[mood]: still so happy.
[music]: ridin' in my car--settie, in my place--coldplay, drops of jupiter--train (those last two always make me so happy. like, i want to cry i get so happy.)

so, today i got woken up by shea calling me at like 11.55am. hahaha what a great way to start the day. (hadn't gone to church cause it was the voting day for vestry and i'm not old enough to vote yet so what's the point.)
went downstairs and read the odyssey for a long time then came back upstairs, worked out details for the day, then did all but the last federalist no. 78 question. had lunch, read some more, then took a shower.
(i know, this is all so very interesting so far.)

then met up with ANNNNEE. went to crabtree, so much fun.
went in every place on earth.
i only got three things cause i got shoes and those are expensive when all you have is $85.
BUT--i was a smart girl and left a lot of money at home so i could spend all i had with me but i wouldn't be broke all together. cause that's an icky feeling.
SO. went to american eagle, and it was funny they had a $4.95 and up rack but everything on there was like $40.00. WHAT CHEATER. but anyway.
got some blue topsiders, some jeans, and a necklace. OOH and a pepsi.
got offered some mushroom chicken thing and had to "run" to the bathroom to spit it out. heh heh.
went to deb and tried on dresses, cause we're just so cool like that. took pictures. (sorry they're all so blurry, and that my hair was so FLAT. as i said before i took a shower just before hand.)
"do you want to go in there and sniff stuff?!!" hahaha that tutti dolci stuff in bath & body works smells diiiivviiinnne. boys: get it for your girlfriends. =D
made fun of the clothes in wet seal, walked the length of the mall like ten times.
then at the end my mom sent andrew and kate to pick me up and anne and her dad were being so silly. hope they got to church on time!
OVERALL it was successful and made my sunday happy! yayyy.

"please eat more chocolate and please listen to more coldplay" haha that's at the end of the live version. it makes me happy.

and last but certainly not least!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORGAN CARTIER! <3<3<3

[mood]: just plain old happy.
[music]: my philosophy, the wallflowers, blues traveler, tom petty, five for fighting, counting crows.

well, well, well.
we're over humpday so only two days to go, score.
this is our first full week after coming back from winter break. BOO!

in the car this morning some song played and it said "everybody think they're in love--they're dead wrong." i wanted to shoot it. i mean, if you can shoot something abstract like a song. BUT IF I COULD AND IF I WEREN'T AFRAID OF GUNS, i would have.

first we watched a movie on alcohol and i got yelled at by a bunch of girls who've had HARD LIQUOR BEFORE just because i have alcohol every week...COME ON communion wine. durrr.

second we started this group project, which is like seventy percent of my life in that class. talked and managed to complete our tasks, what smart girls we are =)

third OOOH. we got quizzes back and i refused to look at mine until kiffy asked us to. and i was completely shockered because i got a hundred! whoo yes. where was that magical power for midterms? oh well.

fourth we had our evidentiary and witness hearing. i scared the living crap out of mu mu and jeff, i'm pretty sure. we killed their best piece of evidence and they forgot to take their second best, WHOOPS. and mr. king's our judge and OH MAN I LOVE LAUNCHCASTPLUS WITH ALL MY HEART ALMOST AS MUCH AS THE PERSON WHO GAVE IT TO ME NOW I'M DONE. (sorry it just played a really good song--100 years.) anyway mr. king's our judge and that completely rocks because he favors me as all get out. i sucked up to him but hey what can you do. and then i whipped my group into shape. we'll PWWWWN. or whatever you leet wooting people say. hahahaha.

fifth i got called on RANDOMLY to talk for a minute about who my best friend was. and i was all SALLY! haha. i said how funny and nice she is and where we hang out but too bad i didn't know how to say "lucky star" en francais.

sixth i killed the back of my leg on those brick things, a scrape sooo bad. got moral support from sally when we went to buy lunch, and then fed sausage to kevin and ashley. i missed danny! oh well.

seventh is a joke. started a new painting and uhhm, nearly had a fit controlling my laughter with cam.

