[mood]: AMAZING, so alive
[music]: NIGHTSWIMMING & 100 YEARS, both on theriver100.7 in a row. schaweet. and the old apartment, cause that just came on launch. and when i look to the sky?!! no i hate the new version nevermind. AND ROMEO & JULIET by dire straits which is jensen and my new FAVORITE SONG EVER. ahh it's so good and it just came on launch.
[countdown]: two weeks!! (a new one, you ask?? it's for the beach.)

i'm so happy, so happy, so happy.
well, i'm on the TFC white team.
with coach wolfe as my coach.
he was funny, he thought i wouldn't want to do it. and it all happened so fast.
and the weather's been absolutely gorgeous, i cannot describe. the feeling of the sun and the breeze and the ice cold water, ahhh i love the pool. just reading and thinking. i could lie there in the sun thinking forever.
went straight to lunch after being at the pool for a couple hours for sidney's birthday party. she hates cake, so jensen and i went last night and got eight pints of hand packed ben & jerry's ice cream, holy crap we were like "jeez it feels like we've been dumped eight times..." hahaha that was such a fun night, we went out to dinner at porter's before that. but yeah anyway on with lunch, it was muchos fun, definitely. i love the feeling of summer, knowing you can take all the time in the world to do anything you want and it just doesn't matter.
got home and relaxed for a bit before will and his awesome babysitter picked me up for sheehan's party. or wait should i say FATTY picked me up??? well will's mr. gluttony. so it all evens out. haha we got there early and so we did such intelligent things as hit birdies onto the roof. but hersch was heroic and stepped on top of mr. moore and climbed on the roof to get them so it was all good.
what all did we do? well this is like the fourth year or something it's been at north cary park, so we went down to those rocks and talked. and got to know each other, considering the majority of the people go to cary and i'd only heard about instead of meeting. so yeah. then we ate every strawberry in sight. then we played BOCHIIIIII haha no clue how to spell that one. and badminton...damn i suck at spelling or maybe it's just cause it's late. and we had crazy sex. okay well not really but that will, man, he's the life of the party. oh yeah and then we had a shoe stealing fight. which sounds retarded to the umpteenth power but i've never had more fun getting tackled. WAIT I LIED that was no fun whatsoever. but in the end my "play it cool" powers got me my shoes back. yeah, they got both at one point. sigh.
SO then we ate bobs. shishkabobs, that is. and opened presents we weren't supposed to bring, then it was time for a WALK. that was some crazy stuff. like yelling at that poor skater dude. maybe he went home and cut himself, he was so emo. who knows. actually, now my guilty conscience is starting to set in. damn. OH WELL! we hid behind walls. and had foot orgys. and yeah that's about it.
then came back up for more cake. and then WE HAD THE BEST TIME EVERRR sliding down slides. we found some pretty darn creative ways, lemme tell ya. we're such little kids, i know. but really, it was fantastical amounts of fun. mmm : )
SO NOW i have PICTURES. merci shea! (sorry y'all my webshots isn't working. soo...i'll have to figure something out.) i'll get more later from other people.
here are hersh's.
so overall, life's wonderful. which it always was and always has been.
and even though, there's something big and scary out there,
i think it'll be okay.
how can i say anything else when i have this summer staring me in the face?!!?!
OH! OH! OH YEAH!
anyone want to drive to myrtle beach august...14th or something to see hootie & the blowfish??
aaand since mu mu got his ass grounded for life, who wants to go see ted leo with me june 2?? well actually i might have soccer. but yeah we'll figure it out.

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

...i can't do anything but be in love with you.