[mood]: i'm not sure, not worth saying cause it'll change in the hour.
[music]: ted leo and the pharmacists (good stuff!)

well, let's see...i think i'm just gonna skip all of the complications cause they'll change by later today. and again tomorrow. and probably again next week. hahaha =)

sooo, let's see. we get report cards on monday! someone sedate me, i shouldn't be excited over that. oh well.
yesterday sally and i went straight to ligon after school to see canterbury tales! we went to the old hall, too, to see our teachers but mrs. brooks was already gone *sniffle* oh well. we saw mrs. heald, ms. relyea, mr. wilson, and mrs. kingsberry. it was so weird it wasn't sad at all, it was just as if we'd never left and we were still going to school there. weird, huh? but the new auditorium is absolutely amazing. it's like a college campus. or a really nice highschool. so anyway the actual play...holy crap it was the worst teched thing i've ever seen in my life and probably ever will see. but it was still really amusing. will was an awesome drunkard! lol afterwards we saw will and mrs yalaki and betty and went backstage and all these other people, and then we tried to go down to "our spot" at the hill but my mom was already there so we decided not to go all the way down. oh well it was all fun!
so then sally came home with me and we watched moulin rouge and then sat around talking and yeah all that fun stuff til like 9.30. she had to go early though =( oh well.
yesterday was kate's birthday! she's 18...whoa. and tonight is her huge party. and tomorrow we're celebrating as a family.
alrighty well, i should go. i hope stuff straightens out and is more consistent...in a GOOD way.