eighth i should have slacked off with kuntal but i didn't, i studied. but being the multitasker i am i also talked to kuntal--and stole--AND DRANK--his gatorade, and also laughed at nabil (sp?) and sam. funny smart kids. well, mostly.

pre-season varsity practice after school. WHEN OH WHEN do i get to be goalie?!! i miss it. whatever oh well. kate and i were both entirely off today, but oh well. it was pretty fun and it was a gorgeous day. I LOVE LAUNCHCASTPLUS AGAAAAAAAAAIN. now it's sullivan street by the CROWS THAT COUNT. so, yeah and i got a massive headache and soccer shoe full of blood from all of that. the blood from this square inch blister on my foot, GAUGH.

came home and...talked on the phone with shea and scott. succumbed to modern society and watched 42365896 billion episodes of newlyweds/some cheesy made for tv movie/college basketball while studying for french/biology/civics. then i took a shower until i got pruny, it was like a hundred twenty degrees.

and YES, i am still wearing my duke hoodie tomorrow for acc day.
because we are graceful winners and losers.
unlike...everybody else. lordy.
well, EXCEPT FOR KEVIN KOHLER who had a moment of utter wonderfulness tonight (he's a nc state fan all the way.):
Kevin K. (11:06:45 PM): im sorry
Kevin K. (11:06:46 PM): i wont be a jerk
Kevin K. (11:07:55 PM): night
Kevin K. signed off at 11:08:13 PM.

yayyy.

i have never been more certain of who i love and who i'm going to be with in my life.
which is saying something? considering...however long i've known.

well, now a song came on by radiohead titled go to sleep.
i think i just might take its advice.

[mood]: determined.
[music]: launchcastplus. get used to it. coldplay, hootie and the blowfish, goo goo dolls, BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S. sorry that just came on.

well, i promised myself i wouldn't update today but here i am. geez.
the mood is because, well, i am. for many reasons:
to get through this week
to do well on the c&c project
to do well at soccer tryouts
to get through to march, basically. or that long weekend in february =)

uhhm. lettuce see. (sort of like when my family leaves the house, we say "lettuce leaf". hahahahahaha sorry i could NOT resist.)

first ms. robinson (now mrs. clark!) wasn't there so we were convinced we didn't have to dress out. but oh no, we did. and we...kicked the soccer ball around. whoopdeedoo?
second was in the cafeteria and i had a big headache and lost an earring, but then i went to the bathroom to take some advil came back and promptly beasted betty in egyptian ratscrew. three times. haHAH.
third errr group work after fifteen minutes of kiffy's absofuckinlutely pointless rambling. we figured some stuff out, which was good. kuntal made me laugh.
fourth we did our theory and theme. i was surprised at how few groups finished. i'm glad we did, though. thank goodness for mu mu/jeff's really easy charges against us.
fifth HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm laughing just thinking about it. the highlight of my day. well, not the first part...just took a quiz (ninety-six) and learned stuff. but THEN, oh man THEN, we were talking about combing/brushing/eating (...??) ourselves and james goes...SOOOOOOOME PEOPLE except it sounded like he was gonna sing. i mean i have never laughed that hard IN CLASS except maybe the time when mrs. chell told us the mechanical bull story. i cried so hard, i was laughing that much. i had a fit and cried and laughed and shook and oh my goodness i'm about to do it all over again just thinking about it. WHY WAS THAT SO FUNNY?!! hmm i suppose only sally will understand =].
sixth was...interesting as always. the climax was probably when i fell off the brick thing right as sally came to tell me about sex...ology? yeah. it was fun as always.
seventh we had a sub. i had THREE SUBS TODAY. health biology and art. grrr oh well. yera, anna, emily and i just talked about the project the entire time. poor morgan and camille haha. so yeah, yera and i tore apart kevin's prosecution. mmhmm.
eighth i nearly fell asleep and just wanted to get out of there. blah...who knows why.

got home in record time, like 2.40 or something.
i love having a SENIOR SPOT! oooh baby.
anyway, this week is reverse homecoming...cominghome? whatev. (as shea would say.) the only day i'm doing anything is ACC TEAM DAY because i've gotta show love for my boys. plus, i really needed a day this week to come to school in a big baggy hoodie. because it's what i would be wearing if i were at home, which i should be because i've gotten so used to and been spoiled by those four day weeks.

it's been a year since i got this thing.

oh, and i've officially finally made up my mind/heart.
and i don't think i ever really thought i'd do anything different.
you make me smile.

