[mood]: it used to be strange, but now i'm just on utter joy overdrive.
[music]: the dandy warhols, jack johnson, in other words--ben kweller, nothing better--the postal service, empty chairs--don mclean, piano man--billy joel, good boy--barenaked ladies, maybe tomorrow--stereophonics

so this week is really really easy.
we were supposed to have three games but we're only having two that i know of (today's was rained out, aww oh well it was supposed to be our first game.) but tomorrow's might be rained out, too.

first: well for all the gym days this week it's games. we played dodgeball on monday and it was the longest game ever and we kicked butt as the underdogs, heck yes. then yesterday we got into groups to research drugs. i'm with willy ian and rachel, good gosh ecstacy here we come??? and today it was every-man-for-himself-dodgeball and i definitely won.

second: all this week in biology we're watching lorenzo's oil which made me cry on the FIRST DAY which was supposedly the comparitively "happy" day...so yeah. today i didn't cry and tomorrow's supposedly the really sad day, but because of long complications i won't be there for the first half of class, i'll be registering for classes next year. and gosh darn it i still haven't decided whether i'm taking ap or honors!

third: the test was pretty fair. i studied like crazy. i don't know what we're doing the rest of the week and frankly i don't care, now that the test is out of the way. but uhh today he assigned us this stupid stock project that he UP FRONT AND OPENLY ADMITTED wasn't going to teach us how to efficiently trade stocks. whatever. i have a good group though, michael shannnnon and RRRRICO! hahaha.

fourth: another movie, a raisin in the sun and we don't have to read it! big score right there.

fifth: quizzes and new material like crazy, which is actually okay because so far this year everything she taught us we'd already learned (true in some twisted and weird way) from mme. chapman. so yeah, LAQUELLE AND CELUI TO YOU TOO.

sixth: would be lunch. those boys...man. crazy fun. and then today? that was weird.

seventh: started sketching my new painting, a pile of flowers, basically. and cameron brought her new digital in and we took lots of pictures that she's sending me tonight!

eighth: SYNTHETIC DIVISION is so easy. aaaand i'm about to fall asleep and because I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY i won't have to take the quiz until we get back from spring break.

so, tomorrow's my last day of school before spring break, : )
i'm registering for next year's classes in sally's kifner class second period because i have to take the french national exam during third and fourth periods.
i'm mostly done packing, i just have a couple things to get together before i leave baaah!
i'm really excited, this is going to be the best spring break ever.

i'm just so stressed about deciding between ap and honors, i'm pretty sure i've almost decided though.

one full to the brim day - soccer game - homework + free periods/movies in half of my classes + rain x (stress^2 + goodness - the 6 hours of sleep i should have gotten in the last 72 hours) = one happy napping charlotte.

[mood]: ecstatic, satisfied, content, excited, happy, wonderful.
[music]: rebellion (lies)--arcade fire, crazy life--toad and the wet sprocket, best imitation of myself--ben folds, i melt with you--modern english, run--snow patrol, you know i couldn't last--morrissey, mudfootball--jack johnson. hokay that's definitely enough.

wow, whyyyyyyyyyyy is my life so incredible!!!?!

well today kicked some you-know-what.
as did yesterday.
and because i'm a freak, i'll give you both of them, ALL THE WAY THROUGH:

aujourd'hui:

first: we watched a movie on this girl slowly becoming a desperate crack addict. she kept asking people for money.

second: so it was really funny when like the first thing jeff said to me when i walked into the cafeteria for second was "do you have any money? i really need some money." yeeeah sat around and talked with lea/shannon same ol' crowd about how excited i am for two weeks! and how certain relationships, are, well...nothing but physical.

third: got into groups and we got lucky and had three people, me mu mu and justin. i wrote lots of bs, it's an art i tell you!

fourth: baaahh don't you dare get me started on those project grades. to my group: i gave you all a's, and we all deserved better grades than we got. i love you =(. oh well i got an a, but still. ANYWAY we went to hallenbeck and now i know what i'm doing for the next three years, uhh great? actually for real (or, as shea would say, FERREAL!) i am excited.

fifth: sub, again. cried at the beginning over how much i hate very fiber in my c&c teachers' bodies. and then talked.

sixth: ...ate? and talked with the normal crowd + alex.

seventh: no skippage today, boo. worked on my painting, which i think i'll call finished.

eighth: free period! did like two bonus and then watched nabil/kuntal etc. play chess against mr. noland. HAHA and ate starbursts.

after school, it was sooo nice to just be able to go straight home.
because we had no soccer practice,
and then i went to shea's for like seven hours. yessss.
trampolined for a lot of the time, he taught me how to "jump properly".
rented the notebook and sky captain and the world of tomorrow but ended up talking online to walker/ginny more than anything else. ate some yummy pizza and also made smoothies and pita bread creations. then watched part of sc&twot before cutting it off and spazzing cause there were changes in the backpacking plans.
overall had a pretty kickass time.
we have pretty kickin' significant others.

as for yesterday:

first: we had a free period. basically. mrs. clark wasn't there so she didn't notice i was like seven minutes late.

second: shannon, lea and i sat around and had really interesting conversations. but i love those girls =]

third: we got the first chapter with introduction of the communist manifesto to read. it's really not all that bad, but in a situation like that i'll just nod off, i can't help it, especially with the amount of sleep i get after a game and everything. but i read more than half of it and at the end he gave us a pop quiz cause he said that we weren't reading. we had to describe the rise of the bourgouis. i half bs'ed and half...quoted.

fourth: we got to play other peoples' games and no comments on whose game we played and what we thought of it. BUT IT WAS REALLY FUN and we tied in the end even though we didn't finish. our game rocked, though.

fifth: sub, and more project work! we figured out the logisitics and actually did the work/writing part. really fun and really easy. i need to try on that ball gown to see if it still fits, the other one's gotten too big for me.

sixth: those kids amuse me to no end. had fun trying to learn japanese from michael and jake. uhh, didn't work, though.

seventh: hahahahaha. painted for about five seconds then left with cam and morgan. went two different bathrooms three times and fell on the floor laughing twice. also went to go get water, in vain. and to my locker. lamented/bonded over having boyfriends who don't do to our school. MISTER PUFF BUCKET TRIED TO BUST US when we got back. we were coming down the hall and he was standing outside of his door with his arms crossed. we completely sweet talked our way out of any trouble, though. mmhmm yessir. he's so slow, we skip every day for the majority of the class and he said "now i've noticed that you guys have done this several times now." TRY EVERY DAY FOR THE PAST SIX MONTHS!!! oh well we'll be leaving again next week =).

eighth: sub, and kuntal and i missed the first bit cause we walked to west and back for various stuff we left there. ate starbursts and actually did my math work, unlike all the asians i sit with. hahahaha.

practice was really easy and really fun. audrey ww and i got to do goalie stuff the whole time. so basically for an hour it was us doing one v. one exercises and then the last forty minutes we played world cup.

and then tomorrow is lea's party!
and i want to go to umstead with adam and sally.
and sometime this weekend i'm going to the spa to see the babysitter we had when i was in fourth and fifth grade who just moved back from virginia, and who's getting married in june!! i'm excited.

i'm so glad i did whatever i did to deserve this perfectly imperfect beautifully souled gorgeously minded amazingly hearted person.