[mood]: sooo weird.
[music]: leaving new york--rem

r.a.n.d.o.m
[gotten beaten up]: no, but i've always wondered what it would feel like to beat someone else up...*plans to start own fight club* haha jk
[changed who you were to fit in]: not on purpose, and not drastically...but man i was stupid in seventh grade =]
[age you hope to be married]: let's see, out of college at twenty-two, grad school out at twenty-six...so probably twenty-seven?
[dream wedding]: at my church (christ church) and the most formal you can get--noon or six in the evening. and to...yeah.
[how you want to die]: not by gunshot or cancer...hmmm at old age...not after a stroke either cause i never want to forget who people are
g.u.y s.t.u.f.f
[best eye color]: anything i can stare into, you know the drill. preferably something...interesting. hazel.
[best hair color]: darker
[short or long hair]: no buzz cuts, a little shaggy but not below the ears
[height]: taller than me would be great. but hey, if they're within a couple inches...i won't know the difference. haha.
[best weight]: healthy weight
[best articles of clothing]: whatever he's comfortable in. be that a ripped up t-shirt (two people get that one haha) or polos and oxford shirts...whatever.
[best first date location]: something like a baseball games...places like that are really good. or dances.
[best first kiss location]: somewhere slightly romantic, please. if not...it screws you over. haha.
i.n y.o.u.r l.i.f.e
[number of drugs taken]: none illegally
[number of people i could trust with my life]: eight or nine
[number of cd's that i own]: waaay more than i feel like getting up and counting
[number of piercings]: two, one in each ear
[number of tattoos]: none.
[number of scars on my body]: let's see...one, two, three, four...five?
s.p.e.c.i.f.i.c.s
[what kind of shampoo do you use]: physique and/or sheer blonde
[what are you most scared of]: guns, cancer, and my house burning down
[what are you listening to right now]: walker's LAUNCHcast station
[who is the last person that called you]: errr i think it was scott, or maybe sally
[how many buddies are on right now]: thirty-seven
[how many are away]: nineteen
[what would you change about yourself]: my brain. at this direct shifting stage in my life, i'd just turn it off. it goes haywire. haha. (other than that, seriously...nothing at all)
f.a.v.o.r.i.t.e
[color]: black white blue pink
[food]: my mom's homemade macaroni and cheese or a chicken quesidilla
[boy's name]: walker
[girl's name]: i have too many to pick
[subject in school]: english
[animal]: harp seal
[sport]: soccer to play, basketball to watch
h.a.v.e y.o.u e.v.e.r
[given anyone a bath]: when babysitting, yeah
[gotten high]: off of life...yeah. and insence too, i think, that one time at shea's...hahaha
[bungee jumped]: i want to at least once
[skinny dipped]: almost...haha jk
[made yourself throw up]: sort of...but not in a bulemic way. my parents didn't believe i was sick.
[been in love]: yes. beyond romantic level probably but yes definitely.
[made yourself cry to get out of trouble]: yeah but sometimes...it doesn't work haha
[pictured your crush naked]: uhhm no.
[actually seen your crush naked]: definitely not
[cried when someone died]: yeah
[lied]: who hasn't
[falled for your best friend]: over and over again
[been rejected]: yeah, scott's a harsh rejecter *wink*
[rejected someone]: gah yes i hate having to, though...with a passion.
[used someone]: not really
[done something you regret]: sort of...i try to look on the bright side, though
r.i.g.h.t n.o.w
[clothes you're wearing]: pajamas!
[music you're listening to]: the strokes!
[time where you are]: 8.17pm
[smell]: *sniffs* uhhm...my shampoo. haha.
[favorite artist]: whoo what a tough one. mcc i think for today.
[favorite group]: impossible questions are no fun. i'll randomly pick...stellastarr*.
[current desktop picture]: it's under construction
[book you're reading]: well i just finished that stupid and pointless book a wizard of earthsea...oh woe is me. haha.
[cd in the player]: mcc
[dvd in the player]: none at the moment, but the last one was fight club
l.a.s.t p.e.r.s.o.n y.o.u
[touched]: err i think...highfiving my soccer team
[hugged]: walker? oh wait no sally.
[im'd]: will
[yelled at]: i don't remember, i don't yell that much
[felt sorry for]:
[missed terribly]: walker. duh. even though i saw him like...fifty hours ago.
[felt loved by]: walker/scott/sally
[spoke to]: my mom
[cried to]: scott/sally/my parents
[cried over]: walker...alex...the fact that it's not the fifties. haha.
p.e.o.p.l.e a.s.s.o.c.i.a.t.i.o.n
[open minded]: i try to be, really i do. everyone else i know is either crazy left wing or crazy right wing...my parents are really open minded, too
[arrogant]: mr wolfe! haha even though i don't know him
[insecure]: poor scotty. haha naaah you know we love you!
[interesting]: everyone i know is pretty darn interesting, but i think chris and betty take the cake
[random]: tony, but me and my qumquats, too...hahahaha.
[attractive]: well, will is my sexy eighth grader. hahahahahahaha jk. we're all beautiful! =]
[smart]: straight a's? me...but i think walker.
[moody]: me...again. followed very closely by she and sally, oh goodness!
[ambitious]: err...me and sally
[shy]: hmmm dunno many shy people.
[difficult]: kate at times, or jeff
[buffed]: alex
[bored easily]: hmm not sure, shannon?
[drunk]: i can act like it...
[responsible]: scott
[obsessive]: oh goodness me. or alex haha.
[angry]: i don't know many angry people...
[sad]: me right now for some bizarre reason
[happy]: ashley
[hyper]: me and sally put together...there's no stopping us! haha
[talkative]: again...me, or sally and i put together
[illegal]: no one...
[porn]: KIFFY THE PORN STAR!! hahaha
[cute]: uhhm...sophie. there we go. haha.
[violent]: i prefer not to hang with violent people
[unpredictable]: shea and sally
[repetitive]: again, kifner. this isn't a good thing.
[dramatic]: definitely me...oh goodness. how do i always get in these situations?!
w.h.o d.o y.o.u w.a.n.t t.o
[kill]: nobody
[slap]: no one really
[look like]: myself =]
r.a.n.d.o.m
[in the morning i look like]: i have a mane...haha cause i do.
[all i need is]: love!
[love is]: all i need! okay fine i cheated. uhhm...there's no way to describe love.
[cola or pepsi]: yeah, uh huh, cola, yup, definitely.
[flowers or candy]: flowerrrrrrs!
y.o.u.r t.h.o.u.g.h.t.s
[i know]: more then enough to get me by
[i want]: to have one person skip foward two years in their life and everything else stay the same. yeah, how impossible can that get.
[i have]: waaay more than anyone could dream for
[i wish]: i could be contented
[i hate]: narrow minded, shallow, or stupid people
[i fear]: being left behind, in life or death
[i hear]: take it or leave it--the strokes
[i just]: can't seem to maintain balance
[i search]: for something i can't do
[i wonder]: if the feeling's mutual
[i regret]: not being able to please everyone, including myself
[i like]: sunny weather in the seventies, real music, home cooked meals, dogs, my soccer team, playing frisbee, dances, staying up late, big cities, the mountains and the beach, phone calls, laughing
[i love]: my life

[mood]: soo good
[music]: the jet album (hold on, look what you've done, etc.)