[mood]: giddy.
[music]: goo goo dolls: iris, name; coldplay: sparks, yellow, in my place, clocks; matchbox twenty: push, real world; counting crows: anne begins, perfect blue buildings, raining in baltimore, goodnight elizabeth, sullivan street, murder of one; built to spill. i could go on and on.

so, SNOW DAY!!!

which means we got out of school an hour early but i didn't get home until after i usually do anyway, at 2.50. which is a ton better than everyone else who rode buses, or anyone in general who doesn't have an AWESOME BIG SISTER WHO HAS A SPOT to drive you home. for instance, scott just got home at 10.00pm and sally didn't get home til almost 9.00pm. and kids are sleeping at schools, and at each other's houses, and other crazy shiznat like that. but now i can rest easy cause i'm pretty sure everyone's safe. it was pretty funny, mom and kate made fun of me cause the phone was ringing off the hook all afternoon. literally i'd hang it up and it'd ring again. only cause we were all worried about each other! so yeah they decided was like the den mother...wtf?!! haha what a "social butterfly" they said. mmHMM.

but yeah i was absolutely terrified, we spun out like four times and andrew's car broke down and we ended up nearly having him spend the night, long story. but good grief people it's like two inches of snow, what's the deal? it took us an hour and fifty minutes to go home, when it usually takes us ten minutes. oooh well i got home bundled up and been happy ever since.
oh and soccer was canceled, duh.
especially when i got walker's present, now i can frisbee more than just once a month, even though it's not half as fun without his cool throws.

first i went to west gym first...?!! but then we just played soccer.

second we took a really easy test and i was almost in a bad mood, but then, surprisingly...

third and fourth combo cheered me up. we got out projects, we're defending jason! yes definitely the easiest job. i have two people who were in my group last time, kuntal and jessica. i don't mind too much but it's weird. then also madison and kevin (from lunch, not mu mu or durso) and hollis/holly. soo yeah i'm a lawyer. i didn't really have a choice. but i'm definitely excited.

fifth was french and sally and i always have fun in there. plotted our beachification.

sixth was LUNCH. when it started snowing. alex came by my table 879376036720 times to get me to go outside and finally i did for about thirty seconds. buuuuut i didn't have my camera (sigh, of all days to leave it at home) and so i came back in. it was such a pretty snow, though! and yeah it was story time with scott and all that jazz.

seventh mr. p wasn't there and cam's sick so it was toned down. morgan and i talked the whole time as always. quoting NAPPY D. and ferris beuller's day off! YESSS she's coming over saturday afternoon and watching that with me.

OH and i was about to put eighth but then we went home.
got pegged by jeff with a snowball, boo. couldn't find david to have a snowball fight, though. wish i could have given sally a ride, oh well.
watched mean girls for the 535907628th time. kate and andrew laughed. i was sort of preoccupied cause my phone's been ringing off the hook all afternoon.

Creamy: are you OWNING the eighth grade haha
Will 2: of course i am
Creamy: but of course
Will 2: thats what sexy people do
Creamy: oh, well, duh.
Creamy: in that case, enloe is MINE.
Creamy: haha jk
Will 2: sure it is

aaand...

Cam: SCHOOL'S CANCELED
Cam: omgomgomgomg
Creamy: tpg2V IJwGHT;HF'HKNF
Creamy: yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Cam: haha just kidding
Cam: :-)
Cam: muhahahaha
Creamy: AHHH NO
Creamy: YOURE SO EVIL
Cam: SORRY I LOVE YOU

aaaaaand...

David: haha, while charlottes bundled up by the fire, a hundred kids are standing in the snow
Creamy: YES dayum straight

CROSS YOUR FINGERS FOR NO SCHOOL TOMORROW, GUYS!

yes it worked! no school tomorrow!
probably goin to chillax at lilly's with will, and maybe sledding with shea.
don't forget to ready my EEEEEEMMMO entry below. yessuh.

do you realize?

