're the only one that knows everything! haha
awww sally & ashley are on their way to france right now...oh well, laurinburg is better than paris ANY DAY, right chris?! *grits teeth* haha
yes today was just so superb. i can't go into detail because i don't have time energy and you don't need to know ;-).
whoo tomorrow we leave for competition! i'm soooo excited it's gonna be the shiznit! i'm gonna get internet off of chris's laptop IF he brings it though. yay.
and then i leave for pennsylvania...yup i'll be living out of a suitcase!
wow i need to go get myself some dinner, finish packing, take care of the dogs, take a shower...all that fun stuff. wow i am so tired and it's not even 9.00. oh right...that's why i usually don't stay up til nearly 1.00am talking to people *cough* on IM...wow that's definitely not gonna happen again. well...maybe. but i am EXHAUSTED!
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i had a stupendous day...especially thanks to chris & andrea! and andrea...i'd have gone crazy without you cause you're the only one that knows everything! haha
awww sally & ashley are on their way to france right now...oh well, laurinburg is better than paris ANY DAY, right chris?! *grits teeth* haha
yes today was just so superb. i can't go into detail because i don't have time energy and you don't need to know ;-).
whoo tomorrow we leave for competition! i'm soooo excited it's gonna be the shiznit! i'm gonna get internet off of chris's laptop IF he brings it though. yay.
and then i leave for pennsylvania...yup i'll be living out of a suitcase!
wow i need to go get myself some dinner, finish packing, take care of the dogs, take a shower...all that fun stuff. wow i am so tired and it's not even 9.00. oh right...that's why i usually don't stay up til nearly 1.00am talking to people *cough* on IM...wow that's definitely not gonna happen again. well...maybe. but i am EXHAUSTED!
782.5883 call me
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