yeah so this weekend was my soccer tournament in myrtle beach...i was really dissapointed cause we only got second but oh well i had so much fun. and here's the best news of all: COACH MIKE IS LEAVING!!! he was soo bad...and now coach tony (yesss he's like a guy mrs. brooks...it's gonna rock beyond belief) and coach mark and coach craig are gonna be our coaches. i'm so excited you have no idea. i love soccer so much...i love my team...i love coach tony! he says i'm his adopted daugher =D! it was great after the last game on saturday and the championship game my entire team jumped me...it was great. there were these two or three u18 guy teams watching us, too (we had the last game) and all the refs and they all congratulated me. it was so nice. well anyway yeah we went shopping in between games and i went to polo and they had a great sale! whoohoo. but anyway...
last friday was our politcal rally...uh oh. well everyone said my speech completely kicked ass. which i'm sure it did, but i knew we weren't gonna win. and i also entirely owned in the debate today (admit it) but oh well. everyone was so sweet and said i did really well.
soo what'd i miss last week. oh yeah this is the last three days of the quarter! i'm like 99.999999999999999999999% sure that i got all a's. that would just kick ass. i went and saw the crucible...again...with alex after school on wednesday. and then on friday sally came home from school with me and then scott came at like 6.30 and we had so much fun just hanging around. i mean really what did we do? oh yeah he helped me back for my tourney, and we ate food from the huge party downstairs. haha fun stuff.
then tomorrow i have french club after school with sally (haha yesss it's crepe day! YOUR CRAP IS MY CRAP! ahh goodness) and then wednesday after school we were gonna go see brooks but she can't...oh well. on wednesday night i'm goin to a movie with alex and then sleeping over at sally's and then thursday walker is coming. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooly crap. yeah i don't think it'll happen either =]. we'll see. shea's leaving for canada! noo come back shea! haha oh well. then walker's spending the night and we're hanging out...you know we have a million things to do. then all friday afternoon and night i'm goin to the fair with alex and all of my buddies. yeah fun stuff.
but right now, i have to finish my cell project. yeah, i definitely got to bake a cake and buy lots of candy and now i get to ice it and put the stuff on it to look like a cell. rock on mrs. richards! haha.

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

[mood]: exhausted, sky high
[music]: all the awesome stuff they played at the dance tonight!

happy october!

sooo i just got back from HOMECOMING!!!
enloe lost miserably to jordan. that's just so sad. oh well. it was something like 38-0 the last time i checked, at the beginning of the fourth quarter. well anyway, on with my day...
it was excellent. kifner's test was surprisingly easy, and then jeff and i walked to the media center and back during king to "approve our technology", and in french we spent the entire time talking politics. haha that reminds me! last night i got back from watching the debate (which i can go off on A LOT if you want me too, but you probably don't...so just ask me if you wanna know) and i got an IM saying "hey this is walker's brother i heard your alert for his buddy list and decided to say hi" and we ended up talking for like two hours about politics. it was great. but anyway...on with today. lunch was pretty good, not as great as yesterday but that's okay. in art we still have a sub...haha score! and i drew a mug shot of a sad looking manly woman! haha wow. math i'm not so sure about how i did on that quiz...but anyway then we had a pep rally. i sat with sally and kevin, basically, and sort of alex but he was stuck with his homeroom like two rows down. the coolest part was definitely the mascot, hands down. heh heh.
i took a nap before i came to the game tonight cause i knew i'd be tired. it rained before i got there but that's it, which was nice. it was awesome, i saw tons of people: alex, sally, shea, adam, julian, zach, lindsay, shannon, lea, isabella, poojie, leslie, david, phil, kuntal, mike, cameron, morgan, ryan, peter, kat, makaiya, laura, nishika...uhhm yeah i really don't feel like listing them all. the game was really fun to talk to everyone, of course, but i'll highlight one moment, the "gunshot". okay, so we were all sitting on the left side of the bleachers (if you're looking down the steps) and standing around in this big crowd talking and all the sudden there was this big BANG. and then i heard someone scream, but i think that might have been me, and i saw sally duck just out of instinct and i freaked. i mean think about the neighborhood enloe's in. so i ran and ducked under the cement edge of the bleachers...and then everyone had to come get me and make me stop hypervenilating because of my gun phobia...i was so scared...i didn't stop shaking for like forty-five minutes. i guess it was just a car back firing or something...who knows. but no one was hurt. so that's basically the highlight of the game.
now, as for the dance...it was awesome. definitely a lot better than the ligon ones, even though those were cute in their own way. we had an actual real dj who mixed the tapes, it was awesome. and the dancing was really good, too...definitely better than ligon by far. it was just...really fun. sally and i felt like we were at a club! hahaha. i dunno...it was just so wonderful =).
so now i get to sleep late tomorrow! and then a soccer game at 2.00. too bad i couldn't sleep over at sally's, oh well. but first i have to eat because i haven't had anything to eat since lunch today and it's definitely 1.09am...haha.

<3 char