[mood]: contemplative, content
[music]: death cab for cutie, bruce cockburn, counting crows, elton john, tom petty, coldplay, the pixies, fountains of wayne, modest mouse, yeah in other words walker's launchcastplus.

i guess this is "emo",
or whatever you want to call it.
i've been reading through stuff
just all floating out there.
i mean if you think about it,
there really is so much stuff
to just go and find and read.
things that are completely relevent to your life in so many small ways. sometimes it's even from your life. old e-mails and IM conversations and blog entries and diary entries and xanga entries and poems and random bursts of emotions just saved and shoved away, like a system of letting off steam for your brain.
and there are so many things that tie you back to them.
(like music, and pictures, and words, and the proper nouns of this world.)
you know, that one person?
i know everybody has one.
i mean i guess a lot of you aren't as lucky as i tell myself i am, because i have this one person who...is everything.
i'm so lucky, for the way everything's panned out. believe it or not?
i wouldn't have kept him here.
i wouldn't have kept us together.
i wouldn't have kept us from doing or saying anything we did, good or bad.
cause if i think about it, at this age, things would have spiraled down if we'd been together physically and emotionally the whole time and we would have just expired, called it quits, and walked away.
or maybe not, i guess i'll never know.
but the point of this is that love
it's past the romantic level for us.
it's a matter of companionship and saying the same things at the same time.
and a matter of being able to make the same connection over and over again a thousand ways and never once repeating yourself.
a matter of, no matter how many times you write and think and say and feel and dream and cry the words, they won't be able to capture everything that's flying through your brain so fast because they set your soul alive.
and they're the only one who can catch and can read those fleeting thoughts, moments, memories, feelings.
so. i figure i'm pretty lucky to have this one person care about me so much, it doesn't matter that i have my flaws and sometimes i talk too loudly or cry too much or am too elusive. because he respects me and cherishes me and it's not a matter of breaking up or the petty things annoying us.
because if two people want this badly to be friends and to stay together and we've come this far, we can do it.
it's...
love.

haha what a LOSER i am.
i wrote all ^^that^^ last night right before going to bed at 11.30, or somefink crazy like that.
so now i'll recap. sunday night went out to dinner with the parents + jensen, to this really cute place called tiramisu. had some really yummy pasta/chicken deal that i finished for lunch today. "I HAVE LUNCH!" yes char, we all do. hahaha i love you sally.
then monday, went out to lunch with the parents + kate. fun.
went to see finding neverland with shea and we had a really fun time eating reese's pieces and covering up for the fact that we suck at time telling. it was a really good movie and no, i cannot deny that johnny depp is EFFIN' HOT.
alright, glad to get that off my chest.

today? it was like-29672097 degrees. but it was such a gorgeous day.
and everything everybody said reminded me of him.
first will be a joke all week, score. i might skip it every single day. (robinson--or well we don't know what her name is now--is on her honeymoon. and i mean come on, the sub won't even let us play cards.)

second was story time and GODDANGIT i really need to stop being a gossip. just hush hush about it, and everything. but that kid, jeff, man can he pester. so i was all grrr but at the same time in a good mood, cause i maxed out for the TEST i have tomorrow that i definitely didn't know about.

third is my absolute least favorite class oh my word like WHOA pothw4[ y0YWHT'LNH'LseihJ'ow3 4uy[b4o9hy[#Bojy6'Lhn"LKWYGn]l ekyhwbhny'og YEAH I HATE IT THAT MUCH.

fourth pop essay i love you mrs. brooks.

fifth uhhm i'd hate french a whole whole lot, too, if it weren't for sally and rebecca. mme. popescu's really mean and really inconsiderate of other cultures. boo.

sixth was fun as always. i didn't get to talk to scott though so i have to call him!

seventh we went and saw return to the forbidden planet, which was awesome-ish? i mean if only for the fact that i didn't have to paint.

eighth EWWW. it sucks when noland's gone.

so this afternoon studied for biology.
talked for a gabazillion minutes with shea.
aaand we booked our beach house for this summer. actually, we booked three weeks' worth. two houses for the first week of june and one for the second. we're going two weeks we just don't know if we're staying in the same house or switching. and we just wanted to go ahead and get our names on it.
they're oceanfront and sleep likle 2390672369 people and i'm so psyched cause i can have people come with me. sally's definitely coming but i want walkerscottshea, too...? yeah we'll see.

this summer will be AMAZING <3.
(she says on the coldest day of the year yet. har.)

