[mood]: holiday spirit all the way
[music]: christmas carols, durrr.

haha who cares if it's december 26...there's twelve days of christmas, remember? and the gifts just keep on giving...
woke up this morning to snow (too bad shea isn't in town =[ ) which was definitely a pleasant thing cause it wasn't too much to prevent us from driving anywhere or anything. soo...
dad drove mom, kate and me to saks fifth ave out at triangle town center and we spent fours hours there. whoo hoo. i got a really cute skirt to go with my new black boots and a winter formal dress...i guess i'm actually going now. it's not that big of a deal though because it's just my freshman year. and i also got shoes to go with it, which i adore, they're so cute. and don't forget i finally got some seude flats. yesss been needing those for a while.
then we met up with my dad at cpk (california pizza kitchen for those of you who don't know) and it was yummy.
came home and discovered there's another james bond movie marathon on spike...seee i told you it's still like christmas! hahaha.
and don't forget new year's ;)
much love you guys.

[mood]: le-le-le-le-le-low. yeah it's a hot hot heat song that i hate with a passion.
[music]: every little thing--dishwalla

sooo. life's a bitch.

.firsts.
1. first best friend: first "best friend" aww all those little guys in kindergarten: david will spencer, etc. oh and rachel. but first real best friend? shea. and thank goodness he's still here.
2. first love: uhhm real true love? walker.
3. first real kiss: aaron
4. first screen name: cmabe123. i was creative, i know i know.
5. first pet: another dog just like hugh named argus that died when i was like five or something.
6. first car: well, i'm pretty sure i'll get the volvo...

.lasts.
1. last cigarette: never smoked.
2. last kiss: hmm gotta think about this one...octoberrr thirteenth.
3. last good cry: today. except not. so let's say wednesday.
4. last beverage drank: grapefruit juice
5. last food consumed: this huge piece of pizza kate andrew and dena brought me back from new york pizza. i swear it was like...a good square foot and a half.
6. last crush: i dunno. define crush. define last. define everything for me, while you're at it.
7. last phone call: scott

.relationships.
1. who is your best friend: shea scott and walker
2. do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no and don't get me wrong i don't want one.

.fashion stuff.
1. where are your favorite places to shop: express new york and co. delia*s beanie + cecil uniquities soho cat banjo gap saks fifth ave...yeah.
2. favorite item of clothing: that would be a really hard question. maybe just my jeans. haha. or one of my new sweaters, or one of my black tops oh lordy who cares.

.specifics.
1. do you do drugs: never
2. what kind of shampoo do you use: sheer blonde and once a week physique
3. what are you most scared of: what's happening to me now. and guns, cancer, and my house burning down.
4. what would you change about yourself: i'd give myself the ability to somehow not care.

.favorites.
1. colors: black, white, pink, blue, and green.
2. foods: my mom's macaroni and cheese and any chocolate-y baked goods.
3. subject in school: subject or class? cause i love art and biology class cause of the people in there but lordy the subjects suck. and then i used to love civics and english but the teachers suck. who knows.
4. animals: not humans. we suck. harp seals.
5. sports: soccer, oh my goodness i haven't played in nearly two weeks and i'm about to die. and then basketball to watch.
6. movie: fight club, ferris beuller's day off, steel magnolias, the matrix movies, the lotr movies, potc, charade, and whatever else i forgot.

.have you ever.
1. given anyone a bath: yeah, when i babysit sometimes
2. smoked: no
3. made yourself throw-up: yes
4. skinny dipped: when i was really little
5. been in love: yeah

.current.
1. clothes: my favorite jeans and a white camisole (i'm gonna climb into bed as soon as this is done)
2. music: counting crows--black and blue
3. make-up: none--i never wear any
4. IMs: not currently talking but walker shea david michelle

.last person.
2. hugged: scott
3. IMed: shea
4. last personwho slept at your house: walker
5. last person's house you slept at: walker...

.random.
1. in the morning i am: usually very tired and irritable unless it's like this morning when i'm unbelievably hyper and happy for no reason
2. love is: undescribable.
3. i dream about: last night i had a nightmare mr. p yelled at me, it was the strangest thing. but most of the time i dream about being with people and not being able to say anything and them just drifting away until i can't see them anymore.

.past/future.
1. seven years ago: i was still too little to get anything...i had the greatest second grade teacher ever and we were still too little to be mean to each other.
2. four years ago: i cried as much as i do this year.
3. three years ago: was the best year of my life up to that point...i met walker shea and scott. you don't get much better than that.
4. one hour ago: cleaning for my mom's dinner party.
5. tomorrow: i have no fucking clue. probably nothing. at all.
6. college: i don't know. i don't really care anymore.

[mood]: finally better. in fact, absolutely wonderful.
[music]: arcade fire, matchbox twenty--yourself or someone like you (album) and cake

well i guess it's about time i updated this shiznaz, eh?
i don't even want to talk about last week, it was such utter crap.
but the weekend proved that retail therapy DOES EXIST! i spent the afternoon with my grandmother and i got: a skirt, jeans, a cardigan, and two sweaters. then she took me out to dinner and although i didn't get all that much or anything, it was a nice, removed, fulfilling thing to do. then on sunday i went to church, lunch and the farmer's market with my parents. we got our christmas tree, wreathes, and garlands! oh yes. then kate and i had our indoor soccer game and we won! yeah i had a pretty good game and it was low scoring, for indoor.
yesterday i had a big scare but honestly, it was my silly fault. you know how when you get a scantron test back, there are three numbers, right? number correct, percent correct, and roster number. well all i saw was my roster number: sixty-two. yeah i definitely got much better than that.
so anyway today, let's see. i got my winter formal ticket, i'm going with david =). after school was french club, where ashley, helen and i made our construction paper family! yeah you know my cat was the coolest. yeah and we ate cake and candy and decided on our club shirt.
as for the rest of the week, tomorrow after school sally and i are studying together for civics and french, because we need to like crazy. crap this is annoying me, my launch radio isn't playing anything good. oh here we go. okay well anyway hahaha...then on thursday after school i'm going to lea's house with shannon to do our biology project, and friday same deal except minus the biology project and plus a sleepover! whoo hoo. then saturday is my soccer team's party, then scott's party, sooo yeah! and morgan and i need to go shopping for our dresses!
wait, i promised a wishlist didn't i?
.journals. this is like universal because i'll always need them. they have to have lines though!
.jewelry. same as above, except try not to get me anything that's too much like i already have cause then i'll never be able to choose which one to wear...haha.
.a clutch for nighttime, instead of always having to carry around my big bags. heh heh bag lady =p
.knee-high black boots, enough said. (all i have is brown, and my other black boots aren't knee high)
.while we're at it, those tweed boots with the ribbon. yeah.
.birkenstocks (not the sandals, the ones for winter)
.music. use your best judgement, but nothing crappy please! ask me if you wanna know, i'm just not gonna list it all here.
.a wallet. i need one like a mother effer.
.new sunglasses? yeah probably.
.cool belts. i have a blue, pink, and green ribbon and that silver one and black leather and brown leather ones, sooo think of something else. haha.
.gift certificates to any of the following: crabtree as a whole, express, gap, polo, new york & co., beanie + cecil, uniquities, soho, delia*s, borders, etc. you know the drill.
.but really, ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOOUUUU!!!
and now i have just about an hour to take a "naplet" (haha) before i get picked up to go babysitting. funnnn but not. at least i get $$$!