[mood]: SO SO SO GOOD I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN.
[music]: STRAIGHT UP WHAT DID YOU WANT TO LEARN ABOUT HERE IF I WAS SOMEONE ELSE WOULD THIS ALL FALL APART STRANGE WHERE WERE YOU WHEN WE STARTED THIS GAME I WISH THE REAL WORLD WOULD JUST STOP HASSELING ME. hahaha the chorus of the real world by matchbox twenty. they're completely irrelevent but lord i love this song. also, big head todd & the monsters, ted leo & the pharamcists, counting crows, the futureheads, OH MY GOODNESS. too much.

i am the happiest girl alive. no bones about it, i just am.
today was amazing, yesterday was amazing, tomorrow will be amazing. the past eight days have been amazing, the next eight days will be amazing, i am amazing, you are amazing, life is amazing.
hokay, so. today was really really good.
i mean, how could it not be when shea calls you at 6.50 just to chit chat. HAHAHA i love that kid with a mad non sexual passion.
first we shaw and robinson were in the gym so anne told me her story (awww. guys are SO not important. hahaha remember that from like forever ago.) and then we played kemps twice and anne and i won twice and then we played scum five times and i was president three times and vice president twice. haha YESSS i "own" at cards.
second we feasted. there's pictures of like these MOUNDS of food. everyone mugged me for my cookies, hahaha. and we just sort of hung out. the food was supposedly to do with a "lab" but we didn't even write anything. aaaand so we walked in the hall. and noticed it smelled like ihop. hmmm.
third was uhhh the only class we did work in. but for some reason today it was that much more bearable. we actually had a sort of interesting discussion and kiffy didn't piss me off too much. except when he started talking about killing students with staplers/lead pipes...?!!
fourth we OH YEAH ate cookies. and got quizzes back (good thing) and talked about the only homework i have to do over the weekend, grr. oh well and then we did skits, which was great. we hadn't run through ours at all and i was haemon and i had to kill myself and i fell on the floor (ouch) and stumbled across and emily was a wonderful dead person and we got full credit. YESSUH. mu mu and i have so much fun in that class. STU!
and theeennn after school emily sami and i walked down the hall and took pictures and saw chris and david and alex and more ??? oh yeah talked to anne and called sally on the ceelllllular. got mugged for cookies on the way out by scott danny and kevin (from lunch not mu mu.) and i caved in and gave them away. and then nearly got hit by a bus. hahahaha. and then i was COOL and chilled with all my senior friends. no, really. kate and dena and eric and caitlin and brian. i love having a spot, even if for like two days heh. we sat in the car and jammed and then eric jumped in and then we almost ran over the traffic director dude.
got home and sally called me and she's coming over from 1.00 to 7.00. then dropping her off on the way to scott's party, which i got invited to EARLY yesss.

so, i will most definitely be updating this later tonight.
you have NO IDEA how much of a good mood i'm in.

funny conversations:

Cam: CHARLOTTE
Creamy: CAMERON
Cam: DID YOU SAY HEY TO ME TODAY IN THE HALL?
Cam: ON THE WAY TO 2ND
Creamy: YES MAAM
Cam: BECAUSE I THOUGHT I HEARD MY NAME
Cam: AND THEN
Creamy: and you dissed me hahaha
Cam: AHHH I'M SO SORRY
Cam: hahahaha
Creamy: its okay lol
Cam: i was a little slow this morning
Creamy: i was just TRYING to give you a cookie
Cam: EEEEEEK EARLY RELEEEEEEEASECam: omg
Creamy: HOMEMADE
Cam: are you serious?
Creamy: yes hahaha
Cam: SDKLFNAKSJDAKSJDBASLJDNABSLKDNA
SJBA;SLDD
Cam: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHH
Creamy: awww
Cam: YOU SHOULD HAVE CHASED ME DOWN.
Cam: :-(
Creamy: sorry :-(
Cam: hahaha it's okay
Creamy: yeah i like attack you
Cam: dangit
Cam: haha
Creamy: EAT THE COOKIE!

and

Creamy: nah thats okay, we'll miss you though!
Will 2: of course u will
Creamy: my sexy eighth grader!
Will 2: cause im just a party animal
Will 2: and that
Creamy: RIER.

checckkk itt LATAARRRRR cool cats because i'm most definitely telling you about the cooliodiddliness of tonight. OOH OOH and i'm putting up pictures. hokay, so, yeah. and let me know 782.5883 if you wanna do something on monday, je suis libre! (i'm free, for those of you who aren't cool enough to speak french. or aren't cool enough to be kate's little sister, like eric. hahaha.)

[EDIT]

hahahhaahhahsfrhs tgsRKJS hg;'WH4BT/.
YEAYUH that's how happy i am.
spaz of happiness right there.
so wow, i've seen three movies today, don't think i can take any more.

sally came over at 1.00 and stayed til like, 7.30 hahaha. first we watched stepford wives which had like two good parts and the rest sucked, but oh well. got called by shea like four times and walker once, ahh goodness. and then we watched gattaca, which is most definitely one of my new favorite movies. it's so good, as science fiction dorky as it sounds haha. the end made me cry like mad, though. then we played cards for a while aaand then we came upstairs and talked for a while and then i took forever deciding what to wear and in the end just threw on some clothes.
got to scott's party a little bit early and sat by the fire. hahaha cozy. then jake and michael came, even though michael missed the first like twenty minutes of the chronicles of riddick, which wasn't all that good anyway haha. we ate lots of pizza and took lots of pictures--even though none of them came out well cause most of them were just us abusing each other with the flash--and then the end was the best part when we all went into the garage and played ping pong and football. oh yeah, and michael's a mad piano player, holy crap. yeah now piano man--billy joel is stuck in my head. anyway, he's my hero of the day! haha always right about the, uhhm, people who die in movies. *cough*

so yeah overall it was a blast. a lot more fun of an afternoon than i thought it would be before the party cause sally came over! yaayyyy i love my lucky star haha.

well, gotta go watch the olympic trials cause one of kate's good friends is on there for figure skating. and then BED bright and early for the bestest day everrr tomorrow. or one of MANY that i just keep on having haha.

picsss.
i think emily took a bunch of us in the hall after fourth, i'll see if i can get those...(?)
most of them suck but oh well. they're funny anyway.
too bad i can't put videos up here. boo. (YOU WHORE!)

[mood]: anticipating. (good thing)
[music]: THE RIVERRR. not springsteen's album, but the station. goo goo dolls and gin blossoms.

so today was uhhm, let's see, the most pointless day everrr.
first coach wasn't there so we sat in west gym. second we finished this lab that, for the first time in the entire history of that class, i got pissed at. and we had to do like 26839760 trials of counting beans and all this math and i was sort of like I GET THE POINT i don't need to do this anymore. third i flicked kifner off, put my head down on my desk, and multitasked. i toned all of his extra comments out and just took notes on the hard facts he said while writing notes to other people. which i never delivered because i went home early but whatever. yeah, i've decided i'm never raising my hand in his class anymore. he's the biggest mother effer out there. fourth we had a sub. so yeah you can imagine how mad i was because i'd sort of been hanging around school in order to make sure i had all my hard classes taken care of. WHATEVER. argh. got into groups and took pictures and acted dumb because i felt so bad. shannon michael and emlay cheered me up somewhat though. and of course MU MU. we made our own gang.
E(xtrememly)G(hetto)C(aucasians). you know it's hilarious. and we have our own handshake, too.

oh and i forgot to say, sunday i went over to shea's, for like, an efinity. we watched wicker park which is actually a really really good movie and it was so interesting to watch. definitely one of those movies you could watch like five times before getting tired of it because it was so complicated. except half way through we went to his neighbor's for dinner. and then came back. and birthed the remote out of his lazyboy, uhhm, DON'T ASK.

so, i was sorry to leave the middle of french. actually, i WASN'T because i just came home talked to walker for two hours went to sleep for two hours woke up and now i have no homework. and walker's coming this weekend...? yeah probably. but i AM sorry i missed lunch time because shiznit always happens that period. but i guess because i'm actually expecting it nothing happened.

OH and kate accidently took my name of the varsity soccer practice list for tomorrow because she thought i had a physical, too. ARGH. oh well.

I PROMISE i'll stop updating like every day of my life. baahhh. at least stuff is going on...?

[mood]: uhhm. brargh?
[music]: arcade fire, definitely, but i think that's what i said a couple entries back. so i'll gooo witthhh. well brooks and dunn was in my head all during french? don't know WHY. even though it was entirely relevant to my life, hahaha.

well. today was definitely not anything how i thought it would be.
you know, this weekend definitely kicked so much ass, i thought today, a lot of really awesome stuff just might happen. but instead, nothing happened. and that made my day bad. i'm so whacked out of priorities. oh well.
uhhm, i'll get the SCHOOL stuff over with first, although it's gonna take me a while.
first: gym, we played knockout, and holy crap i won. i thought i sucked at basketball?!!!. oh well every time after that first game i got out. hehe.
second: uhhm. oh yeah we did a lab. i gossiped, too. i really need to stop doing that, it's a very unhealthy habit.
third: KILL KIFNER. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. okay, he told me i was "confused about my opinion." well, NO I'M NOT. just because i don't think the FUCKED UP WAY YOU DO doesn't mean i'm WRONG. good GRIEF. he pissed me off to no end. for an efinity. okay haha had to sneak that one in there. but STILL, the entire class was just fuming at him. he almost made me cry, not because he made me sad or hurt my feelings, but because he frusterated me so damn much. i think we should fire him. so then he's just obviously going to go commit a crime, and it'll be the school's fault because that's the institution that put him into poverty. cause yeah he sucks so bad that he won't ever get another job. and THEN he'll commit a crime, because society forced him to. and then he'll go to JAIL. for LIFE. and i'll come in and LAUGH AT HIM. i swear i would.
fourth: above teacher makes king looks half way decent. i had a mini tantrum at the beginning of class that was left over from civics. but i'm surprised, he hasn't killed us with homework yet. anyway, mu-mu and i had a fun time, as always. with the funk, and my snapping, and backwards high fives.
fifth: "that's just your bad luck" i was told by mme. popescu when i told her i didn't have my book with me for the open book quiz. then, like a minute after we started, she brought me one. hahahaha.
sixth: whoo lordy. had a blast at lunch like i always do. shelly's back from venezuelaaaa!!!! and all those hot boys. lucky thing. hokay, so. filled in scott, and asked michael and jake for guy advice. UHHM NEVER doing that again. although it was pretty entertaining. danny was my hero, and gave me his spicy fries. (he wasn't my hero because he gave me the food, but he just happened to do both...) and then i was too wired to coherently talk to anybody. so when david came over i was just sort of being beat up by scott but that's about it.
seventh: we were in the cafeteria. usually i love this period but today it was really bad. it screwed my day over x135469720946720967246072458972456.
eighth: got a hundred two on a quiz. GOSH. that, and science used to be my HARDEST periods in like...sixth through eighth grades. now biology and algebra II are the classes i worry about the least. stupid c&c teachers. oh well.
then after school michael shannon david lea jeff and i milled around and talked. and maybe more, i don't remember. but michael and my little boy tricks didn't work, darn! or if they did, we didn't see any results. *sigh* haha juusst kidding.

so basically, the moral of the story? is that i will never be satisfied with what i have.
now i'm gonna go read a chapter for the most annoying man alive.

782.5883 call me, because i don't really want to put all my emotional and romantic details up here. cause that's just not smart. yeah.